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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 20 hours ago

    @oliver I have no idea what I would do without your friendship. In the darkest moments of my life you were there and means so much. You’re literally an angel on this website :)

    Mood : Thankful
    • Awwww thanks so much @marikofujimoto, I’ll always be here for you sweetie, you have been so kind, compassionate and lovely towards me and so many others on BT, I don’t know what I would do without your friendship too Mariko, I’m so glad I can be here to support you Mariko, I don’t want to ever see you struggling sweetie, as long as I’m here…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 day, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: georgey posted an update I just lost my relationship of two years. I haven’t reached out to anyone other than her for help or advice over our relationship, but now she’s gone. What do I do? I’m not completely […] View

    @geogzm breaking up can be super hard and painful.
    Just know you’ll have all the help needed here.
    If you ever need to vent feel free to PM me. I’ll listen and do my best to cheer you up

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 days, 12 hours ago

    In reply to: bumbletuna72 posted an update have posted convo i just had with someone on this website. this website is full of really sick ppl, and needs to be monitored in some way. how do you track this person and call the […] View

    @bumbleetuna72 unfortunatly not much you can do (except don’t give personal info to them, the usual).
    This website nowdays is rarely seen by moderators and such.. is kinda dead :/
    However if you want, feel free to PM me. I’m free to listen and do my best to help you.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 days, 17 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Genuinly tired of relationships. I’m 23 ,so I’m still young.. I’m going to focous on my career and myself, and just stop caring… All I had in my life was cheating, lies, abuse , […] View

    @oliver thank you. you’re always a sweet heart <3

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 18 hours ago

    Genuinly tired of relationships. I’m 23 ,so I’m still young.. I’m going to focous on my career and myself, and just stop caring…
    All I had in my life was cheating, lies, abuse , manipulation. So might aswell be safe and single forever.

    • You are such a beautiful, kind and special angel who deserves happiness in her life @marikofujimoto, you will meet your soulmate one day Mariko, please don’t give up on finding true love, anyone who treats you badly and cheats on you isn’t worth it sweetie, you truly deserve a partner who will put you first and show you unconditional love, do…[Read more]

    • @oliver thank you. you’re always a sweet heart <3

    • I agree with Oli. Be safe and single for now. Let relationship happen when it happens along the way, down the road, when you aren’t looking for it.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Silent Rain posted an update I thought I could have a future with her, something real and genuine. Until she told me, it wasn’t going anywhere, and she had feelings for someone else all along. Every relationship […] View

    @little-angel-2 the problem wasn’t (or is) you being unlovable. Was your ex partner not being loyal (emotionally). When in a relationship people need to focous, respect each other, dedicate themselves and be loyal.
    You did absolutly NOTHING wrong. So don’t feel bad.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 days, 17 hours ago

    In reply to: Alexandria posted an update What happened to listeners? Most listeners who come around these days seem rather condescending and well, unfit, and unless you have a heartbreaking sob story, they’re not going to sit […] View

    @jennyburer most of them aren’t here anymore. The website is pretty much dead …
    The only good listener I know is @oliver

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 16 hours ago

    Sometimes I want to cry because I feel this anxiety, and pressure. But I’m so tired I feel like crying is pointless lol. Maybe in a couple of years I’ll be better.

    • Please don’t let anxiety, sadness and depression get you down @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves all the happiness in the world Mariko, do get your thoughts, emotions and feelings out in a good way, I want to see you truly upbeat because you are a perfect ray of sunshine Mariko, you are a fighter and…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 16 hours ago

    What keeps me sane is music. Playing , listening, singing…

    • Do listen to music that soothes and calms your mind @marikofujimoto, sing beautifully and stay positive sweetie, always do what makes you happy Mariko and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it hun, always be the incredible, kind and lovely angel that you are Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    My hatred for people just grows by the day.

