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    Fading Echo posted an update 13 hours, 36 minutes ago

    i cant find the energy to do anything. i want to fucking split my wrist open but i know my friends will be upset like last time so im trying to refrain. so much has happened but i dont have the energy to explain it rn. maybe later. i can hardly deal with this shit.

    Mood : Drained
    • Please don’t harm yourself @985921sqh, you are such a kind and beautiful soul who is filled with strength, courage and bravery Echo, you will make it through this Echo, hold your head up high and don’t let your struggles get you down sweetie, you will win all your battles and so many more brighter days will be ahead, we all care about you here…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry, I hope things will be OK fading echo, try to find distactions in place of hurting yourself because you don’t deserve that!

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 13 hours, 41 minutes ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update So, my ex went and fucked me up again.Here’s the story: He texted me yesterday like ”Hey, want to get back together?” Of course, I said yes. After a couple minutes of processing what […] View

    @devilindisguise, thank you so much for your advice. it means so much to me

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 13 hours, 47 minutes ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update ”Oli, for a man of 28 years old, you are wasting your life” I was told this today by my father, I’m so pathetic and stupid honestly, I’m a failure of a human-being and a worthless son who is […] View

    YOU. ARE. NOT. A. FAILURE.

    I’ve never taken you for a liar, @oliver. And yet you tell such lies. Never give up. You are not alone. Your father does not understand the struggles you go through, and that’s why he said that. He’s trying to motivate you.

    Never feel unloved.

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    Fading Echo posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    So, my ex went and fucked me up again.

    Here’s the story: He texted me yesterday like “Hey, want to get back together?” Of course, I said yes. After a couple minutes of processing what was happening, I said to him, “I’m so scared to hope here; I cant believe this is happening.” He replies with, “It’s real, don’t worry.”

    This morning, I wake…[Read more]

    Mood : Crushed
    • He has absolutely no right doing that to you @985921sqh, he doesn’t deserve someone as amazing as you in his life Echo, don’t let him have any power over you and don’t let him play with your feelings and emotions, please don’t harm yourself because of him, surround yourself with happiness and the things that bring a wonderful smile to your…[Read more]

    • @985921sqh

      Now, I’m going to be blunt, but only because I’ve been in your situation before.
      Drop him and leave him like that.

      I know and understand with all of my entire heart that love is a very powerful feeling. It can thrill you, lift you up in the air, but it can also rip you, break you apart, and leave you shattered to pieces on the…[Read more]

    • @985921sqh hope you’ll block him everywhere 4ever

    • @devilindisguise, thank you so much for your advice. it means so much to me

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    Fading Echo posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Today has been my first good day in maybe… I don’t even know how long.

    I woke up. And I could… wait for it… SING. MY 25% CHANCES WON OUT.

    And also, remember that ex I couldn’t get over? He wants to get back together.

    NOW I AM FEELING THE FIRST EMOTION IN IDEK HOW LONG

    Mood : Ecstatic
    • Glad to see things are going well for you @985921sqh, you are such a special person who deserves all the happiness in the world Echo, you deserve to have a bright light of positivity shining on you sweetie, keep using your beautiful voice to create soulful music and melodies Echo, do talk to your ex about things, be careful though, don’t let him…[Read more]

    • Yes!!!! Damn straight! You’ve beaten the odds against you. I’m so proud of you for never losing hope that you could get your singing back. That’s nice that your ex wants to get back with you, I hope that if this happens, it’ll last longer than last time. Never lose hope FadingEcho, never lose hope.

    • Wow that is so great Ech, I am so happy for you! ♥♥ This is great news that you can sing, I hope things go well with your ex wanting to get back together

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    Fading Echo posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Fuuuck………. I knew I should have taken my anxiety meds……….. I was an idiot, and now I have to suffer the consequences.

    Last night. As it got later and later, I got more and more upset as my brain whirled round and round in dizzying spirals of depression that only got worse. By 2:00 am, I was suicidal, and that’s when I found the…[Read more]

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t harm or kill yourself @985921sqh, I want to see you feeling truly happy Echo, I don’t want to see you hurting at all Echo, don’t let negative thoughts break you Echo, focus on making yourself feel calm and surround yourself with people and things that bring you love and optimism, everything will be OK, you are such a beautiful,…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    i fucked up real bad again
    this time its really really bad though
    i dont even know where to start
    ill just start and finish at the same time
    i broke a promise, and now i have:
    +2x angry red slashes on my wrist
    -2x friend’s trust
    -1x ”pretending to be okay” skills
    -1x quiz grade

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel sad or upset @985921sqh, I would talk to this friend and make things better with them, talk to them, be honest and open with them, let them know that you want to rekindle things and make the friendship stronger, please don’t feel bad about your grade, you will be OK, keep working hard and you will be successful Echo, you will…[Read more]

    • Don’t worry, I go through two of those once a week, so your not alone. I’m for certain you won’t lose my trust, and hectors also.
      By the way; the 2 things I go through is the 3rd and 4th one.

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    Fading Echo posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    i feel like no one understands what im going through. its a very lonely life that i live, alone with my pain. anyone else feel like this?

    Mood : Anxious
    • I know how you feel @985921sqh, I truly do Echo, battling depression, loneliness and sadness can be so hard, but you will make it through this, you will overcome all the pain and so many brighter days will be ahead, you have so much courage, strength and bravery in you Echo, please know you are a wonderful ray of sunshine who deserves to feel…[Read more]

    • I feel the same way also. It’s hard when no one understands how I feel, because how I feel on the inside, is the real feelings that I can’t show in real life because i’m going to get in trouble and my dad will think that i’m trying to be like my sister who also deals with this things. I feel like when I move out from my parents house whenever,…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update I can sense a huge breakdown coming because nothing is simmering down and only escalating day to day with what I am going through View

    I’m in the same boat you are, @invincible. I feel like nothing is getting better, only getting worse, and the breaking point is coming. That being said, you can do it. Inbox me if you need anything, and remember: you are not alone.

