Anti-depressants do have side effects @midnightsarrow, I would check with your doctor to see what can be done to help and support you, I would only take medication if it truly helps you and makes you feel better and happier, everything will be OK, keep going and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

I didn’t get anti depressants from my doctor– don’t have one to prescribe them. But my therapist did a test for me and suggested we get them. But there’s just a strong mental numbness when I take them

Seeing your comment, I worry you’re taking the wrong approach to this. Even if a therapist recommended you try antidepressants, you shouldn’t take any medication not prescribed to you. The numbness could be from taking an antidepressant that’s not good for you, which a prescribing doctor would be able to help you with. If you haven’t already,…[Read more]

Well I don’t exactly have a doctor– we apparently missed ”too many appointments” so we can only go in as walk in ig.
They aren’t really anti depressants but there to just help mental health i think i forget the brand.

Well, @midnightsarrow, it sounds to me like the dosage is too high. I speak from experience (I’m medicated for depression and anxiety, and when the dosage got too high, I experienced a state of “f*ck everything” because I lost all motivational anxiety. Sounds similar.) It also sounds like you could be experiencing something like a lack of your…[Read more]

Maybe– but too try convincing my mom of that. I dont even know the dose I’m getting

Glad that you went to see a counsellor @midnightsarrow, I’m sure talking to someone about your thoughts, feelings and emotions will help you to feel happier, do share how you feel with your mother, counsellor and those you trust, remember the BT community will always be here for you too and so will I, remember to always be kind to yourself and…[Read more]

He should love you because you are truly a wonderful, special and amazing person @midnightsarrow, hopefully he will respond to you, try to stay positive and take care of yourself, I want to see you feeling truly happy, upbeat and fantastic, do stay healthy and always be kind to yourself, things will get better for you and great things will happen…[Read more]

I’m not a survivor. Still a fighter. And it won’t get better, at least not now. I do feel alone, and it’s not a feeling I care about.
I’m not a wonderful person, I’m always acting mean and respond cruelly. The only part of that that makes it semi okay is how much i apologize, just not out
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Don’t let bad days get you down @midnightsarrow, I would take your grandmother’s words and use them to brighten up all the wonderful days that lie ahead for you, things will get better for you and everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are truly fantastic and perfect in every way, keep going forward with confidence, believe in…[Read more]

Perfect is not the word I’d use to describe myself. I try to do that, try to be happy. It’s hard to do when days seem to repeat

i know exactly what you’re saying, @midnightsarrow. i think what your gma meant is that you should try to make each day as good as you can. if you mess it up, just focus on the next hour, and go hour by hour. if you don’t, see how you can make the week as good as you can, and then the month, and then the year, etc. eventually itll get better.…[Read more]

Please don’t think bad thoughts @midnightsarrow, I would tell him that you want a strong and loving relationship with him and you don’t want him to ever hurt you, everything will be OK, stay positive and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

Oh no, he wont hurt me i’m afraid i’ll hurt him

Please don’t let bad thoughts get you down @midnightsarrow, try to not focus on things that are triggering and make you feel upset, you are such a fantastic person who deserves to shine and feel fantastic, I want to see you smiling and feeling on top of the world, stay upbeat, do relax and find ways to clear your mind, hold your head up high and…[Read more]

not just bad thoughts but thanks–

It’s great to see you back on BT @midnightsarrow, hope you are OK and everything is going well in your life, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent, stay awesome and keep smiling, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

Thanks, most things are going okay yes
Hope you’re doing okay too !!