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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 2 hours ago

    Whenever I feel normal at work, a coworker will raise their voice or yell at me and then I dissociate and get triggered lmaoo

    • That’s not right at all @invincible, your colleagues and co-workers should treat you with kindness, respect and compassion, I understand you all have jobs to do and you are a team but they should treat you positively so you can work better together, I would talk to your colleagues and let them know how you feel Cecelia, remember you deserve…[Read more]

    • *sigh* I don’t understand why it’s so difficult for some people to be polite towards their coworkers. You are spending hours and hours in the same place with them, the bare minimum shall be to have some mutual respect and manners. I’m sorry you have to deal with that Cecelia. If you need to talk, my DMs are always open <3 @invincible

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Love is and should be about accepting and adoring the good, the bad, the easy, and the hard. Not just infatuation and idealism.

    • Exactly as you said @invincible. Love is about accepting the person as a whole, with all their bad and all their good. Some people should remember that.

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Now this environment is doing just what I feared… inflaming my insecurities and false reality perceptions, along with erratic and irrational obsessions……

    • You deserve to live in an environment where you feel safe, positive and happy @invincible, remember to surround yourself with compassion and brightness beautiful angel Cecelia, try to stay as upbeat as you can and focus on making each day as wonderful as possible sweetie, you will find somewhere comfortable Cecelia, a place where you can be…[Read more]

    • An environment that makes you feel like that it’s not a good one. If you are able to leave it, or spend as little time as possible there, the better. If this is not a suitable solution because of the circumstances, try to keep yourself grounded while being there. It’s very difficult to share an space with people that is constantly trying to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: AverageGuy posted an update Ok, this is starting to get on my last nerve. I’m having a good conversation, when suddenly the system tells me I’ve disconnected or my partner has disconnected. I know my IP is […] View

    I think it might bethe site or someone on the other end..

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch…[Read more]

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    • Are you OK? @invincible, do you have feelings for someone or how are you feeling, I’m here if you need to talk sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    So I’ve been doing actually pretty good??!!?!? ikr.. like wtf?? lol! So far so good, my new job is great, the staff is amazing and treats me like family already and I’ve only been there like one week… the work is pretty easy and I do it well with comfort p much!

    • That’s so wonderful and nice to hear @invincible, glad your job is going well and all your colleagues treat you with respect and kindness beautiful angel Cecelia, hope you are doing OK sweetie, remember to keep smiling and always be the lovely person that you are Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I was physically violated on mydate last week, forced upon w/o consent or ability to escape the situation, it wasn’t severe or r*pe, thank fucking god, but it’s still traumatizing to me and I keep having flashbacks… especially cause it brought on memories of when I was SAd as a kid. Ugh. I feel like I can’t tell anyone cause it’s…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, please report it beautiful angel Cecelia, the disgusting person who violated you had absolutely no right to touch you in any way, please talk to someone and tell the authorities too Cecelia, remember I will always be here to support you Cecelia and so will the BT community sweetie, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’ve learned to not look for something relationship wise, I’m too deep of a person with deep intentions to look on apps where everyone wants some ideal now and fast. I want something real and meaningful and it will manifest when it does, at the right time, through something meaningful and worth my time. But as of now, I’ve realized I need to…[Read more]

    • One day you will meet someone @invincible, like you said, at the right time and the right moment beautiful angel Cecelia, you will meet a person who you can have a loving and emotional bond with sweetie, it’s good to see that you are focused on yourself and your own happiness sweetheart, remember to make each day as positive as you can and do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    So depressed. Eating total junk, sleeping for too long and feeling like shit. I didn’t expect this holiday season to be so depressing. I’m so disappointed in my family for making me feel so unloved and so invisible. So alone. I do so much to make the holidays beautiful and to make those I care about feel seen and loved, and Ican’t gt anything…[Read more]

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should treat you with love, care and dignity beautiful angel Cecelia, they should see and appreciate all the hard work, effort and time you have put in to make Christmas joyful and happy, please know you are loved and so many people care about you sweetie, try to stay positive and focus on…[Read more]

    • When you do so much for others and you get nothing but sadness and hopelessness in return, it’s absolutely not your fault @invincible. You have to stop taking care of everybody else and start taking care of yourself Cecelia. The ones that truly love you do not need constant proof of your love for them. Love goes both ways, and should not make you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 5 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 year and 6 months ago, I’m shocked that it’s been that long since I last logged into my account on here. This website has been my escape ever since I was about 16 years old. I’ve been […] View

    Glad to hear ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Stressed and upset because I put so much effort, love and excitement into the holidays for my family members and none of them can even see me as existent. So now I just wanna sleep and eat junk.

