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    Marta posted an update 16 hours, 33 minutes ago

    Exam done! It’s was way more difficult than expected, but I’m positive that I’ll pass. That might help me get longer and better employment contracts at the hospital. Even so, tomorrow I’ll update my CV and in a few days I’ll start handing it to private clinics (Have to have a plan B. Just in case). I’m feeling quite hopeful about my future,…[Read more]

    Mood : Hopeful
    • I’m sure you did amazingly well in your exam and that you did pass @m1s1m3, be proud of all the hard work and effort you put in Marta, your future will be so bright, amazing and wonderful sweetie, you will make all your dreams come true and great things will happen to you, the right job offer will come along for you Marta, stay upbeat and never…[Read more]

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    LoneWolf posted an update 1 day, 13 hours ago

    You know, when people be friends with you or try to be and they would say: You can talk to me anytime! I’ll be here for you!
    I find it hard to believe that they will because it just sounds like out of charity and I don’t want that. I’m not asking anything else. I just want to be friends with you. And don’t force yourself to be friends with…[Read more]

    Mood : Sad
    • Everyone deserves real, honest and genuine friends around them, you do too @justsomeguy10, you will meet people who are true to themselves and reveal their honest thoughts without hiding anything, please don’t feel bad about yourself, I may not know you personally, but I do care and I want the best for you, spread your wise personality around and…[Read more]

    • I hate to kick myself so much because the heavy negative feelings. I have to think a little bit more positive and get more positive energy within me. I know feeling bad gives you bad health and mentally as well. I will do what I can and still pull through somehow.
      You seem like a good dude, Oli. Really appreciate you taking the time to reply all…[Read more]

    • I do agree with you about the first topic, the being friends because “they have to be nice towards you”. People find hard to accept that we can’t get along with everybody, it’s just a matter of being honest about it. Also, I can relate so much about the overthinking. I had the worst of times thinking that people would never find me interesting…[Read more]

    • Thanks, Marta. I try to think that way more and I want to feel genuine about it. I appreciate you taking the time to reply as well. I am glad to have met you and others here in blahtherapy. It goes to show that there are good people in this world after all. I’m still feeling a bit bad but I’m still pulling through of course. However, thank you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 17 hours ago

    Anyone here does art? Draw, sing, write, etc?

    • I don’t @marikofujimoto, but that’s only because I’m horrible at most activities, those 3 included, but I’m sure you are a talented artist, singer and writer sweetie, do create something wonderful and share it with the world Mariko, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Hello, Mariko. I enjoy both drawing and writing, during my free time, as well as singing when I hear a good song. Is there a reason you ask? :)

    • I enjoy drawing, writing, sewing, and crafts. Creative activities are so relaxing and fun to me. I also do enjoy singing, but my voice it’s not… very pleasant. Anyways, that’s not a thing that’ll stop my from singing like crazy in my room when I listen to my favourite songs. Do you enjoy these activities too Mariko? :)

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 18 hours ago

    Maybe is selfish, maybe is entitled, but all I want is somebody to be proud of me.
    Don’t be embarassed to be with me, to take pics with me, to talk to me.
    Tell me I’m ok.

    • I’m proud of you @marikofujimoto, you have been there for me for years on BT Mariko, you have been a positive, compassionate and kind anchor during the dark moments of depression and loneliness for me Mariko, I am so grateful to have someone as wonderful as you in my life sweetie, please know you matter to me and to the BT community Mariko, I…[Read more]

    • Not selfish either entitled. We seek for acceptance and reciprocal feelings, it’s human nature. Anybody who feels embarrassed to be with you, that does not want to talk to you, or that does not tell you that you are not okay… They are not okay for you. Someone who loves you won’t ever feel like this towards you. I’m proud of you Mariko, and…[Read more]

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    Angel posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    19 Oct 2018. Time goes by… Anyway! Woke up weary this morning. Feeling feeble and kinda useless, recovery isn’t going as smoothly as I expected. I’m not sleeping well, I’m tired, antsy, unfocused… But! Things are still good. The pain’s mostly better now. I’m hoping to sleep decent tonight and start new tomorrow ~

    • Please don’t feel bad @dizzydaydreamer333, I want you feeling happy, positive, healthy and upbeat, do relax and focus on getting yourself in a good place emotionally, mentally and physically, everything will be OK, try to find ways to sleep easily so you feel ready to take on the world each day with a sense of confidence, you can do it, keep…[Read more]

