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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 hours, 20 minutes ago

    In reply to: JSWAG posted an update i wanna end my life View

    Hey, don’t do that. Don’t think like that. You have a purpose on this earth, and that is to live it and see what beautiful things awaits for you. I too thought about ending my life also, but I never did it because I have too much to live for, my family needs me, my pets need me, even my friends need me. Always think about the bright side, and if…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 7 hours, 59 minutes ago

    ”When people show loyalty to you, you take care of those who are with you.”
    ”Be loyal to those who are loyal to you.”
    -John Cena

    • It’s good to be loyal, loving, supportive and caring @anxietyattack66, always be the kind, sweet and compassionate friend that you are Steve, hope you are having a fantastic day Steve, I see your quote is from John Cena, it’s good to see another wrestling fan on BT, I used to watch wrestling years ago, now I mostly watch old matches on YouTube,…[Read more]

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      Loyalty is one of my favorite qualities in a person.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 19 hours, 21 minutes ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I can’t find the energy. Staring at my screen, barely moving. Pretending to care about my life for those around me. Wanting to lose myself and fade into the background, but forcing […] View

    Honestly, I didn’t expect you to walk with us during lunch today. When I saw you through the window you looked a bit stressed, and I didn’t think you would want to walk with us, even though Hector asked you. Don’t worry, if you don’t to walk with us tomorrow, that’s totally fine. Rejuvenate and just relax, even if you can’t relax, just take…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 day, 4 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Does anyone else hide their true emotions? Hide it beneath a mask of ”I’m fine” and pretend to be happy, pretend to be okay? Hide them so thoroughly that you can’t take the mask off […] View

    I am like that almost everyday. I hide my true self during school, then when I get home, I expose my real emotions. It’s something that’s tough to rid off, and sometimes I think to myself that maybe that exposed side of me is really who I am. It’s really hard to tell.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 day, 5 hours ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I just received some miracle news. The thing that I couldn’t finish the other day is extended for 1 more day, and it’s something that i won’t take for granted. Thanks to my English 10 […] View

    Thank you for supporting me, i’ll try to do the best I can.

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    $teve posted an update 1 day, 6 hours ago

    I just received some miracle news. The thing that I couldn’t finish the other day is extended for 1 more day, and it’s something that i won’t take for granted. Thanks to my English 10 teacher for giving us this 1 day extension, although points may be taken off due to it being late, but I don’t anticipate on getting a perfect grade on it…[Read more]

    Mood : Relieved
    • That’s great news @anxietyattack66, I’m sure you will get the work done Steve, do work hard, stay positive and keep going, remember to look after yourself too Steve, you will be successful Steve, never think of yourself as a failure Steve, you are doing your best and you are so brilliant, incredible and awesome, always believe in yourself and…[Read more]

    • Thank you for supporting me, i’ll try to do the best I can.

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    $teve posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    It’s hopeless. I can’t look at anyone without having the constant thought of failure. I am starting to lose my energy, and it’ll take a toll on me throughout the week.

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t think like that @anxietyattack66, you are not a failure Steve, you will achieve great things and make all your dreams come true, stay positive and know so much brightness lies ahead for you, all your goals will become a reality Steve and you will lead a truly successful life filled with happiness, hold your head up high, stay upbeat,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 day, 17 hours ago

    I failed everyone. I failed those who really believed in me. I failed myself. I failed. There’s no excuse for what I failed on. I’m fucking pissed that I couldn’t accomplish the most important thing I needed done before tomorrow, I blame myself for this. I am a slow worker, but this time I worked slower than I intended to. There’s no going…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Please don’t say that @anxietyattack66, you will make all your dreams come true and you will complete the work Steve, everything will go your way and things will work out, you are not a failure Steve, you are doing your best, I’m so proud of you Steve, stay positive Steve and know you will make all your goals, aspirations and hopes become a…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66, it’ll get better. One small setback is okay, because I know how strong you are, and I know you’ll make it up. And I know that if you need my help, you’ll inbox me. I’m here for you. This is simply a speed bump on the road of life; you’ll come out of it and be free to slam on the gas pedal.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 days ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update @Oliver. Thank you for what you do on this website, you help anyone that you feel needs it. Your meaningful and impactful words always gives me a good vibe, and hopefully it means that way […] View

    Yes sir, really appreciate the work you do around this website.

