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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 2 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m so alone, depressed, sad and lonely, I always will be that way no matter what I do or how hard I try, It’s so hopeless because I will NEVER be able to find true happiness in life :( View

    You of all people deserve happiness. Look at all the time you spend lifting others up! Be kind to yourself and remember you deserve love

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    blackdog posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Just had a consult with a new therapist. He seems to understand what I told him and what he said about his approach resonates with me. Got an appointment for next week and I think this might actually help

    Mood : Hopeful
    • That’s great to hear @blackdog, I hope this new therapist truly helps and supports you in a way that is beneficial and helpful to you, I’m sure that in speaking to your new therapist, you will work through your struggles, find positive solutions and come out feeling so much more stronger, everything will go well and so many more brighter moments…[Read more]

    • I’m very happy for you @blackdog!! You really deserve a good therapist that cares about you, it’s helpful, professional and kind. I’m sure it’ll work out fantastically with him ^^

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    blackdog replied to the forum topic A ship without captain in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 4 months ago

    100% Marta

    I’m surprised the hosting is still being paid!

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    blackdog joined the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 4 months ago

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: blackdog posted an update I decided to see a therapist since I currently have good insurance. I went through the entire intake including hours of paperwork and a very vulnerable session only to have the […] View

    Got an appointment for two weeks from now. Here’s hoping…

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    blackdog posted an update in the group Group logoGuy Talk + Girl Talk (United) 5 months, 1 week ago

    Wanna bring this place back to life?

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    blackdog posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    I decided to see a therapist since I currently have good insurance. I went through the entire intake including hours of paperwork and a very vulnerable session only to have the “therapist” decline to keep seeing me because I have a history of depression and admitted to self-harming 10 years ago. WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK. It’s not like I need…[Read more]

    Mood : Frustrated
    • That’s not right at all @blackdog, it’s totally wrong, a therapist should be there to help and support you no matter what your history is, you deserve to be treated so much better Blackdog, please don’t give up on finding therapy, hopefully if you keep looking you will find the right therapy for you, you are a good person who truly deserves to…[Read more]

    • I don’t understand why a therapist would not want to see a patient because their health history. I mean… They are supposed to help improve your mental health, aren’t they? I’m so sorry this happened to you, @blackdog. Don’t give up, if your insurance allows you to see a different therapist, go for it. There are a lot of them who truly want…[Read more]

    • Got an appointment for two weeks from now. Here’s hoping…

    • Thats really good news! I hope you got a great therapist. Crossed fingers! @blackdog

    • That’s good to hear @blackdog, hope this new therapist truly helps you feel happier and more positive within yourself, remember to keep going BlackDog and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 7 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Apes posted an update Anyone ever have a good day then start to feel bad for no reason?? View

    That happens. Sometimes emotions are like the weather and you just have to ride it out. It sucks and we’re all here for you. You’ll get through this! (hugs)

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 7 months, 3 weeks ago

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    Thank you so much!! I might take you up on that, I hope you’re staying positive too

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update My past haunts me My present saddens and depresses me My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent It’s all so hopeless and pointless :( I don’t have a life, I […] View

    You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

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    blackdog posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Mood : Dark
    • What’s on your mind @blackdog?, I don’t want to see you feeling upset and sad, you are such a fantastic, awesome and wonderful person who truly deserves to smile and be positive, please know I’ll always be here for you BlackDog, be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

    • Hi @blackdog! I don’t know what’s in your mind, and I’d like to offer a helping hand if you need it. My DMs are open if you want to talk <3.

    • Hi @blackdog! I don’t know what’s in your mind, and I’d like to offer a helping hand if you need it. My DMs are open if you want to talk <3.

    • Thank you so much!! I might take you up on that, I hope you’re staying positive too

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    blackdog posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    @oliver Logged on for the first time in years and it’s amazing to see you still here!

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    blackdog posted an update 3 years, 10 months ago

    It’s SAD season again. :( But this year is going to be different. I’m much more self aware and care much more about myself.
    I’ve got my lightbox on right now. This year, I’m treating myself like someone I actually like, and I’m going to actually use it *before* I’m feeling suicidal.

    Mood : Optimistic
    • It’s great to see you determined to be optimistic, positive and happy @blackdog, remember to always smile and don’t let your struggles get you down Blackdog, you are such a fantastic person who truly deserves all the best out of life, hold your head up high, keep shining and know everything will be OK, believe in yourself and never give up, you…[Read more]

    • That’s a great goal Blackdog! Never forget to take care of yourself. and to love yourself. Keep being that determined, you are a true fighter! :)

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    blackdog replied to the forum topic The Ruin a Wish Foundation. in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 4 years, 6 months ago

    Granted. You blow it on Pez dispensers.

    I wish I had a pickup truck.

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    blackdog posted an update 6 years, 6 months ago

    Something good happened for a change! I just posted a status on facebook asking who wanted to hang a couple days from now and within an hour I got enough people that I’m wondering how they’re going to fit inside my apartment. This is just the ”problem” I need after being so isolated the past couple weeks!

    Mood : Blissful
    • Glad you are going to spend time with others @blackdog, I’m sure everything will go wonderfully and you will have a fantastic day :) (hugs)

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 6 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: blackdog posted an update Welp, I find myself back here again View

    Thanks. I needed to hear this. Just broke up and it sucks being alone again.

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    blackdog posted an update 6 years, 8 months ago

    Welp, I find myself back here again

    Mood : Crappy
    • Please don’t let anything get you down @blackdog, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the happiness and brightness in the world, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, great things will happen to you, hold your head up high and be as upbeat as you can, you are a warrior who will overcome, show everyone how truly…[Read more]

    • Thanks. I needed to hear this. Just broke up and it sucks being alone again.

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    blackdog started the forum topic Craving touch. Just touch in the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 7 years, 1 month ago

    I’m more social than I’ve ever been and I have more friends than I’ve ever had, even a couple close friends but I’m missing something. I still lack physical contact in my life. Forget about romantic or sexual […]

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    blackdog posted a new activity comment 7 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: blackdog posted an update I should have known that the illusion of things getting better never lasts more than a day or two. Everything is still shit and only ever goes down hill. I even posted this a few days ago […] View

    That’s what I needed: One little victory to remember that I can do things. I had it on Friday.

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    blackdog and Profile picture of cynicalgravycynicalgravy are now friends 7 years, 3 months ago

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