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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    ya’ll… my patience is being tested beyond limits right now… i don’t know how much more I can take of this before exploding

    • Try to be as calm and relaxed as you can @invincible, you are such a beautiful angel who truly deserves to lead a fulfilling and positive life sweetie, don’t let anyone stand in your way Cecelia, you deserve to be free to make your own choices and decisions in life, get rid of toxic people sweetheart and surround yourself with good influences,…[Read more]

    • @invincible What’s been going on?

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I am 22, capable & responsible.

    And I want to be as well. And grow further with these skills and maturation.

    But it’s hard when she drags me down as expecting and treating me like I am a 12 year old or an adult with mental deficiencies.

    I am NOT 12 and I do not have mental illness to the degree of not being able to be independent!!!!

    • Your grandma should not treat you like that @invincible, we all deserve to be independent and to be able to lead our own lives as positively and happily as we can beautiful angel Cecelia, your grandma should care for you and be there to support you but she shouldn’t hold you back, remember to hold your head up high sweetheart, smile brightly…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Depressed and discouraged today because my grandmother is keeping me in the dyanmic role of being dependent, stupid & childlike.

    …. How can I grow with this restraint?? How can I just get her to stop?!?!?!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i never thought that at such an obvious low in my life my ’family’ would continue to treat me like utter shit. idk how i even feel about it. shocked? not really… but hurt? always. i am […] View

    thank you hun, it realy means a lot ♥♥ I hope you are doing okay

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    my family they always ask each other about their lives but never me… not abt school, my writings, my hobbies, my life… they ask each other ”hows work” ”how is your latest project coming” … when it comes to me: either crickets or ”you look good, i like your top”. like… r eally!!!?!? and i am supposed to be believe that they accept me?? nah.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Your family should treat you with love, kindness and care @invincible, they should ask you questions every-day like ”how was your day” or ”how are you feeling”, so you feel appreciated, cared for, accepted, valued and looked after sweetheart, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves to feel loved wonderful Cecelia, always remember that so many…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    i never thought that at such an obvious low in my life my ’family’ would continue to treat me like utter shit. idk how i even feel about it. shocked? not really… but hurt? always. i am just so over them treating me like shit and no one else saying anything about it.

    • @invincible There is nothing I can do to solve your problems, but if you need someone to talk to, I’m willing to listen. Hope your situation improves soon. Don’t give up. Things can get better.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Your family have absolutely no right to treat you badly @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and special person who deserves all the happiness and positivity that life has to offer sweetie, I want to see you smiling and being treated with compassion angel Cecelia, remember to always surround yourself with people who will show you love and…[Read more]

    • thank you hun, it realy means a lot ♥♥ I hope you are doing okay

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    it’s 2020 and i still have no idea if i am ugly or have body dysmorphia

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, always be kind to yourself sweetie, embrace, love and cherish every part of yourself inside and out beautiful angel Cecelia, you are truly wonderful, awesome and lovely in every single way Cecelia, remember you are perfect sweetheart, keep smiling angel and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, feel free…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    i am not gonna read a section required for a lesson because it involves eating disorders and obesity…. i am already triggered because a) I have brushed up more than once in my life with eating disorders esp bulimia, and b) five members of my immediate family have eating disorders and massive obesity and they are the side that is responsible for…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad or upset @invincible, I would explain to your teacher why you don’t want to read this chapter beautiful angel Cecelia, you deserve to feel happy and positive sweetie, don’t let traumatic events re-trigger you angelic Cecelia, hold your head up high and stay focused on all the wonderful things that will happen…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Guys I feel like something is really wrong with me… the amount of fatigue I have been having lately is scary and not so much … I’m like awake for only like 5 or 6 hours a day and barely have any energy…. it’s really affecting my classes, my professors probably think I’m being lazy but I’m so embarrassed! All I can do is sleep it seems!…[Read more]

    • Do try to find ways to relax and calm yourself so you can sleep easily and wake up ready to face the world with tons of energy and positivity @invincible, I want to see you feeling good in mind and body beautiful angel Cecelia, please take care of yourself sweetie, don’t be afraid to reach out for support, help and guidance Cecelia, you could try…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    had a horrible dream involving the person who i’m having complications with and now my day and week is just ruined & I feel tremendous pain and just want to sleep and drift away… but alas i have so much fucking schoolwork.

