day has gotten better… but the random intervals of people showing off what their SOs did for Vday is kind of annoying. esp getting texts from toxic or abusive relationships showing off what they got and how blah blah. meanwhile, i haven’t gotten what i want andneed. an apology from this morning. i dont want, expect or care much for the marketing holiday, i’d just expect on any other day as well, simple consideration for how he treated me this morning when all i was doing was making sure he was ok. but. the day is still young-ish. i guess i shouldn’t give up hope. but i also need to NOT forget how i’m feelign and hold on to it esp when I encounter him later and i’ve gotten no apology or consideration or whatever. i’m not gonna let him think its OK or that i’ll just pass it off b/c I love him or want snuggies or ”exercise”. He’s gotta know how upset I am today about his behavior.. and we’ll go from there to see if that bothers him or not or elicits a convo.