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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I’m just exhausted from depression and I’m exhausted from being used by everyone I meet.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Anyone who hurts and uses you isn’t worth it @invincible, you truly deserve so much happiness, love and hope in your life beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let the darkness of depression and the meanness of horrible people break you sweetheart, try to stay upbeat and surround yourself with positivity Cecelia, smile and know so much brightness lies…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    i need to stop feeling sorry for myself and ruminating in my own despair but like I deserve someone to feel for me after I have been and continue to be fucked over by those I deserve to be loved by

    • I care about you so much @invincible, please know you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and those closest to you should treat you better sweetie, remember you are so incredible, lovely and special Cecelia, get rid of toxic and horrid people from your life sweetheart and always surround yourself with hope and brightness sweetie, hold…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    completely drained because thinking about my family and how they treat me like shit… why tf do i do this to myself.

    • Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, they should treat you with love, care and respect beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let their meanness break you sweetie, be as upbeat as you can and don’t let your family bring you down Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and surround yourself with…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    is anyone here an ENTJ? I keep getting it for my mbti

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    Depression is such a bitch.

    • I know how you feel @invincible, depression can make you feel withdrawn and hopeless, don’t let depression break you sweetie, remember to be as optimistic and positive as you can, focus on all the good times and happy moments that lie ahead for you beautiful angel Cecelia, I want to see you truly smiling sweetheart because you are incredible and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    I have just never felt so… cursed. Nothing is going right.

    • Oli replied 4 weeks ago

      I know how you feel @invincible, things are difficult and stressful right now in my life too sweetie, nothing ever seems to go right for me as well Cecelia, please don’t let the hard times get you down beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself and know there is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    So many things going wrong at the moment I have no choice but to look up and appreciate the good, and to be optimistic about my future.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Keep being as positive and upbeat as you can @invincible, you will make it through this beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let struggles break you down sweetheart, you will overcome any hurdles that life throws at you Cecelia, remember to hold your head up high, smile brightly and keep going forward with optimism and confidence, you can do it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update constant state of anger and anxiety beause the government denied my claim to money from covid View

    thanks Oli, I have appealed the deny, but if they end up denying that too, I’ll be OK. After my classes in a few weeks, I’ll be working numerous jobs and gigs to get some money. Luckily my family member has loaned me some money for basic needs. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    constant state of anger and anxiety beause the government denied my claim to money from covid

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please try to relax and not worry @invincible, the government really should accept your claim and pay you money that you desperately need to support yourself sweetie, I would try to keep reaching out to the authorities and hopefully they will pay out the money you need beautiful angel Cecelia, everything will be OK Cecelia, don’t be afraid to…[Read more]

    • thanks Oli, I have appealed the deny, but if they end up denying that too, I’ll be OK. After my classes in a few weeks, I’ll be working numerous jobs and gigs to get some money. Luckily my family member has loaned me some money for basic needs. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    Anyone know where I can find an online or zoom support group that is free for shopping / spending addictions or compulsive buying? I could really use something like that but google is not showing me any resources which makes me think no one takes my problem seriously and makes me wanna ignore it until I am rock bottom screwed.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Hope you are doing OK beautiful angel @invincible, please take care of yourself sweetie, I know how you feel about shopping addiction, you are buying things to fill a void in your life, I have done that as well sweetheart, buying items I don’t need just because they make me feel happier, try to be careful and look after your finances sweetie so…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Angel posted an update It looks like the tagging function is gone now?Well, I was just popping my head in here to check on things and wanted to say thank you to all of the people who have offered me […] View

    I agree, and I hope you are doing well Angel. I think of everyone on blah from time to time because of all of you have made such an impact on my life and I am eternally grateful.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Had a good convo and cry with my family member… I feel kind of odd but relieved I told them by feelings and consequences from my depression… they are stressed out too and we got it out in the open which is the first step to healing.

    • It’s good to see that you were able to bond with a family member @invincible, like you said, hopefully this will start a healing process where you can re-connect with your family and try to start building and working on relationships with them, hope they keep having meaningful conversations with you going forward so you feel better and happier,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I know this sounds stupid too, but it’s like my (few remaining) friends are just dropping me and just making me feel so unloved and invisible. they just use me and then leave. and on social media I have been raising my voice about my personal experience with M.I., s*xual assault, eating disorder, addiction … and I don’t expect anything or any…[Read more]

    • You deserve to be heard and acknowledged @invincible, anyone who leaves or abandons you because of struggles you have been through isn’t worth your time beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to surround yourself with love and compassion sweetie, we all deserve friends around us who listen and sympathise, who help us feel happier, try to stay focused…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    last year i had planned a tri p to new orleans with my best friend. i los a lot of money and missed out on a great trip due to COVID. now my family members aer going to new orleans didn’t even bring it up or ask me if i wanted to go… i couldn’t afford it anyway, but yes I am jealous and resenting them big time. SO hurt. They don’t know me at…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that you missed out on your trip due to COVID @invincible, hopefully you will get to go on your trip soon once things return to normal and lockdown is lifted in the USA sweetie, your family members really should be considerate and they should let you come along because than you would be able to make your trip happen, please don’t…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    my depression & fatigue has been so bad and no one is there (family/friends) to support or encourage me… it just makes me feel worse that no one cares to notice or help..

    • I care about you and want nothing but the best for you @invincible, please don’t feel like that, you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia and you do matter, those closest to you should always support and be there for you Cecelia, you will beat depression and fatigue, please take care of yourself sweetheart, relax when you can Cecelia, focus on all…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I am really becoming self aware of my depression and how serious it is. I might need to see my doctor for an increase of my meds.

    I feel so alone though, given all my friends and all my family members deny/ reject my disorder and instead enable and ignore it. Ha.

    • Do reach out for help, support and guidance when you need too @invincible, do go to the doctors sweetie if you need help in getting the right medications or therapy so you can overcome depression, I want to see you feeling positive, upbeat and happy beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and friends really should support and be there for you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    why can’t I find a decent guy, or let a lone friend?? Anyway, I’ve attracted yet another guy who is too fucked up in his own problems to develop anything towards me, besides his own emotionally unstable illusions so I am spending saturday watching Just Married on youtube and doing my psych. midterm. cheers! I do have some good news tho… got a…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves a relationship with someone who will show you love @invincible, we all struggle in life but we should always take the time to show those closest to us how much we care about them, try to have a good weekend beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure you will do fantastically in your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    I have felt so hated and ignored since birth, why would I stop feeling that now?

    • Please don’t feel like that @invincible, you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia and so many people care about you sweetie, I want to see you feeling happy sweetheart, smile because you are so amazing, awesome and wonderful Cecelia, don’t let mean or toxic people break you sweetie, focus on making yourself upbeat, hold your head up high and make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    It’s hurtful when your family member that is the only one you can trust and love doesn’t and doesn’t want to admit the trauma I’ve gone through and the struggles I currently go thru. It’s fucked up.

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should support and always be there for you beautiful angel Cecelia, they shouldn’t dismiss or play down your thoughts, feelings and emotions sweetheart, please know so many people love and care about you Cecelia, I do and so does everyone here on BT, you are truly brave and courageous Cecelia,…[Read more]

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