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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update It isn’t always popping pills, downing whiskey, or slicing veins. Sometimes it’s crossing the street without looking; sometimes it isn’t wearing your seatbelt. Sometimes […] View

    Thanks . I just felt like posting something . not necessarily is it how im feeling . ive got my down days but ive got things to look forward to . Ill be ok thanks for checking in

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    It isn’t always popping pills, downing whiskey, or slicing veins. Sometimes it’s crossing the street without looking; sometimes it isn’t wearing your seatbelt. Sometimes it’s as simple as staying up all night, because you don’t want tomorrow to come.

    Mood : Awake
    • Please don’t harm yourself @helplessandhelpful1996, things may seem difficult but they will get better, you will do amazing things and make all your dreams come true, I don’t want to see you hurt yourself, everything will be OK and things will work out for you, remember to always be the incredible, special and fantastic person that you are, keep…[Read more]

    • Thanks . I just felt like posting something . not necessarily is it how im feeling . ive got my down days but ive got things to look forward to . Ill be ok thanks for checking in

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    Believe In The Hope That A New Day Is Dawning. Believe That Your Dreams Will Come True. Believe In The Promise Of Brighter Tomorrows. Begin By Believing In You!

    Mood : Hopeful
    • Such nice and inspiring words! Thanks for sharing, I hope you are doing well! Have a great weekend

    • Always be the inspirational, kind and fantastic person that you are @helplessandhelpful1996, you are truly helping this community with wise and insightful advice, do have a great day and keep being awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    ”If you don’t heal what hurt you, you’ll bleed on people who didn’t cut you” – unknown

    • We should all heal and focus on making things upbeat, positive and happy @helplessandhelpful1996, surrounding ourselves with love, compassion and empathy at the same time, keep inspiring the BT community with wise and insightful quotes and always be the fabulous person that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • It’s very important to heal our wounds, and take care of ourselves, especially during bad times.Sometimes the people we bleed on, is the people who sticks with us through thick and thin, and helps us heal. As always, thank you for sharing such insightful quotes, @helplessandhelpful1996! I hope everything is going great <3

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update “Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. Then the worms eat you. Be grateful it happens in that order.” – David Gerrold View

    @marta thanks I do my best to pull through medical stuff is a real drag though

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 1 year ago

    “Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. Then the worms eat you. Be grateful it happens in that order.” – David Gerrold

    Mood : Neutral
    • Oli replied 1 year ago

      It’s good to see you feeling happy @helplessandhelpful1996, always smile brightly and keep being the brilliant, awesome and fabulous person that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Marta replied 1 year ago

      A quote to think about deeply. Sometimes I’ve thought that life would be easier if it went backwards; starting coming back from the dead, and ending it with your birth (which wouldn’t be a birth really, but anyway). Thanks for giving us something interesting to think about! I hope you’re having a great day <3

    • @marta thanks I do my best to pull through medical stuff is a real drag though

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and […] View

    Thank you it never hurts to have someone to talk to about problems or even just about things that are going well that you want to share so I appreciate it

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and […] View

    Thanks . I was hitting a rough patch last night but it comes and goes I try my best and dont plan to give up any time soon . things are all around going fairly well for me right now sometimes I feel stressed and trapped and that lifes unfair but with support and treatment I am doing alot better off now than 3 years ago

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 1 year ago

    I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.

    Mood : Blank
    • Oli replied 1 year ago

      Please don’t let pain, negativity and sadness get you down @helplessandhelpful1996, stay upbeat and surround yourself with all the things that bring hope, joy and happiness into your life, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and always be kind to yourself, things will work out, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox…[Read more]

    • Thanks . I was hitting a rough patch last night but it comes and goes I try my best and dont plan to give up any time soon . things are all around going fairly well for me right now sometimes I feel stressed and trapped and that lifes unfair but with support and treatment I am doing alot better off now than 3 years ago

    • @helplessandhelpful1996 Hope you are feeling much better now. If you ever would like to talk with somebody, I am here and willing to listen. My inbox is always open. Sending love your way.

