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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update During lunch today I was with my friends walking around the school. I was the quiet one, while my other 2 friends were talking with each other, which is perfectly fine with me since I am not […] View

    that is very good to be determined and ambitious, you should be really proud of yourself for thinking this way. its ok if you start to doubt the possibility of this once in a while as long as you come back and see what you said here in this update and to see us supporting you. we are here for you and I know you can do whatever you put your mind to.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Je-min posted an update This semester is kicking my butt. I have the same teacher for 4 of my classes and she’s absolutely dreadful. Can’t wait for the semester to be over. View

    I’m sorry to hear that, but you are strong and will pull through no doubt. But goodluck with dealing with the same dreadful teacher for 4 classes, that is truly horrible. It’ll be over soon and you will be relieved when it is!!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    It is raining and storming outside, and I can hear the train in the distance. Very nice.

    • Hope those sounds are calming to you and make you feel relaxed @invincible, always be the beautiful, special and incredible angel that you are sweetie and keep smiling, I’ll always be here for you, lovely Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I feel like all my energy has just been sapped away. Things that used to excite me now bore me, and doing simple tasks is almost too much. Getting out of bed this morning was almost […] View

    I’m hoping the severity of this will pass soon! I’m here for you always, wishing you a good week ahead♥

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Marta posted an update Hello beautiful people! I’m back from a really long break. My daily rutine was getting busier and busier, and my mind it’s been a complete mess for a long time. I’m doing a bit better, but […] View

    Hi! That is great you are doing even just a bit better. I’m hoping things will get even better for you soon as you deserve it. ♥♥I hope you have a great week!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Sirikanya Suwanthong posted an update You don’t want to die, you just want they way you’re living your life to end. View

    So true

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update family and friends treat me like a nuisance even when I’m sick. I feel terrible right now, my heart is racing, I feel sick and tired and my eyesight is getting weird. I think i’m just sick […] View

    thank you so much you guys it really means so much, that is why I come here because I am here for you and i Know you are here for me. Hoping you are doing well ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    family and friends treat me like a nuisance even when I’m sick. I feel terrible right now, my heart is racing, I feel sick and tired and my eyesight is getting weird. I think i’m just sick or maybe my anxiety is messing me up today. Hope I will be OK soon though. Of course no one gives a shit lol, sothat is real nice. tomorrow i need to apply…[Read more]

    • Hey. @invincible. Bullshit. I give a shit about you. Actually, I give a lot more than that. I’m sorry you feel shunned by your family, no one should have to feel that. Stay strong, inbox me if you need anything, and remember: you are beautiful, inside and out.

    • I also give a shit, but yes, everything you are describing sound like symptoms of anxiety. The mind is a powerful thing. Good luck with financial aid, and let us know if you need to vent more.

    • thank you so much you guys it really means so much, that is why I come here because I am here for you and i Know you are here for me. Hoping you are doing well ♥

    • I don’t want to see you being treated horribly @invincible, you are such a beautiful, wonderful and lovely angel who deserves to be loved, cared for and respected sweetie, focus on all the things that bring you hope and put your mind at ease Cecelia, hope you manage to get financial aid hun, you will do great in your studies Cecelia, remember to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update The bullying never stops. I’ve tried retorting, I’ve tried asking for help, I’ve tried begging, I’ve tried faking immunity, I’ve tried reasoning with them, and nothing works. I’m […] View

    I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I would still try to reach out to someone because this is ridiculous, you don’t deserve this one bit. I am here for you if you ever need to talk, I hope you can find a way to stop this and feel like you are in control and have power.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Dreamwalker posted an update Hello everyone, long-time user of this website (on and off for years) but it’s the first time I’ve really taken notice of this social side of it. Excited to reach out to even more […] View

    that is good!!!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update So sad about Alex Trebek. I’m seriously feeling ill and depressed over it. People think I am being dramatic, but I can’t help it. It’s horrible news and Jeopardy has become a seriously […] View

    Thank you so much Oli this really warmed my heart, thank you so much ❤️

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    Good song!! Thanks for sharing, hope all is well with you.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    So sad about Alex Trebek. I’m seriously feeling ill and depressed over it. People think I am being dramatic, but I can’t help it. It’s horrible news and Jeopardy has become a seriously entertaining show for me and I’ve grown to really like and look up to Alex Trebek. I’m not mindlessly crying like everyone else, I am actually sad and…[Read more]

    • It’s normal to feel sad when someone you look up to is facing a horrible illness like cancer @invincible, do think about all the happy moments that this person has brought to your life and will continue to bring into the future sweetie, cancer patients are fighters and I’m sure he will fight this too, he will come out healthy and will always…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much Oli this really warmed my heart, thank you so much ❤️

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Being and feeling ugly really ruins your day and life tbh wow, anyway..

