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    Oli posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, it’s hopeless for me :(

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    • Oli you are a fantastic friend, who is caring, generous, helpful, warm hearted and sincere. It’s very difficult to deal with these feelings, even more during this cold season. Remember that I’m here for you if you need it my friend. You’ve done, and are still doing, so much for every member of the BT community, and you can count on us too to help…[Read more]

    • I second this!

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    Fading Echo posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    heads up, just ran into a wild pedophile in the listeners section of the vent/listen chat. watch out for anyone who tries to hypnotize you.

    Mood : Annoyed
    • It’s really sad that the chat it’s not a safe place for venters either listeners… Thank you so much for warning us!

    • Thanks for the warning @985921sqh and that is really awful, I wish BT returns to being a place of safety, compassion and kindness where we all support each other, hope you managed to report this dangerous person, hope you are doing OK Echo, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Disgusting. What a shame that you had to deal with that :(

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    Marta posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update He really got me listening to taylor swift at work LOL It’s been 12 years since I used to listen to her HAHAHA View

    It’s nice to catch up on old hobbies. It can feel very nostalgic!

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update He really got me listening to taylor swift at work LOL It’s been 12 years since I used to listen to her HAHAHA View

    Awww, that’s so sweet @invincible, keep listening to music that makes you feel happy, loved and brings a smile to your face beautiful angel Cecelia, glad to see you are doing well sweetie, remember you are truly awesome, incredible and fantastic, stay upbeat Cecelia, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent,…[Read more]

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    Marta posted an update 7 months ago

    Unpleasant mood changes. My lows are quite low, and my highs are quite high. Almost no inbetween. I’m trying to find a balance between keeping myself busy with activities I enjoy, and letting myself fully feel my feelings to understand them and know where do they come from. This with the goal to work on them properly. Looks like it’s working for…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 7 months ago

      You are such a brave, lovely and kind angel who deserves to feel positive @m1s1m3, don’t let your changes in mood break you down, focus on putting yourself in an upbeat mindset Marta and fill your days with activities that bring you happiness, remember to be good to yourself and work on making yourself feel better mentally, emotionally and…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much for your kind, positive, and helpful words Oli :) . You always brighten my day and help me whenever I need it. I’m trying to do as you just said, do activities that make me happy and to take care of myself. I love and care about you my friend, you are so incredibly amazing! Stay strong, and keep going on! I believe in you :)

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    Marta posted a new activity comment 8 months ago

    In reply to: blackdog posted an update Just had a consult with a new therapist. He seems to understand what I told him and what he said about his approach resonates with me. Got an appointment for next week and I think this […] View

    I’m very happy for you @blackdog!! You really deserve a good therapist that cares about you, it’s helpful, professional and kind. I’m sure it’ll work out fantastically with him ^^

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    Oli posted an update 12 months ago

    My past haunts me
    My present saddens and depresses me
    My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent
    It’s all so hopeless and pointless :(
    I don’t have a life, I exist with no plans, hopes or dreams
    Just trying to survive each day without hope or positivity :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

    • The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You…[Read more]

    • I struggle with the exactly same things. It’s sometimes better, sometimes worse.

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    Super Woman replied to the forum topic Seeking God in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 1 year ago

    [Psalm 69:30 NKJV]

    I will praise the name of God with a song,
    And will magnify Him with thanksgiving.

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    1 year and 6 months ago, I’m shocked that it’s been that long since I last logged into my account on here. This website has been my escape ever since I was about 16 years old. I’ve been through so much and it’s crazy being able to see it sprawled out with my posts. From stressful toxic friendships to abusive relationships, it’s crazy to see…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see that everything is going well in your life @xxbaybayxx, do stay positive and don’t let anxiety break you down, remember to keep smiling and stay focused on yourself and your family Oliver, you have been through so much and come out so much more stronger, always be the brave, courageous and awesome person that you are Oliver,…[Read more]

    • Glad to hear ♥

    • It’s really nice to hear you are doing well, @xxbaybayxx! Welcome back to BT <3

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    Krishna Pramod posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    still nothing has changed, being full-blown alcoholic

    Mood : Dark
    • Don’t be afraid to reach out for help, support and guidance @krishna-pramod, do your best to work on overcoming the triggers that make you drink, you will make it through this, remember you are filled with strength and bravery, you will beat the difficult moments and so many more brighter days lie ahead for you, hold your head up high and never…[Read more]

    • Hang in there, maybe try to attend some free / online alcoholic meetings or find blogs/ discussion boards. Why are you drinking so much? Get to the root, and you can gain control. It’s scary, but not impossible.

