You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You deserve all the peace and good this world has to offer. Stay strong, you can do it <3

I struggle with the exactly same things. It’s sometimes better, sometimes worse.