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    $teve posted an update 3 days, 18 hours ago

    “You can overcome anything, if and only if you love something enough.”
    - Lionel Messi

    • Indeed @anxietyattack66, we should all love something that inspires us and that makes us happy so we can overcome the hard moments in life so we can make it to better, brighter and happier days Steve, thanks for sharing such an inspirational quote that truly helps all of us on BT, always be the fantastic, special and wonderful person that you are…[Read more]

    • This is so true.. wow!

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    $teve posted an update 4 days, 1 hour ago

    @Oliver. Thank you for what you do on this website, you help anyone that you feel needs it. Your meaningful and impactful words always gives me a good vibe, and hopefully it means that way to others that you help with. You take the time out of your life to help others, to give them advice, to tell what’s not good for them and what is good for…[Read more]

    Mood : Proud
    • Oli replied 4 days ago

      Awwww, you are so nice, sweet and kind @anxietyattack66, I will always be here for you Steve and anyone who needs help, support and guidance on BT, I just want to make others smile and feel wonderful, I want everyone on BT to see the beauty inside of themselves, please know you can inbox me anytime if you ever want to chat or vent about anything…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66 and @oliver, sorry about the late reply. I had missed this post because it was so buried in spam. Anyway, I agree with Steve. Thank you, @oliver!

    • $teve replied 2 days ago

      Yes sir, really appreciate the work you do around this website.

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    $teve posted an update 4 days, 6 hours ago

    I know this may seem super wrong, but for school related purposes, I need an imaginary gun on my head ready to shoot me in order to push my self for the last week of the quarter. I have like 3 project related things that I need to finish up fast to get the full grade, and it’ll take a lot of energy out of me, but it’s the only way for me to…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • Do work hard and try to get those projects done if you can @anxietyattack66, but remember to take care of yourself too and relax when you can, do ask your teachers for an extension so you have some extra time to complete those projects, hope things work out, please don’t feel anxious Steve, you will make it through this and you will be successful,…[Read more]

    • Trying to finish projects and homework on time can be really stressful. As @oliver said, work hard and finish them, but don’t forget to take care of yourself too. Find some time, even if it’s just 10 minuts, to stop, breath, and be calm. I know you’ll have everything done in time. Believe in yoursef @anxietyattack66, you can do it <3

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 days, 7 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Wow. I didn’t expect so many people to respond to my last update. Thank you to @oliver, @devilndisguise, @jsawg, @anxietyattack66, and @invincible. Your words meant a lot to me. […] View

    Were all glad your ok. make sure you take this day lightly, don’t overdue yourself.

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    $teve posted an update 4 days, 19 hours ago

    I had therapy today, and it was one hell of a conversation. I talked about my family, my plan after college, my personal life, etc… and I revealed things that I never thought was in my mind. I feel a-lot better now, and just tbh with you all, I think she confirmed that she wasn’t a therapist since she recommended me to other professionals, but…[Read more]

    Mood : Good
    • that is really great to hear!!!!

    • It’s wonderful to see you feeling good @anxietyattack66, stay positive and keep going forward Steve, glad to see that going to therapy has helped you, continue getting things off your chest in therapy sessions so you feel more relaxed and calm, please know I’ll always be here for you Steve and so will the BT community, we are all so proud of…[Read more]

    • Even if they’re not an official ’therapist’, it’s good to have pivotal ’mentors’ of sorts in our lives, to learn from and help us progress our life further along, it sounds like this person could count for that.
      Keep up the good vibes, @anxietyattack66

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      It’s great that it helped. :) You deserve to feel and enjoy those moments of relaxation. It’s nice to not have much to worry about, if anything at all.

