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    Cecelia posted an update 15 minutes ago

    Cousin who was in bad accident called. He is doing so much better and is very coherent. It was so nice and refreshing to have such a nice conversation. Haven’t seen him in several years. Staying in touch via phone & text – maybe I will see him & meet his girlfriend soon.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 16 hours ago

    Never felt so angry and anxious.

    • Please don’t feel angry, sad or anxious @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling Cecelia, be kind to yourself sweetie and know you deserve all the best that life has to offer, everything will be OK hun, hold your head up high and always be the beautiful, incredible and special angel that you are, remember you are a survivor who never gives…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 15 hours ago

    I have 0 energy. Ever. I don’t know why. I’ll get random bursts of it. but I can’t maintain it. Everyone around me is all full of life, on or off caffeine. I? Like a dead rat. I take vitamins, drink tea, eat healthy, all that shit. Caffeine helps a bit, but it’s really annoying. No wonder why I can’t get a job because I’m lifeless. THAT or I…[Read more]

    • Do stay healthy and take care of yourself @invincible, try to get enough energy to make it through your day sweetie, you deserve to feel wonderful emotionally, mentally and physically Cecelia, I want you feeling good in mind and body Cecelia, everything will be OK, stay upbeat and keep going forward hun, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 19 hours ago

    I do wanna meet her and such even though it will be different, but it’s OK…

    • I would only meet up with this person if you trust them and feel totally comfortable around them @invincible, remember to take care of yourself sweetie, stay safe but do what makes you happy Cecelia, hope everything works out hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 days, 22 hours ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update SO low on energy. SO tired. Not even caffeine can help. TF do I DO!? View

    thanks OLI on my way to get some food and water to make sure I stay hydrated while working up energy for this week

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 22 hours ago

    Talked to an actual friend for like 5 hours last night on the phone. Refreshing to talk to a good friend.
    ~ But
    they said, “I don’t have anxiety. I don’t know what that would feel like.” and I’m just like .. raging with envy because wouldn’t that be PERFECT. LOL. Oh well, my anxiety has its good points believe it or not. But regarding my…[Read more]

    • It’s good that you were able to talk to a close friend @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves friends who will show her empathy, kindness and compassion Cecelia, I want to see you being supported by those closest to you especially when you are struggling, don’t let anxiety get you down sweetie, calm your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week ago

    SO low on energy. SO tired. Not even caffeine can help.
    TF do I DO!?

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Try to rest and relax @invincible, I’m sure you will work up enough energy to make it through the day sweetie, take care of yourself Cecelia, be healthy and always be the beautiful angel that you are, smile and never give up hun, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • thanks OLI on my way to get some food and water to make sure I stay hydrated while working up energy for this week

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    one thing being helpful but it’s another to be controlling and act like you aren’t capable of your own life — that is beyond disrespectful.

    • Do surround yourself with people who will always help and be there for you @invincible, anyone who tries to control you isn’t worth your time sweetie, I want to see you being appreciated, supported and valued Cecelia, stay positive hun and know so many people love and care about you Cecelia, keep going and never give up, you can do it, inbox me…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    the severity of depression is gone and I feel bettter … except here my anxiety is trying to RUIN my life :)

    • Please don’t let depression and anxiety get you down @invincible, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and upbeat Cecelia, focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, mentally and physically sweetie, calm your mind hun and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, remember to always believe in yourself, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    too depressed to do anything and it’s really fucking annoying me

    • Please don’t feel sad, depressed or alone @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness, love and positivity in her life, I want to see you truly smiling sweetie and making each day fantastic, focus on all the things that put a smile on your face and hold your head up high Cecelia, you can do it hun,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Feeling better. Easy to fall back into nothingness but trying hard to stay focused.

    • Do stay positive and focus on all the things that put a beautiful smile on your face @invincible, you will be OK Cecelia, I want you feeling awesome, special and fabulous, always be the incredible angel that you are sweetie and never give up, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    feeling better but I still feel like I don’t exist and that i am insanely effected by the incident. idk

    • Glad to see that you are feeling better @invincible, please don’t feel bad Cecelia, don’t let the aftershocks of a traumatic incident get you down sweetie, focus on your recovery in a positive way and make each day fantastic, you can do it hun, believe in yourself and never give up Cecelia, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    my friends lie

    • Anyone who lies to you isn’t worth your time @invincible, you truly deserve kind people around you Cecelia, friends who will show you honesty, kindness and loyalty, surround yourself with compassion and keep going forward sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, everything will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    Feel so low. IDK what to do or who to talk to.

    • Please don’t feel down @invincible, you are such a special, beautiful, incredible and wonderful angel who deserves happiness, love and positivity in her life Cecelia, so many people care about and appreciate you sweetie, the dark moments will pass and so many brighter days will be ahead for you hun, you are a survivor who never gives up Cecelia,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    Not doing or feeling well at the moment. i don’t know what the hell is happening but I just feel too tired to think, my creativity is like GONE and now my teeth are starting to hurt which is just REAL nice. Just what I need. I’m not losing hope, I just don’t know what’s going on.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @invincible, do stay healthy physically, mentally and emotionally sweetie, always be the creative, fabulous and special angel that you are Cecelia, you will be OK hun, I would get your teeth checked out by a doctor just to be safe sweetie, I want you feeling wonderful Cecelia because you are…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    Flat out removing toxic friends. No more. Get out and nevercome back.

    • Do surround yourself with compassionate friends who will always stick by you @invincible, it’s good to see you rid your life of toxic people and things that make you feel sad, you truly deserve happiness, love and positivity sweetie, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and never give up, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    No one wants to be friends they just want a therapist to sit and listen to all their shit and then they go off and have fun. 1) I am not a therapist 2) I am not your mom so stop being so thirsty and fuck off with that shit

    • Those who you help and support should also be there for you when you need a friend @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and being around people who will show you compassion, kindness and love sweetie, it’s good to help others but do take care of yourself too Cecelia, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I hun,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Robin posted an update I’ve been married for 30 years, yes to the same man. There are days more often than not, I can’t take this any longer. I have had enough of this sme person day in and day out. 10,950 days […] View

    aaaaand this is why I never want to get married. Hope you can get through this, communication is key – YOU deserve happiness! Remember that.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Feel like all my creativity is gone and I don’t know what to do what the FUCK

    • You will create something unique and wonderful @invincible, your creativity will come back to you sweetie and everything will work out, always be artistic, incredible and awesome Cecelia, you can do it hun, stay upbeat and keep going Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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