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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    sleeping. all the time. so depressed. the only time during the day I wana be awake is to talk to my best friend for several hours @ night. that is it, that is my life. i am grateful for them and my cat who sleeps with me all day and all night. but wtf! i hope this ends. i have things to do, I cannot have such bad fatigue!

    • I don’t want to see you struggling @invincible, you are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves happiness in her life wonderful Cecelia, don’t let depression break you down sweetheart, stay focused on all the things that bring you hope, purpose and optimism Cecelia, it’s nice that your best friend is there to comfort and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: KinkyMomo posted an update Waiting for quarantine to end so i can see a doctor about the baby bump. View

    Go as soon as you can, if you are going to go during this pandemic, please wear a mask and gloves in public! ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    Spending my birthday relaxing and feeling gratitude.

    • Happy Birthday to a truly lovely, incredible, special and beautiful angel @invincible, it’s great to see that you are spending your birthday feeling wonderful Cecelia, this community is so thankful for having you as a member sweetheart, you have done so much for me and all of us here on BT sweetie, please know I will always be here for you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: jporwave posted an update history repeats itself, it really doesi remember what my ex said.. she told me to stop complimenting her and saying i loved her all the time because it ’cheapened’ the phrase i meant it […] View

    Listen hun, different people have their own love languages. It is possible these two people you were with are too insecure or just didn’t click with your form of affection. It’s fine. It has happened with me, where I was on both ends! This is not the end and someone someday will really appreciate and reciprocate the feelings and actions you take in love.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update worst thing right now: in debt due to implusive buying and hustling to try and make the money up.best thing right now: in love :’)msg me if you ever need to talk! I am still here ♥ View

    your messages really inspire me and help me so much you are such a gem in my life and here in everyone’s lives <3

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: KinkyMomo posted an update The bump is definitely showing now… View

    Here for you hun. You can confide in me all you want, never hesitate to message me. You are strong and worthy of love.

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months ago

    Life is just so hard right now, but I am so grateful for: my new cat (aka my soulmate daughter i love her so much), my best friend, blahtherapy & oli.

    my bday is coming up, hopefully I can have a shift of mood for then. Just gonna relax, do some art & have some yummy food.

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Please don’t let the struggles of life break you @invincible, stay positive beautiful angel Cecelia and always surround yourself with the things that bring you happiness and hope, it’s so nice to see that you have a cute new animal in your life sweetie, do play with and create awesome memories with your special cat Cecelia, it’s good that your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: jporwave posted an update still here not even sure ill ever have the guts to try…was gonna try to just starve myself ha ha but didnt even make the full 24 hours before it hurt too much maybe being stuck in this […] View

    If you need to talk, I am here hun

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update My boyfriend works at a small grocery store. It’s one of those ”small town” type of stores where everytime we go on there he’s greeted by pretty much everyone there.I’ve been in the […] View

    I’m so sorry hun, that is tough. you have every right to feel the way you do. Hopefully by distracting yourself with music, hobbies & relaxation it can fade and you can feel comfortable. If it keeps bothering you though, confide in someone like a friend, relative or your boyfriend, they really should be considerate and acknowledge your valid feelings.

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months ago

    Ya’ll, I had a breakdown in a GROCERY store it was so embarassing looooool. A family member just really made me hit my limit… she just is causing me way too much pain. I can’t bare it anymore. She doesn’t CARE and her actions keep hurting me. She never acknowledges me in general let alone my pain! This family relationship is just one-sided…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Your family have no right being horrible to you beautiful angel @invincible, they should treat you with all the love, support and care in the world sweetie, please don’t feel embarrassed about having a breakdown sweetheart, do find ways to get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out Cecelia, hopefully this family member will apologize to you,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    worst thing right now: in debt due to implusive buying and hustling to try and make the money up.

    best thing right now: in love :’)

    msg me if you ever need to talk! I am still here ♥

    • Please don’t worry @invincible, I’m sure you will find good ways to make money and pay your debt beautiful angel Cecelia, your financial situation will become better sweetie, try to stay positive because you will be OK Cecelia, it’s so wonderful to see you in love, everyone deserves a special bond with someone incredible, you do too amazing…[Read more]

    • your messages really inspire me and help me so much you are such a gem in my life and here in everyone’s lives <3

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    If it wasn’t for my cat, the evening sky with music, and BT and my friend, no doubt I would’ve hit the last straw and would probably be actively trying to die right now. Hard. But life is too much to give up now. I just wish I could escape though. COVID19, thanks, I am stuck.

    • Please don’t let life’s struggles get you down @invincible, do surround yourself with all the things that bring you happiness, love and brightness beautiful angel Cecelia, make each day wonderful and hold your head up high sweetie, everything will be OK Cecelia, you will make it through this difficult time and come out so much stronger, we as a…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I am still upset about the incident yesterday. I think it’s because well, my issues are ignored, given no thought/research and sometimes denied by my family members. Now, they viewed it as CONVENIENT to use for their personal gain. (Not getting into the situation unless you know me well and we can DM). That is upsetting. My problems are being…[Read more]

    • Your family have absolutely no right to treat you like that @invincible, they shouldn’t ignore you and use your struggles against you, that’s just wrong beautiful angel Cecelia, you deserve to be treated with kindness and be supported during difficult times, don’t let them bring you down sweetheart, remember to be as upbeat as you can and make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Have never felt so misunderstood and insulted lately than right now. A family member flat out accused/asked me if I have agoraphobia. … They do not know me at all like I thought they did. A.) I am an introvert B) I have general anxiety, not social anxiety C) I enjoy going out sometimes and have had several jobs/situations? … How could someone…[Read more]

    • Your family should support, love and care for you @invincible, it’s sad to see that they are like that towards you beautiful angel Cecelia, they shouldn’t be clueless Cecelia, you deserve to feel listened to and acknowledged sweetie, I would talk to your family so they can understand better and be there for you when you are struggling,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    if covid19 ruins my autumn trip with the greatest person i’ve ever met on a serious deep level… i will … idk. probably be dramatic and write sad poetry. :( plssssss

    • Hopefully you will get to go on your trip where you will create fantastic memories and great moments that you will treasure @invincible, try to stay positive beautiful angel Cecelia and know together we will all beat this awful virus, it’s wonderful to see you have met someone amazing, everyone deserves good friends in life, you do too angel, be…[Read more]

    • @invincible Hey, how are things now?

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Krishna Pramod posted an update Do not just slay your demons; dissect them and find what they’ve been feeding on. View

    So true Krishna.

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    Cecelia and Profile picture of Krishna PramodKrishna Pramod are now friends 5 months, 3 weeks ago

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 4 weeks ago

    kinda happy due to who i’ve been talking to… i just hope quarantine can end soon

    • It’s great to see you happy @invincible, keep talking to the wonderful person who has made you feel positive beautiful angel Cecelia, hopefully quarantine and this awful virus will disappear soon, currently on lockdown here in the UK and working from home sweetie, hope things are OK and going well for you lovely Cecelia, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

    • I’m happy for you *hug*

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    Cecelia and Profile picture of KinkyMomoKinkyMomo are now friends 6 months ago

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 months ago

    it’s torture being in quarantine and unsure when it will all end so you can be closer with those you are apart from. i hope they don’t die.

    • Oli replied 6 months ago

      I know it’s difficult but you will make it through this @invincible, the UK is basically in the same situation beautiful angel Cecelia, on lockdown, but try to stay as positive as you can sweetie, take care of yourself and look after your relatives too hun, use the time in quarantine to take up a new interest or hobby, find activities to do that…[Read more]

    • Right now I want to be away from someone I’m quarantined with…

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