      I noticed in your other post from this morning that you’re now feeling anxious. But try to come back from the conversation you had with this woman. Remember why it calmed you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update It happened at dinner last night. My family and I were on the couch, supposedly watching TV (which was paused), but really just telling jokes. I told a (slightly inappropriate) joke […] View

    Damn, that’s heartbreaking. The same happened to me too 6 years ago, when I chocked on a clump of meat I had in my mouth. For some stupid reason I wanted to challenge myself to see how fast I could eat my dinner, so I kept on getting a big amount of cooked meat, and the next thing I knew, I started choking. I was holding my throat in agony, and I…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 days, 7 hours ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update Truth. A word that can either describe someone, or a word that can hurt someone. I haven’t been truthful to myself in recent days, and it kind of makes me question about myself, and as to […] View

    Man, you are awesome. You always reply. I can’t do that, but you can. You need more appreciation man.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 days, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Can we all just have a moment of appreciation for @oliver, who replies to every single update, without fail, and does not get enough credit. His kind words give us hope in dark times, […] View

    Right, like literally when I post something, he is the first to comment. He is truly someone who listens to you, and tells you how to turn things around. @Oliver is a hard-worker, trying to reply as fast as possible, and as meaningful as possible.

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    $teve posted an update 5 days, 20 hours ago

    Truth. A word that can either describe someone, or a word that can hurt someone. I haven’t been truthful to myself in recent days, and it kind of makes me question about myself, and as to how I react to things. It’s really upsetting to me since I can’t react truthfully to some things, and that I can’t just react normally. It’s pissing me off…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • I understand this completely. It’s good you see the way it is and you should try to just react the way you would truthfully as much as you can especially if you are by yourself so you know who you truly are

    • Do stay true to yourself and always be the wonderful person that you are @anxietyattack66, remember you are brilliant, special and awesome in every way, keep going and never give up Steve, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Man, you are awesome. You always reply. I can’t do that, but you can. You need more appreciation man.

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    $teve posted an update 6 days, 7 hours ago

    I’m still here, don’t worry. I did not want to think that way, but sometimes, family issues make me go to that mindset. I have therapy tomorrow, so hopefully I can become better by then. Yesterday was that one day where you have to just listen in, you can’t do anything about it, your stuck in a invisible cage where you can just look on and see…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
    • Going to therapy will help you unburden your thoughts, feelings and emotions @anxietyattack66, please don’t harm yourself Steve, you and your family will make it through the hard times and come out so much stronger together, surround yourself with compassion and love, please know I’ll always be here for you and so will everyone on BT, stay…[Read more]

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      I’m glad you’re hanging in there. Keep holding on strong.
      Rough moments will always happen, and as bad as they are, we will be here through them all.

    • It’s OK to vent sometimes about feeling that way due to things, and it’s good you have us here to vent to. That is good you have therapy tomorrow, don’t hold back anything you think is important to discuss then. You are strong and will keep going!

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    $teve posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    I can’t handle my families issues anymore, I can’t bare to watch others in my family suffering so terribly. I just can’t handle it anymore. I thought I would be able to be strong enough to bare with these problems, but i’m slowly losing it. I think i’m going to quit it one day, Idk. I don’t want to think that way at all, but my family is…[Read more]

    Mood : Crushed
    • Do be there to support your family but remember to look after yourself too physically, mentally and emotionally @anxietyattack66, remember to practice self-care Steve, we will always be here for you on BT, please don’t do anything bad to yourself, you will overcome this, you and your family will become stronger, reach out to us Steve, we are all…[Read more]

    • Steve. That’s not the answer, and you know it. Think about it. What will that solve? Nothing. Instead, you could try to help them. Maybe even show them this website (which I know has helped you, @anxietyattack66). They’d be in good hands here. Stay strong; you can get through this. Take a few deep breaths, and remember that you’re not alone.…[Read more]

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