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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 hours, 25 minutes ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update @Oliver. Thank you for what you do on this website, you help anyone that you feel needs it. Your meaningful and impactful words always gives me a good vibe, and hopefully it means that way […] View

    Yes sir, really appreciate the work you do around this website.

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    $teve posted an update 1 day, 22 hours ago

    “You can overcome anything, if and only if you love something enough.”
    - Lionel Messi

    • Indeed @anxietyattack66, we should all love something that inspires us and that makes us happy so we can overcome the hard moments in life so we can make it to better, brighter and happier days Steve, thanks for sharing such an inspirational quote that truly helps all of us on BT, always be the fantastic, special and wonderful person that you are…[Read more]

    • This is so true.. wow!

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    $teve posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    @Oliver. Thank you for what you do on this website, you help anyone that you feel needs it. Your meaningful and impactful words always gives me a good vibe, and hopefully it means that way to others that you help with. You take the time out of your life to help others, to give them advice, to tell what’s not good for them and what is good for…[Read more]

    Mood : Proud
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    $teve posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    I know this may seem super wrong, but for school related purposes, I need an imaginary gun on my head ready to shoot me in order to push my self for the last week of the quarter. I have like 3 project related things that I need to finish up fast to get the full grade, and it’ll take a lot of energy out of me, but it’s the only way for me to…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • Do work hard and try to get those projects done if you can @anxietyattack66, but remember to take care of yourself too and relax when you can, do ask your teachers for an extension so you have some extra time to complete those projects, hope things work out, please don’t feel anxious Steve, you will make it through this and you will be successful,…[Read more]

    • Trying to finish projects and homework on time can be really stressful. As @oliver said, work hard and finish them, but don’t forget to take care of yourself too. Find some time, even if it’s just 10 minuts, to stop, breath, and be calm. I know you’ll have everything done in time. Believe in yoursef @anxietyattack66, you can do it <3

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 days, 12 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Wow. I didn’t expect so many people to respond to my last update. Thank you to @oliver, @devilndisguise, @jsawg, @anxietyattack66, and @invincible. Your words meant a lot to me. […] View

    Were all glad your ok. make sure you take this day lightly, don’t overdue yourself.

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    $teve posted an update 3 days ago

    I had therapy today, and it was one hell of a conversation. I talked about my family, my plan after college, my personal life, etc… and I revealed things that I never thought was in my mind. I feel a-lot better now, and just tbh with you all, I think she confirmed that she wasn’t a therapist since she recommended me to other professionals, but…[Read more]

    Mood : Good
    • that is really great to hear!!!!

    • It’s wonderful to see you feeling good @anxietyattack66, stay positive and keep going forward Steve, glad to see that going to therapy has helped you, continue getting things off your chest in therapy sessions so you feel more relaxed and calm, please know I’ll always be here for you Steve and so will the BT community, we are all so proud of…[Read more]

    • Even if they’re not an official ’therapist’, it’s good to have pivotal ’mentors’ of sorts in our lives, to learn from and help us progress our life further along, it sounds like this person could count for that.
      Keep up the good vibes, @anxietyattack66

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      It’s great that it helped. :) You deserve to feel and enjoy those moments of relaxation. It’s nice to not have much to worry about, if anything at all.

      I noticed in your other post from this morning that you’re now feeling anxious. But try to come back from the conversation you had with this woman. Remember why it calmed you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 3 days, 5 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update It happened at dinner last night. My family and I were on the couch, supposedly watching TV (which was paused), but really just telling jokes. I told a (slightly inappropriate) joke […] View

    Damn, that’s heartbreaking. The same happened to me too 6 years ago, when I chocked on a clump of meat I had in my mouth. For some stupid reason I wanted to challenge myself to see how fast I could eat my dinner, so I kept on getting a big amount of cooked meat, and the next thing I knew, I started choking. I was holding my throat in agony, and I…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 3 days, 12 hours ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update Truth. A word that can either describe someone, or a word that can hurt someone. I haven’t been truthful to myself in recent days, and it kind of makes me question about myself, and as to […] View

    Man, you are awesome. You always reply. I can’t do that, but you can. You need more appreciation man.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 days, 1 hour ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Can we all just have a moment of appreciation for @oliver, who replies to every single update, without fail, and does not get enough credit. His kind words give us hope in dark times, […] View

    Right, like literally when I post something, he is the first to comment. He is truly someone who listens to you, and tells you how to turn things around. @Oliver is a hard-worker, trying to reply as fast as possible, and as meaningful as possible.

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    $teve posted an update 4 days, 1 hour ago

    Truth. A word that can either describe someone, or a word that can hurt someone. I haven’t been truthful to myself in recent days, and it kind of makes me question about myself, and as to how I react to things. It’s really upsetting to me since I can’t react truthfully to some things, and that I can’t just react normally. It’s pissing me off…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • I understand this completely. It’s good you see the way it is and you should try to just react the way you would truthfully as much as you can especially if you are by yourself so you know who you truly are

    • Do stay true to yourself and always be the wonderful person that you are @anxietyattack66, remember you are brilliant, special and awesome in every way, keep going and never give up Steve, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Man, you are awesome. You always reply. I can’t do that, but you can. You need more appreciation man.

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    $teve posted an update 4 days, 12 hours ago

    I’m still here, don’t worry. I did not want to think that way, but sometimes, family issues make me go to that mindset. I have therapy tomorrow, so hopefully I can become better by then. Yesterday was that one day where you have to just listen in, you can’t do anything about it, your stuck in a invisible cage where you can just look on and see…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
    • Going to therapy will help you unburden your thoughts, feelings and emotions @anxietyattack66, please don’t harm yourself Steve, you and your family will make it through the hard times and come out so much stronger together, surround yourself with compassion and love, please know I’ll always be here for you and so will everyone on BT, stay…[Read more]

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      I’m glad you’re hanging in there. Keep holding on strong.
      Rough moments will always happen, and as bad as they are, we will be here through them all.