    • Thank you it never hurts to have someone to talk to about problems or even just about things that are going well that you want to share so I appreciate it

    • Marta replied 1 year ago

      Suffering, pain, sadness, anxiety, frustration, emptiness… All of this (and more) can cause an extreme level of mental torture. It’s terribly hard to endure, it feels endless and worse every day. But all of these feelings won’t be there forever. They may appear every once and then, but they won’t stick to you 24/7. As you said, keep fighting…[Read more]

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 4 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update “She can paint a pretty picture but this story has a twist. The paintbrush is a razor and the canvas is her wrist.” ― Amy Efaw, After View

    Thanks . its a long story and I just dont have the energy to talk about it . and as for self harm I dont plan on doing that . just venting about it

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    “She can paint a pretty picture but this story has a twist. The paintbrush is a razor and the canvas is her wrist.”
    ― Amy Efaw, After

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t harm yourself @helplessandhelpful1996, you can and will make it through tough times, you are a survivor who never gives up, great things will happen to you, don’t let pain and sadness get you down, so many more brighter days are ahead and things get better, you are a good person who deserves all the happiness in the world, keep…[Read more]

    • Thanks . its a long story and I just dont have the energy to talk about it . and as for self harm I dont plan on doing that . just venting about it

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 4 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update Two lonely bats crashed in the night…They felt a ZING, love at first sight…They knew right then they would be husband and wife…For a ZING only happens once in your […] View

    Thank you I am so lucky to have found the one and if it wernt for him idk where id be I was not coping well with my dog getting bone cancer and he was there for me so :)

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago

    Two lonely bats crashed in the night…

    They felt a ZING, love at first sight…

    They knew right then they would be husband and wife…

    For a ZING only happens once in your life.

    Your ZING will come, my love. Cherish it.

    Mood : In love
    • It’s great to see you in love @helplessandhelpful1996, keep smiling and stay positive, I’m sure things will go wonderfully for you, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you I am so lucky to have found the one and if it wernt for him idk where id be I was not coping well with my dog getting bone cancer and he was there for me so :)

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago

    Imagine if someone gave you £10,080 (or a currency of your preference) every week.
    The only condition being that you had to spend every single penny before the end of the week or your weekly deposits would cease. You can’t put it in a savings account, give it away, contribute it towards monthly costs or store it anywhere. Basically, you have to…[Read more]

    Mood : Grateful
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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update I feel like I am already at my crumbling point and I dont feel that my strength is great enough to come back this time. such a pitty I had set my sites on a goal of one day […] View

    thanks for trying but honestly its been god knows how many hours since i started crying and I still havent stopped so belive me when i say i really have no strength left

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update I feel like I am already at my crumbling point and I dont feel that my strength is great enough to come back this time. such a pitty I had set my sites on a goal of one day […] View

    thanks for trying to help but really theres nothing that can be done the life i live has its course its taking wether its life or death does not matter to me anymore as long as i am free from pain

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    HelplessAndHelpful1996 posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    I feel like I am already at my crumbling point and I dont feel that my strength is great enough to come back this time. such a pitty I had set my sites on a goal of one day smiling for real instead of all this fakeness I have profected

    • Don’t give up @helplessandhelpful1996, you can and will make it through this, keep your head up and stay positive, keep smiling, you can do this, things will go well for you, you are so strong and are never alone, you are such a wonderful, special and beautiful person with amazing qualities in you, you deserve happiness and all the best in the…[Read more]

    • thanks for trying to help but really theres nothing that can be done the life i live has its course its taking wether its life or death does not matter to me anymore as long as i am free from pain

    • thanks for trying but honestly its been god knows how many hours since i started crying and I still havent stopped so belive me when i say i really have no strength left

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