    • Focus on surrounding yourself with compassionate, kind and lovely people who give you the support and friendship that you truly deserve @marikofujimoto, don’t let the darkness and hate take over you Mariko, I want to see you feeling positive as you are such a beautiful angel inside and out sweetie, you can do it hun, be kind to yourself and never…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    When your dad calls you ”excentric” and says is a bad trait, you know you’re fucked up lol.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Your father should give you all the love, support and encouragement in the world @marikofujimoto, you deserve to be told how special and amazing you are by those closest to you Mariko, there is absolutely nothing wrong with being quirky and unique sweetie, let your bright personality shine Mariko and keep going forward, you can do it hun, inbox me…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I’m exahusted.

    Mood : Anxious
    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and upbeat sweetie, try to relax and take care of yourself Mariko, also stay cool and drink lots of water hun, the weather is really hot in Europe, everything will be OK Mariko, keep smiling and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    So.Fucking.Pissed. :D :D:DD:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D

    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you upset, angry or sad sweetie, talk to me Mariko, you are such a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who deserves to feel positive, happy and upbeat hun, you will make it through this and everything will be OK, I care about you and want the best for you Mariko, inbox me anytime if you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: Trevor posted an update It’s taken me a few months now, but I’ve finally brought my Discord server back to life! The server, Creative Minds, is open to the public, but still has a cozy and intimate feel to it. […] View

    @nightwake I write poetry alot. Would love to have some feedback and help others with their projects

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    In reply to: posted an update Could really do with a friend right now. View

    @aprxl not sure if an online will do, but if you want one I’m here :)

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Doomed. Realised that I am my worst enemy. I’m addicted to toxic relationships and lies, because that’s all I’ve knowned.
    Is like being underwater. Slowly drowned, but yet I’m calm about it. Because that’s all I have.

    • You don’t deserve to feel that way or live that life @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, lovely, kind and special angel who truly deserves happiness in her life, please don’t say you are doomed sweetie, it doesn’t have to be that way for you Mariko, so much positivity, joy and brightness lies ahead for you hun, you will make wonderful…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Feeling much better emotionally and physically from the accident. I hope the other person is feeling alright. Hearing stories from family members who have done way worse than that really […] View

    @invincible I’m glad you’re better. When I read your status about the accident I got quite worried!
    So is nice to see you’re better :)
    if you ever need support you know I’m here <3

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    I will never have friends. Neither will I have a normal relationships.
    That’s ok too. I’ve learned to accept silence as my company.
    As long as I have my books, I’ll be ok.

    • Please don’t feel alone @marikofujimoto, everyone needs caring, supportive and loving friends in life, you do too Mariko, I want to see you smiling and being around people and things that bring you happiness, know that the BT community will always be here for you sweetie and so will I, you are amongst empathy in this community, everything will be…[Read more]

    • believe me, you most definitely can, i guess it just takes a little bit of effort (unless you get ridiculously lucky), as sad as it is life isn’t a romcom anime.. but hey it’s all up to you and if you’re ok with that then that’s completely fine ^^

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    I will never be normal. I will never be liked by others. But that’s ok.
    Being weird, a ”freak”, is better than being with fake people who are guided by the wrong ideals.

    • Please don’t let negative words, thoughts and opinions get you down @marikofujimoto, remember you are unique, special and beautiful in your own way sweetie, I want to see you truly happy and being around good people, surround yourself with compassion, hope and empathy Mariko, hold your head up high hun and be kind to yourself, you can do it…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Been gathering courage to find a part time job. I wonder if I can. I want to work as a private tutor for kids…
    Let’s see.

    • I’m sure you will be a wonderful, inspiring and compassionate tutor @marikofujimoto, it’s so great to see you wanting to help teach and nurture kids, it sounds so perfect for you sweetie because you are so kind and lovely Mariko, stay upbeat and know you will find a good tutoring job hun, you will make all your dreams come true Mariko, you can do…[Read more]

    • What a great idea!! Rooting for you. ♥ Look up motivational, courageous quotes. They really have helped me get through a lot including finding a job.

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