    • The battle with alcohol is a very tough one. Reach to somebody that you can trust @krishna-pramod, and seek for professional help if needed. Keep holding on, and remember that we are here for you if you need it <3

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    Red Sheep posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    Time changes, sometimes even people, yet I feel like I keep going backwards in my improvements :( I’m so sad.

    Mood : Pessimistic
    • Please don’t feel pessimistic and sad @jeles, you are correct, times do change and people do too but please know you will improve positively and amazingly Red Sheep, remember to always be kind to yourself and focus on all the things that bring you happiness and hope, you will find purpose and direction in life, all your dreams, goals and…[Read more]

    • It’s a never-ending struggle, good human ~ There is no arrival and we are all constantly becoming. It’s an exhausting and disappointing affair, I know ~ And there may be a constant feeling that you’re not doing enough or being enough. But progress is not linear, and that’s okay ~ You are exactly who and where you need to be, and it’s enough.…[Read more]

    • It’s frustrating when that happens. It’s a situation that can make you feel powerless, yet is part of life. Anyone can go through it, so don’t feel discouraged by others @jeles. Going backwards does not mean that you are failing, it means that you are living. Stay strong, you can do it <3. My inbox is open if you need to talk :)

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    Rain posted a new activity comment 1 year, 3 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i’m really noticing how much of a negative rain cloud she is. i will feel energetic, happy and proud and when she comes home, instantly i’m down. i got a letter from a publishing thing […] View

    It’s great someone wants to publish your poem. You should definitely be proud because you obviously have a talent. And if the negative Nelly in your space doesn’t see that, it’s their loss. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms, and taste differs. Don’t let anyone ruin your good mood. It’s disheartening you don’t seem to feel safe to vent to…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    BlackRabbit posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    Been going through the worst patch so far. We are Quarantined, My toddler has Covid. House hold is nothing but abuse and yet everything is my fault. I had to remove myself from class permanently because of Covid and I couldn’t finish paying it due to Covid.
    I am exhausted, and hurt and broken.

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t let this difficult period break you down @blackrabbit, I’m so sorry that your toddler has COVID BlackRabbit, please make sure to take care of him and monitor him for any symptoms BlackRabbit, you and your strong toddler will make it through this sweetie, he is a fighter and survivor just like his incredible, brave and amazing…[Read more]

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    Miasebs posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    I found out that I’m autistic. Ever since then, I have had a bad relationship with my boyfriend. I want to let him go. And, I want to face this all alone.
    I went to an aba therapy clinic a few days back. I didn’t feel any miracles in my first session. Maybe I will get better eventually, as the therapist said.
    I always had emotional breakdown…[Read more]

    Mood : Angry
    • I would talk to your boyfriend about your autism @miaseb, try to be as honest and open with him as you can, do reach out to your therapist too so they can support and help you, please know you are a good person who deserves a kind and loving support system around you, please don’t give up, look forward to your bright future as you use your…[Read more]

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    BlackRabbit posted an update 1 year, 5 months ago

    Quit my job (stupid choice) BUT I finally start medical school on 11.-07-21. So at least I am doing something right?

    • Please don’t feel bad about quitting your job @blackrabbit, being at medical school is such a great achievement sweetie, remember to work as hard as you can and know you will make all your dreams come true BlackRabbit, you will become a wonderful nurse who compassionately and selflessly looks after her patients, I’m so proud of you BlackRabbit,…[Read more]

    • Yay! Good luck♥

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Why is it so freaking hard to find a job right now after a freaking pandemic?? They’re all out of driving reach, online, AND or i’m underqualified for. View

    Please don’t give up @invincible, you will find a job that brings you happiness and fulfillment sweetie, I didn’t give my first proper job until 2015 beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to keep searching as best you can, look online, in newspapers and around your local area, find a job that you will be passionate about and pursue it Cecelia, you…[Read more]

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    Christipher Washington posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    Anyone else having issues trying to do a chat? It just defaults to the ”report abuse” feature?

    Mood : Angry
    • The chat seems to be down at the moment, hopefully it will come back up soon @christipherwashington, please know I’m always here if you need to chat or vent about anything Christipher, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Angel posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    It looks like the tagging function is gone now?

    Well, I was just popping my head in here to check on things and wanted to say thank you to all of the people who have offered me encouragement and interacted with met through the years ~

    Hayden, Cecelia, Mariko, Marta, and of course Oli, you five are the ones I can think of off the top of my head…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update why can’t I find a decent guy, or let a lone friend?? Anyway, I’ve attracted yet another guy who is too fucked up in his own problems to develop anything towards me, besides his own […] View

    You are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves a relationship with someone who will show you love @invincible, we all struggle in life but we should always take the time to show those closest to us how much we care about them, try to have a good weekend beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure you will do fantastically in your…[Read more]

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