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    Cecelia posted an update 3 hours, 34 minutes ago

    why can’t I find a decent guy, or let a lone friend?? Anyway, I’ve attracted yet another guy who is too fucked up in his own problems to develop anything towards me, besides his own emotionally unstable illusions so I am spending saturday watching Just Married on youtube and doing my psych. midterm. cheers! I do have some good news tho… got a…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 9 hours ago

    I have felt so hated and ignored since birth, why would I stop feeling that now?

    • Please don’t feel like that @invincible, you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia and so many people care about you sweetie, I want to see you feeling happy sweetheart, smile because you are so amazing, awesome and wonderful Cecelia, don’t let mean or toxic people break you sweetie, focus on making yourself upbeat, hold your head up high and make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 9 hours ago

    It’s hurtful when your family member that is the only one you can trust and love doesn’t and doesn’t want to admit the trauma I’ve gone through and the struggles I currently go thru. It’s fucked up.

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should support and always be there for you beautiful angel Cecelia, they shouldn’t dismiss or play down your thoughts, feelings and emotions sweetheart, please know so many people love and care about you Cecelia, I do and so does everyone here on BT, you are truly brave and courageous Cecelia,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    since the government is holding the money they owe me, I have missed out on the opportunity of buying a car, buying athletic wear and workout gear to better my health, props for my blogs and paying someone who needed some cash. thanks. i will not be planning tostay in this shitty ass state.

    • The government really should pay you the money that you are owed @invincible, hopefully they will get their act together and send out the money, I hope things work out for you beautiful angel Cecelia, try to stay upbeat sweetie and keep smiling, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk Cecelia, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    slipping back 2 an old habit … :/

    • Please don’t let destructive habits break you @invincible, I want to see you feeling wonderful and happy beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to hold your head up high and know you are so brave, courageous and special, things may be hard but you will overcome any hurdles that life throws at you sweetie, you are a survivor and fighter Cecelia, always…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Just feeling so disregarded and unloved and uncared for and just not given a damn about by family and friends. I’ve never felt this bad. Especially at such a time like the pandemic and […] View

    When I say I’ve never felt this bad, I mean in my modern young adult life. Like 19+

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Just feeling so disregarded and unloved and uncared for and just not given a damn about by family and friends. I’ve never felt this bad. Especially at such a time like the pandemic and quarantine.

    IDK who I can count on now. Except or my cat, ofc. But no humans really seem to be within eye sight. No one who really knows me at least, I have one…[Read more]

    • When I say I’ve never felt this bad, I mean in my modern young adult life. Like 19+

    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad and unloved @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and wonderful angel who deserves to feel supported, loved and cared for Cecelia, anyone who treats you badly isn’t worth it sweetie, I want to see you truly happy Cecelia, remember to always surround yourself with compassion, hope and positivity…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    If a loved one is reaching out to you, or a stranger is reaching out to you trying to help you or be in your life for support – please hear them out and accept it. At least accept them into your life. You don’t know how lucky you are. How grateful and blessed and loved you are. I would have killed for just some acknowledgment and some support…[Read more]

    • Good to know that you are fine and doing great on your own.. We love to help everyone with love in our hearts.. Have a great day,, and share love..

    • Awww glad the community here on BT can always support and be here for you @invincible, remember you are such a beautiful, lovely and special angel who deserves happiness in her life Cecelia, you were put on this earth to do fantastic things sweetie and make all your dreams come true, don’t let dark moments beat you sweetie, please don’t harm or…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    I had a dream where I traveled through a hurricane, a sketchy alley way, an attempted mugging and a busy street for my cat. So true. I would do anything for her.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      The dream shows how truly protective, loyal and loving you are @invincible, you are so awesome and wonderful beautiful Cecelia, remember to always look after your little ball of cuteness, by which I mean your cat hehe, do take care of yourself too Cecelia, keep smiling sweetie and always be kind to yourself Cecelia, please know I will always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    May I and anyone reading this grow, learn, and succeed in 2021. ♥ Cheers and happy new year. stay safe.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Thank you for sharing an inspirational new years post here on BT @invincible, hope you have a wonderful 2021 beautiful angel Cecelia filled with happiness and positivity because you truly deserve to shine and feel incredible sweetheart, remember I’ll always be here if you ever need to talk, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I had no idea I was THIS fucking weak and pathetic. Wow.

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you are so kind, compassionate and beautiful Cecelia, don’t let anyone or anything bring you down sweetie, always be good to yourself Cecelia because you are truly incredible sweetheart, smile Cecelia and be as optimistic as you can sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you…[Read more]

    • @invincible Hey. What happened?

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Guess who has come back into my life.. the person that I was super close with and they just dumped me for several months leaving me in a state of confusion and depression. Hm. Now they are just acting like everything is fine. and It is super hard to not give in.

    • They should not have dumped you @invincible, they should apologise to you and try to make things right, I would do what you feel is beneficial and positive emotionally and mentally for yourself sweetie, I don’t want to see you hurt at all beautiful angel Cecelia, honestly the best thing to do is to cut toxic people out of your life and surround…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    it’s really hard to get over someone when your subconscious constantly makes you dream about them…. makes my day and mood entirely tragic. Ugh. So hard, it’s embarassing!

    Mood : Sad
    • Please don’t feel sad and embarrassed @invincible, if this person caused you pain and unhappiness, try to not think about them sweetie, do your best to stay focused on all the things that bring you happiness and positivity beautiful angel Cecelia, put your mind at ease and don’t let anything or anyone negative upset you Cecelia, everything will…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    ya’ll… my patience is being tested beyond limits right now… i don’t know how much more I can take of this before exploding

    • Try to be as calm and relaxed as you can @invincible, you are such a beautiful angel who truly deserves to lead a fulfilling and positive life sweetie, don’t let anyone stand in your way Cecelia, you deserve to be free to make your own choices and decisions in life, get rid of toxic people sweetheart and surround yourself with good influences,…[Read more]

    • @invincible What’s been going on?

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    I am 22, capable & responsible.

    And I want to be as well. And grow further with these skills and maturation.

    But it’s hard when she drags me down as expecting and treating me like I am a 12 year old or an adult with mental deficiencies.

    I am NOT 12 and I do not have mental illness to the degree of not being able to be independent!!!!

    • Your grandma should not treat you like that @invincible, we all deserve to be independent and to be able to lead our own lives as positively and happily as we can beautiful angel Cecelia, your grandma should care for you and be there to support you but she shouldn’t hold you back, remember to hold your head up high sweetheart, smile brightly…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Depressed and discouraged today because my grandmother is keeping me in the dyanmic role of being dependent, stupid & childlike.

    …. How can I grow with this restraint?? How can I just get her to stop?!?!?!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i never thought that at such an obvious low in my life my ’family’ would continue to treat me like utter shit. idk how i even feel about it. shocked? not really… but hurt? always. i am […] View

    thank you hun, it realy means a lot ♥♥ I hope you are doing okay

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    my family they always ask each other about their lives but never me… not abt school, my writings, my hobbies, my life… they ask each other ”hows work” ”how is your latest project coming” … when it comes to me: either crickets or ”you look good, i like your top”. like… r eally!!!?!? and i am supposed to be believe that they accept me?? nah.

    • Your family should treat you with love, kindness and care @invincible, they should ask you questions every-day like ”how was your day” or ”how are you feeling”, so you feel appreciated, cared for, accepted, valued and looked after sweetheart, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves to feel loved wonderful Cecelia, always remember that so many…[Read more]

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