    • Your family should recognize all the hard work and effort you have done preparing for the holiday period @invincible, you deserve so much better beautiful angel Cecelia, they should be aware of your achievements and be supportive, encouraging and loving, I know it’s hard sweetie but try to stay positive and be kind to yourself, you do matter…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    day 1 of christmas holiday season prep and my family already has me feeling down. it’s not even december yet, so i’ll try to keep my head up.

    • Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, you deserve to be treated with respect, love and care sweetie, don’t let their meanness break you down sweetheart, be as upbeat and optimistic as you can Cecelia and remember to always surround yourself with compassion and kindness, keep smiling because you are loved Cecelia…[Read more]

    • These holidays can be pretty difficult, especially if family makes it hard for you. As you said, try to keep your head up @invincible. Spend time outside if you don’t feel comfortable at home, doing stuff you like so your mind is at ease. I hope your family cool down (or at least, that they are not worse) as the final days of december aproach.…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Krishna Pramod posted an update still nothing has changed, being full-blown alcoholic View

    Hang in there, maybe try to attend some free / online alcoholic meetings or find blogs/ discussion boards. Why are you drinking so much? Get to the root, and you can gain control. It’s scary, but not impossible.

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    From being bullied by a family member, to chronic severe physical pain, to thus suffering greatly with my college grades, and still being poor as hell… I’m doing surprisingly alright, if I stay distracted from the chaos lol.

    • You don’t deserve to be bullied by family @invincible, they should treat you with love and care sweetie, don’t let someone horrible get you down beautiful angel Cecelia, please take care of yourself Cecelia, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and healthy sweetheart, hopefully you will feel better and the chronic pain will subside, I would…[Read more]

    • It’s so sad that a family member treats you that way, since they should be the first ones to love and care about you. Don’t let them take control over you and your life. I hope you can leave that environment as soon as possible @invincible. In the mean time, focus in your career, your writings, and most importantly, in your health and well…[Read more]

    • Family members can be real jerks0! I’m so sorry you’re going through that but, I can relate to all that you’ve mentioned above. Those days will turn around for you. The fact that you’re pushing through college speaks volumes girl! The money and freedom will come in due time ❤️ hang in there

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Angel posted an update Also, hello Blah! Been a while ~ View

    Hey there! How’s it going!

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    went thru severe, SEVERE pain today so i couldn’t finish my assignments for my online college class. couldn’t get an extension for one lousy fucking day or even until midnight. now i might fail the whole class. if that’s the case i’m literally gonna pay some witch on fiverr to hex my whole fucking college and professor istg

    • I know a few witches :)

    • They really should give you an extension @invincible, I would talk to your college about it sweetie and hopefully they can be persuaded to give you some time to finish your class, try to stay positive and please know no matter what happens, you will achieve all your goals, dreams and aspirations beautiful angel Cecelia, keep smiling sweetie and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    All of ya’ll probably know how HARD it is to get a piece of writing published somewhere. Especially being a young adult and having had none published so far and trying relentlessly for the past 6 years to get something published in a publication. I thought having had my first piece finally published (that first roadblock to getting more…[Read more]

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family member should give you encouragement, positivity and support, they have absolutely no right to trample over your dedication and hard work, they should be proud of you and your writing beautiful angel Cecelia, keep writing Cecelia and creating wonderful pieces Cecelia, don’t let the negativity of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i’m really noticing how much of a negative rain cloud she is. i will feel energetic, happy and proud and when she comes home, instantly i’m down. i got a letter from a publishing thing […] View

    thank you Oli & Rain, it means a lot. Yes, I’m stuck with them for the time being, I’m going to bring it up to my therapist for advice of what to do and how to communicate the situation

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i’m really noticing how much of a negative rain cloud she is. i will feel energetic, happy and proud and when she comes home, instantly i’m down. i got a letter from a publishing thing […] View

    So nice to see you Marta!! I hope you’re doing well! Thank you for your comment

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