    • Please don’t let bad dreams upset you @invincible, anyone who makes you feel sad isn’t worth it sweetie, don’t let dreams and thoughts about them get you down, try to not focus on toxic people beautiful angel Cecelia, stay positive sweetheart and remember to surround yourself with brightness, love and hope, remember to smile brightly, hold your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    my best friend basically dropped me now i am eagerly trying to ignore feeling anything towards the situation … if i pay attention to the reality of what has happened and how i feel … idk what can happen… and it’s too scary to think about.

    • You are such a beautiful and lovely angel who deserves compassionate and kind friends around her @invincible, anyone who leaves and abandons you isn’t worth it sweetie, your friend has lost someone special because they left you, you deserve to be surrounded by good people who will always stick by you no matter what amazing Cecelia, everything…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months ago

    idk how i’m gonna survive the end of this year …

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Please don’t give up @invincible, you will make it through this and everything will be OK beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to stay upbeat, be as positive as you can sweetie and know you will make all your hopes and goals become a wonderful reality, hold your head up high, always be kind to yourself and smile brightly, you can do it sweetheart,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months ago

    the bright side is, no matter how overwhelmed and depressed and stressed and how much of an utter WRECK i’ll be in the coming months, I’lll look cute as HELL cause I bought some new hair accessories, jewelry and outfits. Lol. That’s the bright side. :’ )also, my cat. But I won’t count on my family being supportive. On this matter, at least.

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Please don’t let depression and stress break you down @invincible, you will win all your battles and overcome any struggles that life throws at you beautiful angel Cecelia, stay positive because wonderful things will happen to you sweetie, I’m sure you will look amazing, stunning and cute Cecelia, remember to always surround yourself with…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months ago

    Decided to finally study psychology as my major. It’s not even the hardest part yet of the beginning alone… and I am already feeling so fucked up from the amount of work. It’s been 1 week. All I wanna do is sleep. It’s a lot. And it’s hard. And I’ve never admitted that about my classes… I am in the middle of a hard time in my life and…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      You will do great in your psychology classes @invincible, do work hard and remember to take breaks when needed sweetie, remember you are a fantastic angel who will make all her dreams, hopes and goals come true Cecelia, everything will be OK sweetheart and things will work out for you, hold your head up high, smile and keep going forward with…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    my dreams keep haunting me and ruining my days

    • Please don’t let your dreams haunt you @invincible, you deserve to be able to sleep peacefully and to wake up each morning feeling refreshed, positive and happy beautiful angel Cecelia, try to keep a journal or diary of everything you dream about, also try relaxation techniques before going to bed so you feel calm sweetie, everything will be OK…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Just need now & always before some validation and acknowledgement from the people in my life, especially my family. Even in times of stress I am not allowed to feel. My depression, my fatigue, my anxiety, my trauma, my self-harmful methods I’ve done (problem – shopping, binging and purging, suicidal ideations) are all overlooked, disregarded and…[Read more]

    • Your family should support, love and care about you @invincible, they should acknowledge and support you so you can overcome all the struggles and hurdles that life throws at you sweetie, there is absolutely nothing wrong with having feelings and emotions, like you said beautiful angel Cecelia, it shows you are human, please remember you do matter…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    this really has not been a good week lol: a lot of money is missing from my bank account, my pandemic money is not showing up in my account, a family member tested pos for covid and if they have it I probably have it because I am showing some symptoms, we have to move and pack everything up in 2 weeks… oy vey!!!! I am going to try and stay…[Read more]

    • Please look after yourself @invincible, hopefully you will receive your money soon, I would isolate if you start to have COVID symptoms, but do go to the hospital if things become really difficult, but no matter what happens, you will make it through this and come out stronger, do stay positive and know everything will be OK beautiful angel…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update probably have covid – but honestly, it’s the way i’ve been treated by family and my friend that hurts way more than my body right now. View

    thakn you so much oli i will

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