    • It’s so encouraging to read how despite the tiredness and the bad feelings you are able to see through it and look on the bright side of life (Life of Brian vibes). You should feel very proud Angel, keep being that way! I hope you had a well deserved rest, and don’t lose hope. Step by step, you’ll reach your goal. Stay strong <3

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    Soothing Sunshine posted an update 2 days, 9 hours ago

    I know I usually post some sort of inspirational phrase here, but I’m in a really good mood because I was just acted in a murder mystery night as the murderer and I absolutely killed it! (Pun intended)

    Mood : Ecstatic
    • AWESOME! So happy for you ♥

    • That’s so amazing @infinicorn, glad you had a wonderful time, keep smiling and always have days filled with fun, positivity and happiness, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That must have been so much fun! So good to see you that happy. PD: That was a killer pun!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    I don’t know why I am feeling in pain, but it’s making me anxious. But it also hurts to see that my own family & friends couldn’t care less. Hah, whoa.
    Hopefully this will end, because it’s really scaring me, and IDK what is causing this, whether it is serious or not.

    • Please don’t let your struggles get you down @invincible, I want to see you feeling physically, emotionally and mentally happy Cecelia, your family really should care about and love you sweetie no matter what, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor who will overcome Cecelia, the BT community will always be here for you hun and so will…[Read more]

    • Please take care of yourself Cecelia. If you have the chance get a medical checkup, it might help to know the source of your pain and how to treat it. Pain it’s bad enough itself, but an unknow pain it’s very anxious, as you said. You don’t deserve to get through that. I hope you feel well soon dear!

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    Marta posted an update 2 days, 19 hours ago

    Today I was reading a diary that I keep since 2011, where I write everytime my mood is at it’s worse, which has really helped me coping with bad feelings. On an entry from mid 2011, I proposed to myself that I’ll eventually achieve four things: to get a piercing, to listen live that music group I really love, to make an expert level cosplay, and…[Read more]

    Mood : Proud
    • It’s great to see that you made some of your goals come true @m1s1m3, stay positive and keep making wonderful things happen Marta, you will make all your dreams become a reality sweetie, hold your head up high, smile brightly and never give up, you can do it Marta, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :)[Read more]

    • Whoa! That is incredible! How amazing!!!!! You should be incredibly proud ♥♥

    • @m1s1m3 wow that’s genuinly impressive!! You should be super proud of yourself :)
      p.s- cosplaying is such an underrated art. Takes such talent and effort.

    • That’s quite a feat you did Marta. Made me realize that I still have goals that must be met. Although I’ve been working on it, I believe I should really go for it. Interesting stuff! :)

    • Thank you so much guys! <3 You are always so supportive and kind to me, I feel very grateful to be able to count on you @oliver, @invincible, @marikofujimoto, @justsomeguy10. Please take care and have a great day, you all deserve it!!

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    Penguinfan13 posted an update 3 days, 3 hours ago

    I’m both physically and emotionally drained. And people I used to trust to help have abandoned me. My ”friends” lie to my face and stab me in the back. They couldn’t be bothered with me unless they need something. I’m sad and feel alone.

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Your friends have no right to treat you that way @penguinfan13, you are such a wonderful, amazing and beautiful person who deserves to be surrounded by love, compassion and positivity, anyone who treats you badly isn’t worth it, do your best to meet people who will show you kindness and empathy, remember the BT community cares about you and so do…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry to hear that @penguinfan13, I’m dealing with something very similar and it feels devastating. Sometimes the people who love and care about us start to be more and more detached, not because they’ve stopped loving us, but because we take very different paths in life. Of course, other times they just don’t care about nothing at all.…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 10 hours ago

    Feel physically and emotionally ILL. Don’t know how to resolve the things that are bothering me…

    • Please don’t feel bad @invincible, I want to see you feeling physically, emotionally and mentally healthy Cecelia, do relax and focus on things that bring you hope, positivity and optimism, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high and always be kind to yourself, remember you are a beautiful and fantastic angel inside and out Cecelia,…[Read more]

    • It can be very distressing not knowing how to solve bothering situations, though it’s ok. We don’t know everything, and specially in these kind of circumstances, when we are saturated by negative feelings and emotions. Cecelia remember that you can always reach for help/advice to family, friends, and us here in BT <3

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 1 hour ago

    Sometimes words are not enough. Sometimes you need to see action.