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update Coming back to school and i’m already upset and confused of many things. The first being that drill our school had, being outside which makes no sense since it’s a lockdown drill, or […] View

    Stay strong. It’ll be okay.

    1 – the logic was that if the shooter was inside the school, the kids would be better off outside. In a real lockdown event, they would probably have us get the hell away from the building, but they didn’t want us leaving the grounds since it was a drill.

    2 – I agree with this. Kids can be really annoying.…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: mobbu posted an update in the group Vent It! i have this really close friend. he is literally the closest i have ever been to another person, more than past relationships, more than family. but last night he […] View

    I would try to talk to him, @mobpsychh, and try to understand that there are two sides to every story. Try to see what his motivations were. I hope it works out with you guys! Stay strong, and inbox me if you need anything.

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update so hard to feel anything. any emotion, any motivation, any satisfaction, anything. fuck, who is this monster in the mirror View

    and @oliver. sorry that just came in

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update so hard to feel anything. any emotion, any motivation, any satisfaction, anything. fuck, who is this monster in the mirror View

    thank you @invincible

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    Fading Echo posted an update 2 weeks ago

    so hard to feel anything. any emotion, any motivation, any satisfaction, anything. fuck, who is this monster in the mirror

    Mood : Exanimate
    • I feel. You will get through this, and I hope you do quickly, but we are all here for you ♥

    • Please don’t let sadness and pain get you down @985921sqh, you are not a monster, please don’t think like that Echo, you are such a special, beautiful and lovely person who deserves to feel positive, happy and fantastic, focus on making yourself feel wonderful and always be kind to yourself, please remember you are worth it and you do matter…[Read more]

    • thank you @invincible

    • and @oliver. sorry that just came in

    • You are not a monster. You are a caring, loving, supporting friend who helps others when they need it most. Do take care of yourself also, that’s the one thing I tell others when they are going through a hard life.

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I have two things to say 1. I failed my ”Therapist” 2. I finally feel some happiness, and I think it’ll get even better sooner or later. I have belief in myself, as well as the belief from […] View

    YASS STEVE! YAY FOR FEELING EMOTIONS! SO HAPPY FOR YUUU

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    Fading Echo posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    1:00 am and I’m questioning my decision to put the bottle of pills back into the cabinet two weeks ago, and questioning my choice not to end my life then. Because now, I’m lost in the darkness, both literal and figurative. Hell, where did I go wrong?

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      You will make it through this @985921sqh, please don’t let depression, darkness and pain get you down, I am so grateful for your friendship and support, you have been there for me Echo so I want to be here for you too, please don’t kill yourself, you are truly a wonderful, incredible and lovely angel who deserves to lead a life that is bright and…[Read more]

    • Don’t question any of those two things, because the more you question, the more you’ll come back to that dark moment. Don’t kill yourself, please FadingEcho, please. I don’t want our friendship to end, as mentioned by Oliver, I don’t want to rethink everything i’ve done in the past that I regret now, especially with my past experiences with…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m so lonely, I’m just so tired of all the depression and loneliness, there has never been any happiness or brightness for Oli, just sadness and always being alone, I don’t have a friend in […] View

    Oh my gosh, @Oliver! We are all here for you, the same way you are for us! *sending virtual hug*

    On the flip side, I think we all know how useless it is to tell a depressed person to ”just stay positive.” So here’s what I’m going to say instead: we believe in you, Oliver. You’re not worthless, because, if nothing else, you do so much for all…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I’ve got a question for you guys.You remember how my ex screwed me over, right? (If not, here’s my last update on what happened. If you don’t want to read that, though, quick […] View

    EEP. @Oliver (and anyone else who read this), I’m really sorry about my poor wording. What happened was that my friend texted my ex, my ex texted me, and then my ex screenshot the conversation and sent it to my parents. It’s different, I think, when it’s your ex, but idk.

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    Fading Echo posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    I’ve got a question for you guys.

    You remember how my ex screwed me over, right? (If not, here’s my last update on what happened. If you don’t want to read that, though, quick summary: I was texting my friend, who freaked out and texted my ex, who texted me, and then told my parents I was suicidal.)

    I don’t condone his actions; he did what…[Read more]

    Mood : Curious
    • He was looking out for you which as a friend, he is supposed to do @985921sqh, it’s good that he was concerned about your welfare Echo, you are such a lovely person who deserves supportive people around her, your parents really should listen, comfort and be there for you too Echo, do talk to them about your feelings, thoughts and emotions, be as…[Read more]

    • EEP. @Oliver (and anyone else who read this), I’m really sorry about my poor wording. What happened was that my friend texted my ex, my ex texted me, and then my ex screenshot the conversation and sent it to my parents. It’s different, I think, when it’s your ex, but idk.

    • Aww OK @985921sqh, well I guess it’s good that your ex is still looking out for you and is concerned about your welfare Echo, but no matter happens, your ex should always treat you with kindness, respect and dignity, hope everything works out Echo, stay positive, keep smiling and always be the wonderful angel that you are, inbox me anytime if you…[Read more]

    • @985921sqh

      Yes and no. If you were a danger to yourself in that moment, then perhaps yes. He was doing what he thought was right, but I do believe he went about it poorly. Screenshotting an entire conversation and sharing it is definitely a hit on privacy. It also doesn’t seem like he took into consideration how your parents may react, and from…[Read more]

    • I made an account after what you told me in our chat just now…..it’s me lol!!! @ 985921sqh

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