    • It’s OK to vent sometimes about feeling that way due to things, and it’s good you have us here to vent to. That is good you have therapy tomorrow, don’t hold back anything you think is important to discuss then. You are strong and will keep going!

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    $teve posted an update 5 days ago

    I can’t handle my families issues anymore, I can’t bare to watch others in my family suffering so terribly. I just can’t handle it anymore. I thought I would be able to be strong enough to bare with these problems, but i’m slowly losing it. I think i’m going to quit it one day, Idk. I don’t want to think that way at all, but my family is…[Read more]

    Mood : Crushed
    • Do be there to support your family but remember to look after yourself too physically, mentally and emotionally @anxietyattack66, remember to practice self-care Steve, we will always be here for you on BT, please don’t do anything bad to yourself, you will overcome this, you and your family will become stronger, reach out to us Steve, we are all…[Read more]

    • Steve. That’s not the answer, and you know it. Think about it. What will that solve? Nothing. Instead, you could try to help them. Maybe even show them this website (which I know has helped you, @anxietyattack66). They’d be in good hands here. Stay strong; you can get through this. Take a few deep breaths, and remember that you’re not alone.…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 days, 1 hour ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update A month ago, I would never be content to stare, motionless, at a wall. A month ago, though, I wasn’t like this. I can’t bring myself to look away. Then again, it’s not like I’m […] View

    It’s ok if you feel that way, it’s ok to see the frustrating and darker side of things. It’s ok to walk way from it for some time, but just leaving it the way it is won’t help you, and it won’t help those who are with you. You have friends that’ll support you all the way, no matter what happens. last month of course I went through a similar…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 6 days, 1 hour ago

    Death, something you have to acknowledge and deal with. You can’t reverse it, nor can you undo it. That’s why no matter what you are going through, you should never think about death since you can’t undue it (Unless there is a miracle, which isn’t the case for many people). Living life for all we know is hard as hell if we don’t do it the right…[Read more]

    Mood : Awake
    • It’s great to see you inspiring people with hope and telling others to focus on all the good things in life @anxietyattack66, we will always be here to support and care about you Steve, have a fantastic day and keep smiling, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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      We’ll always be here for you, Steve! :)

      I agree with your belief. We must never let go of the hope that things will be okay someday, no matter how difficult a situation we are in, in the meantime.
      That exact hope is a little light that I held onto for years, and even in the worst of times when death was nearly staring me…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 days, 10 hours ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update https://youtu.be/4v5hXZdbUj8 View

    Yeah, it’s great to be back. Thank you for being my friend and always being here for me. I needed that time off for family greetings, and for the things I love to do, but I missed being on here at the same time since I get to be connected with all of you guys.

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    $teve posted an update 6 days, 12 hours ago

    https://youtu.be/4v5hXZdbUj8

    Mood : Rejuvenated
    • It’s great to see you positive and rejuvenated @anxietyattack66, keep smiling, stay awesome and have a great day Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Yeah, it’s great to be back. Thank you for being my friend and always being here for me. I needed that time off for family greetings, and for the things I love to do, but I missed being on here at the same time since I get to be connected with all of you guys.

    • So long since I’ve seen something JackSepticEye related! It’s so nice to see you are feeling good, Steve. I hope your week started great, and that you are enjoying the day. Stay strong, and remember that we are here for you :)

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update This website is a place where I can be myself. I don’t have to pretend to get better, I don’t have to worry about you guys abandoning me because I’m not improving, I don’t have to be a […] View

    I know this is a late reply, but I just want to say your welcome. I want to help the best I can with people who are suffering like us, and I need to take care of myself more also, because I usually help others more than I help myself. Everyone who’s a friend of yours online and in person will always be by your side trying to support you in any…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update ”What’s a girl to do when she’s not strong When everyone that holds my hand Gets cut from all the thorns I used to put my ear against the wall To hear the screams, to hear the […] View

    Wow, that’s powerful in my mind. Don’t ever think about giving up, you literally try to help your friends when they are in a bad position. Stay strong, don’t think your weak, and don’t think that escaping is the answer, since that’s never the answer. I know that those aren’t your word, but you chose those words because that’s how you relate…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Hello everyone, i’m going to take a break from this website over the weekend because I just need to use that time on other things that I love to do in my life. Hope you all understand, and yeah. I’ll be back on Monday. I can’t thank everyone enough for their support to me when I started this account, and i hope that you all have a good weekend,…[Read more]

    Mood : Thankful
    • That’s wonderful, Steve! I wish you a fantastic weekend, and that you can spend as much time as you can doing and enjoying the things you love. You really deserve it!

    • Do look after yourself and have a great weekend @anxietyattack66, self care is important Steve, do take a break from BT and focus on the things that make you happy, fill your time with activities that bring a smile to your face and keep going forward, remember you are awesome and wonderful Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      That’s completely understandable. :) Take all the time you need.
      We will still be here when you come back, whether that’s after the weekend or even longer. We’ll always be here whenever you need us!

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update The people in my life feel like I’m not trying hard enough to fix my depression. They get mad at me, say I need to do more, tell me things I know already. I’m just… stuck. Anyone with […] View

    I will always forgive you, no matter what. My dad always gets mad at me whenever I mention the word depression, but it’s something I go through everyday. I feel that he has depression also, but doesn’t want to reveal it since he doesn’t want his family to get sad and worried.

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