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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    For anyone that has been looking for me, sorry. Mentally not ok and don’t want to spread negativity.
    I’ll answer to everyone when I’m mentally more capable.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I’ve been so worried about you @marikofujimoto, please take as much time away as you need sweetie, please don’t apologise hun, I care about and love you so much, beautiful angel Mariko, you do so much for all of us here on BT Mariko, but remember to always look after yourself too Mariko, you will make it through this Mariko because you are so…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Mel posted an update how do i stopapanicatakack View

    @caramel4 try to see what triggered the panic attack. Take deep breaths, small sips of water, get fresh air

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    BAN.THE.SPAM.
    too much!!!! And new members pay for it!

    • Indeed the spam is so annoying and frustrating @marikofujimoto, hopefully someone new will take over moderation of BT and spammers will get deleted, it’s so sad to see this loving community attract spammers, trolls and bots, this community deserves so much better, hope you are OK sweetie and having a wonderful day, beautiful Mariko, I’m always…[Read more]

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      Sad, but very true. :( The neglect of this place is so disheartening.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Hayden posted an update … Is it over? View

    relatable

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Two things.First: You have got to be kidding me with the spam. No one wants to hear it! Literally! No one cares! Get off our website, because it’s for people who are legitimately […] View

    @985921sqh 1) I absolutly agree. Hate this spam. Literally no one cares.
    2) If they were real friends they wouldn’t do that. Real friends aren’t fake people who just stay for the good times, they also stick around during bad times.
    About your ex well … people (sadly) never live to their promises. But those who believe his lies are equally as…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Mel posted an update I really hate this guy in my class. He’s so perverted and makes me uncomfortable. I wish he could just leave me alone. I’m too scared to tell any of the teachers in fear that he’ll get angry […] View

    @caramel4 that’s called sexual harassment and is a crime. You need to tell people. If you’re that scared try to record him or secretly take a pic of him doing that (I know you can’t in class but this is a self defense thing).
    Talk to a therapist in school or someone you feel will listen.
    Be strong, you can do this. I’m right here for you if…[Read more]

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    mariko answered question “How do I get over people abandoning me in depression.3 months, 1 week ago

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    mariko answered question “You can buy a sex dolls in a physical store. Would you buy it?3 months, 1 week ago

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Mel posted an update Why am I so fucking weak? Why am I so defenseless and submissive? I want to be strong and able to defend myself, but I can’t. My bff tells me that I am strong, but I know she’s lying. I’m not […] View

    @caramel4 the word ”strong” can be many things. You’re only seeing the negative stuff about yourself, because we’re all insecure humans. But your friend has an outside perspective, so she see’s things you don’t. She’s not lying, she see’s positives about you that you don’t

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    mariko posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Struggling with alot of back pain. My parents believe it’s either a problem in my spine or kidneys. Tomorrow going to the doctor.
    So scared :(

    • Doctor check ups can be terrifying, especially because of the uncertainty of the diagnose. Try to do some relaxing activities before your appointment, Mariko: listening to music, take a stroll, drink something warm… And remember that they are there to make you feel comfortable, ease your pain, and help you as much as they can. I’m sure your…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling unwell or in pain @marikofujimoto, you will make it through this, beautiful angel Mariko, please don’t be scared or afraid, you are so strong, brave and courageous, remember to always stay healthy physically, mentally and emotionally, take care of yourself sweetie, you will be OK Mariko, please know that I’ll…[Read more]

    • Good luck Mariko, I hope everything is OK and its nothing serious. Hoping the pain will go away too. Don’t be too scared, I’m sure it’ll be alright and it’ll be solved if there is a minor issue. ♥♥

    • @marikofujimoto

      I know it’s been about a day since you posted this, but I hope the visit goes/went well. :( Hopefully you’ll be relieved of your pain and it isn’t too serious.

      Best of luck.

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    mariko posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Going to therapy today. Quite scared. Is from my university, so assuming will be a good therapist. But never easy to put ourselves in a vulnerable place.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Sunshine123 posted an update Do a woman have a right to complain that she is always driving long distance everywhere and the husband sit in the passenger seat complaining he don’t want to drive because he don’t […] View

    @sunshine108 He should get a license or get public transports (train, bus, etc) . Driving everywhere is expensive and can make the driver really tired

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Sunshine123 posted an update If a woman is a stay at home mom do she have a right to complain about being tired and being stuck in the house all the time or do she stay quiet and accept that her husband is working […] View

    @sunshine108 things at home should always be part of two people, not the girl. Things are done faster and the couple can be together more times. I’m saying this because many people work and still have to do stuff at home too

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    mariko answered question “how to get over broken friendships?4 months, 1 week ago

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    mariko answered question “Is it just me or does anyone else have a problem with Vent/Listen chat?4 months, 1 week ago

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I may sound cruel, but can we please avoid ideas of suicidal attempts on the feed? Many people are suicidal and might trigger them. Please don’t do that. Seek professional help instead.

    • We should all support and be there for each other during the good and bad times @marikofujimoto, this is a supportive, loving and compassionate community where we all help each other, remember to always be the kind, sweet and beautiful angel that you are Mariko, hope you are OK and having a fantastic day sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update *Meds* View

    @whyamialive you may agree or may not, but there’s more people with depression than you think, aka , many people felt the same way as you do.
    However is quite pointless feeling that way. You need to love yourself enough that you get courage and start to do things to actually change your life. Example: not happy with your job? Find another one.…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Never been so scared of myself. Really need help.

    • Please don’t do anything bad to yourself @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling truly happy sweetheart, don’t let bad thoughts get you down Mariko, everything will be OK hun, surround yourself with good things, with all the things that bring you a sense of calm, happiness and joy beautiful angel, remember you are so loved and cared for by me…[Read more]

    • I hope you are OK Mariko. I am here for you and rooting for you to experience happiness and joy. ♥

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    mariko posted an update 5 months ago

    All I am is a tool. Temporary tool, actually. Use, abuse, throw it.

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      Please don’t think badly about yourself @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, kind, lovely and compassionate angel who deserves to be treated with respect, love and care Mariko, anyone who abuses you is truly evil Mariko, you mean so much to me and everyone here on BT Mariko, I love you so much beautiful angel, you bring so much hope to me…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto How are you doing now?

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    mariko posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Childhood abuse isn’t fun.
    The scars last forever.

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @marikofujimoto, no-one deserves to be abused in life, what happened to you was so wrong sweetie, you are a truly beautiful angel who is kind, compassion and lovely, you have been through so much Mariko and you are still here, trying to make each day positive and happy, it shows how courageous and brave you are…[Read more]

    • I know. It’s unfortunate that those who have been abused have to live with the scars forever, while the people who abused usually find nothing wrong in what they did as they live their lives. But there are ways to retrain your brain, experience happiness and try to be courageous as you go through life. And I am always here for you if you ever…[Read more]

    • What cracks me up the most about childhood abuse, is that it comes from the people who are suposed to protect you and take care of you. Unfortunately, not everybody is aware of the damage they can really do. I’m sorry to hear you’ve gone through these experiences, Mariko. As you said, the scars are forever, but so is your strenght. Despite every…[Read more]

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