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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update my self esteem is seriously so bad i didn’t realize how bad it was… it kind of feels useless to even do anything about it i feel like my mind is so fucked up i can’t do anything about it […] View

    thanks Oli, I am really trying to not let my self esteem be sobad and ruin things for me. Because i no longer want it to, it is not easy but I am trying and will succeed. Thanks for your kind words. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    my self esteem is seriously so bad i didn’t realize how bad it was… it kind of feels useless to even do anything about it i feel like my mind is so fucked up i can’t do anything about it and probably shouldn’t and just rot away into nothing. it really sucks that this was done to me.

    • Please be kind to yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling truly happy, confident and upbeat sweetie, find ways to work on your self esteem so you can better yourself every-day beautiful angel Cecelia, in my eyes hun, you are truly perfect, incredible and special, remember to love yourself and always be positive to the one person who…[Read more]

    • thanks Oli, I am really trying to not let my self esteem be sobad and ruin things for me. Because i no longer want it to, it is not easy but I am trying and will succeed. Thanks for your kind words. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    its like if i want to feel like my friends like me and want to keep me as their friend i need to spend a significant amount of money and time to try and see if that keeps them

    • We all deserve good friends around us, you do too @invincible, just always be the kind, compassionate and loving friend that you are towards them, beautiful angel Cecelia, you shouldn’t have to spend money to get friends in life sweetie, what matters is that you are a supportive friend who will always be there, I may not know you personally hun…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    have really bad fatigue today, I tried to clean and did the majority but it was too overwhelming. my body seriously feels weird i hope its just because of spring and the massive increase in temperature.

    • Please try to rest and take care of yourself @invincible, do relax and get a good sleep when you can, beautiful angel Cecelia, I want you feeling great sweetie, look after yourself and stay fabulous hun, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Idkwtd posted an update He just broke MY earphones, threw them at wall and when I pointed out that they were mine, he just yelled “I don’t F***ing care! They were junk anyway!” They weren’t junk.. I’d had them for […] View

    I’m so sorry that happened, he should NOT have done that. I am here for you <3 if you ever need to talk. I hope you're okay

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    tomorrow i will make an appointment with my doctor to talk about a few things and talk about thinking about getting on anxiety meds. I think it is time for me to look into that.

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      Do go to your doctor and talk through things with them @invincible, I’m sure together with them, you will work out the best strategy to help you overcome anxiety, remember to hold your head up high and keep fighting sweetie, you will make it through this because you are so brave and courageous beautiful angel Cecelia, always believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: JSWAG posted an update im back i had to take a break from everything View

    that is completely understandable, i hope you are doing well!

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    very awful experience at doctor lol incredibly angry and sad and about to lose it

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, doctors are supposed to take care of you and keep you healthy sweetie, I would put in a complaint and see if anything can be done to help make your situation at the doctors better Cecelia, hope everything works out hun, I want to see you being treated right and with care, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    people just LOVE when you are mysterious like its not some COOL trait wow this isn’t a movie like I am secretive and mysterious because I have extreme problems thanks to my family LOL wow shoutout!!! ANd people always like romanticize the OOO mysterious SECRETIVE and take it up as their own little challenge and power trip to find out about you…[Read more]

    • We all have our own personalities with various quirks and traits @invincible, we are all unique in our own special way sweetie, please don’t let your family be horrible to you, I want to see you being treated with love, respect and care by your family hun, remember to surround yourself with compassion and know the BT community will always…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    immediately as I get up I get bitched at and blamed for the sink not working lol so my morning was ruined but I made delicious food so now its not that bad

    • Your family have absolutely no right doing that to you @invincible, they shouldn’t make your morning bad by being angry at you, you deserve to be treated with love, care, respect and kindness by those closest to you sweetie, do have a good day beautiful angel Cecelia and keep smiling, hope the food is delicious hun, feel free to inbox me anytime…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    massive fatigue

    • Try to get as much rest, sleep and relaxation as you can @invincible, I want you feeling good sweetie, do take care of yourself and put your mind at ease, beautiful angel Cecelia and keep smiling, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Yes, when I talk, an occasional y’all or an ain’t slips out. Does that mean I’m stupid? No. It means I talk like my cousins, who are from Georgia (the state). Does it give them the […] View

    i say that too sometimes and yeah people just like to be assholes and find the slighest thing to project their ignorance.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Oh, what a week.I went to New York City. Great, right? Except that I didn’t want to go, but no one listened. I’ll spare you the blow-by-blow and summarize it instead. Here’s how […] View

    I’m sorry that there were many negatives about your trip, that is very irritating knowing you were completely overlooked and ignored especially when it came to ideas and plans. That is so nice you gave that couple some money! Don’t listen to people judging you for that – you are a good person and that is amazing that you helped them out. It’s…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    Happy Easter!

    Today I feel very productive for a change, I hope it lasts. Trying to ignore the vast negativity right now and stay focused!!

    • Hope you have a wonderful Easter @invincible, it’s great to see you determined and optimistic to make positive changes in life Cecelia, great things will happen to you sweetie, stay focused on your happiness and keep going forward with confidence, everything will go your way hun, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i cant find the energy to do anything. i want to fucking split my wrist open but i know my friends will be upset like last time so im trying to refrain. so much has happened but i dont […] View

    I’m so sorry, I hope things will be OK fading echo, try to find distactions in place of hurting yourself because you don’t deserve that!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    have 0 energy and motivation to do anything. very annoying. i wish my body and mind weren’t so weak.

    • Please don’t feel badly about yourself @invincible, you will do amazing things and everything will be OK Cecelia, you will find the motivation to do fantastic things and make all your dreams come true sweetie, focus on making each day incredible and always be the fabulous angel that you are hun, remember to always believe in yourself and never…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    can’t be hopeful or ambitious about anything because nothing ever good happens lol

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please stay determined, hopeful and optimistic @invincible, you are such a beautiful, incredible and wonderful angel who will make all her dreams come true Cecelia, everything will go your way sweetie and you will truly shine in life, remember to always hold your head up high and don’t let anything stand in the way of your happiness, fantastic…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Kira posted an update in the group blahtherapy adults (21+) Hey, am I the only one who wants to go on trips with friends but when they ask me I say no? View

    i totally relate

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    Cecelia and Profile picture of CoccinelleCoccinelle are now friends 1 month ago

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