    • We should always support each other with kind words and actions @marikofujimoto, be there for others by letting them know verbally that you care, but also show them physically how much you want to be a positive and comforting presence in the lives of others, you are so compassionate in every single way Mariko, keep inspiring others with warmth and…[Read more]

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    Soothing Sunshine posted an update 4 days, 8 hours ago

    Bounce on the clouds if you need to, dance with the stars if you must, but never forget your impermanence– don’t let them turn you to dust.

    Mood : Invincible
    • Keep inspiring others with wise, loving and compassionate advice @infinicorn and always be the kind human-being that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Marta posted an update 4 days, 16 hours ago

    I find it really funny and curious how some things work different depending on who is the main subject. For example, when I have a problem or I need a talk and don’t ask for help (because I don’t know how, or because I feel like a bother/afraid/embarrased, etc.) someone always says “You just had to tell me about it! I can’t help you if you…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • Don’t be afraid to reach out for help when you need it @m1s1m3, try to express yourself openly and honestly as best you can Marta, get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out in a way that benefits you and makes you feel supported, positive and happy sweetie, I want the best for you because I care about you hun, you are so loved Marta, always be…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much Oli, you words are always so helpful, positive, and kind <3. I'm still learning how to be more open and assertive about my feelings, although at the present moment I feel more comfortable about it than some years ago. I'm still struggling, but I know that if I keep fighting I'll get there step by step. Never forget that you…[Read more]

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    annie posted an update 5 days, 17 hours ago

    I was 15 when I started this account. Now I’m almost 20, and I’m still battling, but I don’t need any medications ever since I stopped them 4 years ago. I haven’t self harmed almost 3 years ago and I’m as proud of myself as I can be. I’m happy I found this account.

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @aschenbach, keep fighting Annie and don’t let your struggles get you down, remember you are such a wonderful person who has so much courage, bravery, strength and beauty inside and out, always believe in yourself and know brighter days are ahead for you, keep going forward with confidence and never give up, you…[Read more]

    • That is amazing! Such a long way you have come ♥

    • That’s great @aschenbach! Keep on fighting like that and feeling very happy and proud of yourself, you really deserve it! <3

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 7 hours ago

    I hope I am not going too insane

    • I’m so sorry Cecelia, I hope everything turns out alright. I’m cheering for you, and I’m always just a message away if you need anything <3

    • Please don’t feel badly about yourself @invincible and don’t let negativity get you down Cecelia, be kind to yourself sweetie because you are such a strong, beautiful and courageous angel who truly deserves all the happiness and positivity in the world, things may seem difficult but they will change for the better, stay focused on being upbeat…[Read more]

    • Don’t let these thoughts get over you Cecelia. I hope everything turns out alright, and never forget that we’re all here for you if you need us <3

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    Soothing Sunshine posted an update 6 days, 8 hours ago

    Some days it’s best to wander the stars, some days it’s best to swim through the seas, and some days it’s best to go visit some trees.

    Mood : Quixotic
    • Keep spreading insightful and wise quotes on BT that inspire and help others @infinicorn, hope you are having a great day, keep smiling and stay fantastic, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That makes me think about how we have different needs and desires according to our circumstances, and all of them are valid and beautiful. Loving your quotes @infinicorn!

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    Nimble Bread posted an update 1 week ago

    Working on something amazing.

    Mood : Hopeful
    • I’m sure the project you are working on will turn out great @nimblebread, you will create something amazing that will inspire and help others, stay upbeat and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Nice to read that @nimblebread! I hope that thing you are working on makes you feel excited and passionate, and brings you happiness!

    • aw that is great!!! hope everything will go well♥

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    Kayla Christine posted an update 1 week ago

    I hate everything about my life right now.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Please don’t let depression and sadness get you down @kaylachristine, things will get better for you Kayla and you will do amazing things in life, stay focused on making yourself happier and remember so many wonderful times are ahead for you, hold your head up high, smile and always be kind to yourself Kayla, you can do it, inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

    • I don’t know what you are going through right now @kaylachristine, but it won’t last forever and things will start to get better, don’t doubt it. And if you ever need to talk or vent, both me and the BT community will be more than glad to listen. Stay strong and don’t give up <3

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