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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days, 1 hour ago

    I feel miserable I hope it’s nothing serious, I wonder if it is already from my new pills which I started a few days ago. Might call my doctor tomorrow to see if this is normal, hopefully its nothing serious like a flu or reaction to a bug sting a from few days ago. My family keeps passing it off as “psychosomatic” and “nothing serious” even…[Read more]

    • I would talk to your doctor @invincible, I’m sure they will provide you with the answers you are looking for beautiful angel Cecelia, please don’t feel upset sweetie, I want to see you upbeat and to always shine brightly hun, everything will be OK Cecelia, your family really should be there to support you Cecelia, please know the BT community will…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 5 days, 4 hours ago

    In reply to: Serious person posted an update I feel alone. I dont understand anything anymore, it seems to me that life is meaningless. View

    I’m sorry you are going through this right now! Try to identify why life seems meaningless to you at the moment either to yourself, to a family member or close friend, or us here. You can get through this and we are here for you.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 6 days, 5 hours ago

    In reply to: ArriatheDragon posted an update Finally over my cold! Getting back to doing things and trying to enjoy life! I got family over for the week and evebody s getting tattoos so that’s been fun. Been wanting to spend […] View

    That is great to hear! I would look up ways to retrain your brain to adapt to social skills and practice small with family & friends

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week ago

    I’m really anxious because I hope my doctor can help me out with medications for my mental health.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Please don’t feel anxious or worried @invincible, I would talk to your doctor beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure together you will work with them to find the right medication and support that will make you feel positive, upbeat and happy sweetie, please know you are so incredible, perfect and amazing in every single way Cecelia, smile brightly…[Read more]

    • Hey pretty friend! It is an ongoing battle, but you will win and then you’ll have to keep working at it. I have had to have my meds changed recently and it’s such a bittersweet roller-coaster of emotions. I was very depressed so I went to the doctor and told him my meds may need adjusted. This part is not fun and frustrating because then you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week ago

    Cool. Spam again.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      It’s so annoying and frustrating @invincible, BT has to find a way to keep spammers, bots and trolls out of this community, this community is a supportive and loving place, it’s really sad to see spammers come here again and again, I hope this gets properly taken care of, thank you for all the compassion, love and kindness you spread on BT…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Asiazmama posted an update I just joined and feel accomplished. I can’t wait to listen View

    Nice!! Welcome!

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    Cecelia and Profile picture of A Name is Just a NameBipolar Sunshine are now friends 1 week, 2 days ago

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    so tired of being treated poorly

    • You are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and care @invincible, anyone who is horrible to you isn’t worth it sweetie, you are a good person Cecelia, please surround yourself with compassion and empathy hun, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, everything…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 3 days ago

    In reply to: Flameaura posted an update Do you guys write down what happened in your dreams? I usually do when I don’t wish to forget the dream, or I want to tell someone about it. Share your dreams! View

    Yes I try to as often as I can!I post most of them online dreamjournal . net

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: ArriatheDragon posted an update Anyone ever get that feeling where you just sit on the ground and you don’t want to be online, and you don’t want to read and you don’t really want to do anything, But you still […] View

    yeah, that is the WORST. I hope you found something to do!! Sometimes sleeping or just relaxing and watching something might sprout an idea in your head to do or maybe your body just needs to do nothing from being overworked!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Vamp posted an update hey, anyone up? View

    Hope everything is alright!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    a bit anxious but kind of too unamused to care lol

    • Please don’t let anxiety you down @invincible, find ways to relax and calm your mind sweetie, surround yourself with the things that make you smile and feel awesome, you will be OK Cecelia, hold your head up high and keep going forward with hope, you can do it beautiful angel Cecelia, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: ArriatheDragon posted an update Ugh got the cold from my sister. Stuck at home all week with family over. Wish me luck guys. View

    I’m so sorry! Get well soon and take it easy ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    anyone else feel super annoyed & cold after people just don’t remember what you’ve told them, not just mindless things but serious or simple things they should remember. can’t stand that, totally turns meo ff if you can’t be decent-minded and remember important things when you meet someone new. or misremember and assume instead of just say oh…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      That can be very frustrating @invincible, I would just tell others to try their best to remember what you tell them, especially when it is important information, or tell them to write down what you tell them so they don’t forget, hope everything works out beautiful angel Cecelia, keep being the fantastic and lovely person that you are sweetie,…[Read more]

    • Yes honey, I have that all the time! It makes you feel as though your problems are minor and that ppl don’t care for you. I hope it all gets better tho. There bound to be someone out there that remembers everything you told em right?

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Mel posted an update i keep getting a gut feeling, or whatever it’s called. i just feel like something bad is going to happen or i’m being talked about. i don’t know why i keep getting this feeling but i’m scared […] View

    I hope nothing bad will happen and I hope its just anxiety. Keep us updated, we are here for you ♥

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update My ex. Almost forgotten.Then a close friend (who also happens to be his ex) told me that one of her friends was playing truth or dare with a group of popular kids. Long story short, […] View

    I’m so sorry Echo, this is all very intense and annoying I can’t imagine how upset you are, but please don’t let that asshole and his shady life get you down. Be strong and persist on with your life, it will fade away and we are all here for you, don’t hesitate to come to us to vent or get support. ♥ Here for you completely!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update GOD things would be so much easier if I was pretty. I would feel better, I would feel confident and friendly and be less sad and anxious when it comes to how I look. I would make people […] View

    not ”i would make people like me” lol ”it would”

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    GOD things would be so much easier if I was pretty. I would feel better, I would feel confident and friendly and be less sad and anxious when it comes to how I look. I would make people like me! It’s sad how badly life has screwed me over, holy crap! I am grateful for life and everything yes but this is how I feel OFTEN whe nit comes to how I…[Read more]

    • not ”i would make people like me” lol ”it would”

    • Hey, hey, @invincible. Don’t say that. I’m sure you look gorgeous. However, I have nothing to base this on, and instead, I will give you a word or two of advice.

      Trust me on this: you wouldn’t rather be pretty. I say this (I’m not trying to brag, I’m just trying to establish credibility) as someone who looks (I think) pretty okay, and gets…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let life’s struggles get you down @invincible, please be kind to yourself lovely angel Cecelia, you are absolutely beautiful, pretty, stunning and incredible inside and out sweetie, personally I hate how I look Cecelia, brown guy with ugly face and glasses, yes I’m very hideous, but I want to see you love and embrace every part of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    anxiety is ruining my life, I really should make an appt with a psychologist! god, what is wrong with me? I keep putting it off unintentionallly. Like my mind doesn’t want to get helped. But fuck my mind I need to look out for myself and make sure my life isn’t ruined by anxiety caused by other people who don’t deserve to win. Also going to…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and positive beautiful angel Cecelia, find ways to calm your mind sweetie and put yourself at ease, everything will be OK hun, surround yourself with things that make you relaxed and keep going forward with a sense of calmness, do make an appointment with the…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update It’s been a while since my last update. Hope no one worried too much. Anyway, I’ve taken to a new eating schedule: Skip breakfast, skip lunch, eat dinner (if Mom makes me). This is […] View

    I’m sorry you are going through this! Please try to eat even if you don’t want to or have to force yourself to. Eat small portions but good protein and healthy foods. I am going through something similar where I have no motivation to eat at all.

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