    • Feeling ugly ruins your day, being ugly shouldn’t be a problem for you considering the beauty that you are. Life and positivity is mainly just attitude, listen to happy music, have a smile, and try to make jokes and more often then not you will feel better from it. Dress good you look good, you look good you feel good, you feel good you do good,…[Read more]

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you are so beautiful, incredible, lovely and amazing inside and out, be kind to yourself sweetie and truly embrace every part of yourself Cecelia, smile when you look in the mirror and see the reflection of the fantastic angel you see staring back at you, everything about you is so fabulous sweetie, you…[Read more]

    • @invincible: first off, you are not ugly. No one is ugly. You are a beautiful person outside and inside, and you’ve proven this by helping me when I’m feeling down time and time again. You deserve to feel like the beautiful person that you are, just remember your beauty whenever you look in the mirror. Inbox me if you need to talk or simply need…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I am getting tired of not being respected and I don’t know what to do, communication doesn’t change things nor does time, I need to just get away from everything but can’t.

    • I know it’s Sunday and maybe a little late for this but take time off from work and school or whatever it is you need too, try just let it all flow through. Rather than listen to sad music listen to happy music because if you do it’s more likely to change your mood to that, try out something calming like listening to ASMR if that works for you…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful, special and wonderful angel who truly deserves to feel loved, supported and appreciated @invincible, surround yourself with compassion, empathy and people who bring you hope, anyone who doesn’t respect you or who is rude to you isn’t worth your time sweetie, remember the BT community cares about and loves you and so do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    On top of everything, I think the fact that my family and friends ignore my recent severe episode of depression and suicidal thoughts and feelings just gives a more reason to believe I’d be better off dead. I don’t want to do anything at all if no one gives a shit about me.

    • @invincible, I ”give a shit” about you. Actually, I give a huge fuckton of shits. I care about you, as does the entire BT community. You are not alone! I’m here for you if you need anything, just inbox me!

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, your family should support, love and be there for you, you deserve to feel cared for sweetie, so many people love, appreciate and care about you Cecelia, I do and so does the BT community, please keep fighting and don’t let depression get you down, you will win all your battles because you are a special…[Read more]

    • @invincible

      You’ve been a friendly and familiar face that I’ve always enjoyed seeing, for as long as I can remember now.

      I can ensure you, while it may not seem or feel like your family cares, everyone here does. We all care abou you. I care. And we would miss you terribly, I say with all the certainty and truth within my heart.
      I…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    if you won $10,000 what would you do with it? I see people win that money on TV and such, and it makes me happy for them but I want it too lmao. I’d save most of it school, DOCTOR (cause i’m in the USA and its expensive) and just in my savings. Cause I need it for savings and stuff like that but ALSO I’d want to buy ONE Gucci bag or something…[Read more]

    • If I had unlimited funds I would use it to help people and travel the world and hug everyone who has been there for me on BT @invincible, those are the things I would do sweetie, do make your dreams come true Cecelia, you will be such a compassionate doctor who will save lives, do have a fabulous day and always be the beautiful angel that you are…[Read more]

    • I’d probably get some new tattoos and piercings (already my plans for when I have the money, anyway). Then do some desperately needed clothes shopping and maybe finally get my hair done, lol.

      I’d also like to spoil my girlfriend and treat my parents to something nice.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Does anyone else panic and take time to think about how you should represent yourself with new/other people? Should I be super friendly and passive? Outgoing and supportive? Annoying and blunt? So many ways to be especially if you’ve had to adjust who you are based on who you are around.

    • Be yourself @invincible, let your kind, sweet and compassionate personality shine through Cecelia, I’m sure the people you meet will love you for who you are sweetie, remember to stay upbeat and know everything will be OK, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, keep going forward with a sense of confidence and purpose, inbox me…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update i can feel myself slowly getting out of a total state of mopey somberness and am adjusting to the idea of taking action to feel good and fix the things that piss me off or upset me View

    yet again

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