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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I can cut and cut to numb the pain but it wont go away my razor is like a pain killer except it causes pain, I’ve learned that the pain never goes away, you can only make room for […] View

    Thank you Oli

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 3 months ago

    I can cut and cut to numb the pain but it wont go away my razor is like a pain killer except it causes pain, I’ve learned that the pain never goes away, you can only make room for it. But what if I have no more room to make for the pain, I’ve been in pain all of my life I don’t want to be in pain anymore I can’t handle it. Few people…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Please don’t harm or kill yourself @whyamialive, things may seem hard but everything will be OK and things will change for the better, focus on making each day wonderful and surround yourself with happiness, remember it’s not about how many times you get knocked down in life, it’s about how many times you are able to get back up on your feet,…[Read more]

    • Thank you Oli

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    There is no reason to get up, no reason to eat, drink, breath. I’m done why am I not allowed to give I want a good reason not just ”your a good person” or ”your a fighter”

    • You deserve to be here @whyamialive, you were put on this earth to do great things and to make all your dreams come true, focus on making each day bright, happy and wonderful, don’t let your struggles get you down, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, remember to fill your days with things, people and activities that bring a smile…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to wake up, breathe, eat, live, I just quit

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    • Please don’t let depression and sadness get you down @whyamialive, you are such a wonderful, special and awesome person who deserves all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, try to stay upbeat and focus on all the things that make you feel amazing, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who will make it…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months ago

    I’m not fine I cant trust people with my problems so I’m going to not talkto friends cause Im done with them twisting my words

    • I’m sorry you are going through this. I hope eventually you can find some friends that you can trust. Venting to a journal or several, or to us here in addition to finding distractions such as hobbies or music is a good way to release your feelings if you are feeling sad or angry.

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Do get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out to someone you can trust @whyamialive, please know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, we all want the best for you, do surround yourself with friends who are honest, compassionate and loving, everything will be OK, always be around things that bring you positivity,…[Read more]

    • It’s unfortunate that some people will, purposely or by a misunderstanding, twist your words and give them another meaning. You’ll find someone you can trust, @whyamialive. Until that time arrives, you can trust me and any BT member. You have our full support, and you can reach to us if you need to talk or vent. You are not alone <3

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop View

    Because the councilor called the crisis unit and they have my adress so all anyone needs to to is say I’m harming myself

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop View

    Yes name is on file all you have to do is say my name);

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months ago

    Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop

    • @whyamialive

      That isn’t on us, truly. Unless you gave your physical address to someone here on the site, then there would be no way that any of us whatsoever could have sent the police to check up on you.

      I am glad that you’re fine, though, really. But this isn’t something that we could’ve had control of doing.

    • Yes name is on file all you have to do is say my name);

    • Because the councilor called the crisis unit and they have my adress so all anyone needs to to is say I’m harming myself

    • @whyamialive

      That would strictly be a counselor thing, then. We as members still don’t have access to any of that information. What ever you mention in your posts here, we can only go so far as to offer help directly; it isn’t possible for us to notify anyone else.
      But if you said you were going to hurt yourself to this counselor, I believe…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, @devilndisguise is right, no-one in this community has access to your address or personal information, do stay safe and take care of yourself, glad this counsellor sent someone to check up on you, I don’t want to see you hurting at all, please don’t harm yourself, your counsellor wants the best for you…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I fucking did it agaiN

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Please don’t do anything bad to yourself @whyamialive, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, mentally and physically, please know you are a survivor who will overcome all your struggles and so many more brighter days will be ahead for you, remember to hold your head up high and…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’ve picked up my cutting habit again

    Mood : Disappointed
    • I am sad to see you harm such a beautiful being, there are a great many people out there that care for you and would hate to see you hurt yourself in such a way. There are hundreds and even thousands of people here that would be happy to hear you out and see if they could help. All it takes is just putting the blade down or even clicking a button…[Read more]

    • Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, focus on getting yourself to a good place in life mentally and emotionally, I don’t want to see you hurting, you are such a special, fabulous and amazing person who deserves all the hope, love and positivity that life has to offer, things will get better, remember you are a survivor who is so courageous,…[Read more]

    • @whyamialive

      What’s good about habits is that they can be broken. While hard as that can be to do, it isn’t impossible. I couldn’t tell you the amount of times I’ve picked up that habit and broke it again; I’d be clean for a few months and then fall back into it. Sometimes even years would pass.

      I’ve been clean for almost a year now. I…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    No like, sick

    • I don’t want to see you feeling unwell @whyamialive, do rest and relax as much as you can so you feel better soon, but please go to the doctors or hospital to get yourself checked out just to be safe, you will be OK, please don’t give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or email me, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I feel. Weak );

    • You have so much strength, courage and bravery in you @whyamialive, please keep going, you are a fighter and survivor who will overcome all the dark moments, so many better days will be ahead for you, remember to smile brightly, hold your head up high and always believe in yourself, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Oli you don’t understand the pain in my life why am going tofight anymore

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t let the pain, sadness and darkness get you down @whyamialive, you will overcome all the hard times because you are full of strength, hope and courage, keep fighting and know you will make it through this as you are a survivor, so many happier and brighter moments lie ahead for you, your future will be so fantastic, remember to always…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’m going to die anyway, why not do it now?

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, you are a survivor and fighter who will make it through the dark times and come out so much stronger, remember to surround yourself with love, hope, compassion and empathy, do what makes you happy and try to make each day fabulous, you are such a brilliant person who truly deserves all the best out of…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I don’t wanna do this anymore.

    Mood : Numb
    • Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles get you down @whyamialive, you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger, so many better and brighter days are ahead for you, focus on all the things that bring you happiness and on getting yourself to a good place in life mentally and emotionally, everything will be OK, hold your…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Ahhh, my anxiety is through the roof I hate this school stuff

    Mood : Frustrated
    • Please don’t let anxiety get you down @whyamialive, try to relax, calm your mind and put yourself at ease, take deep breathes and focus on all the things that bring you peace, surround yourself with hope, joy and happiness, everything will be OK, you are a survivor who will make it through hard times and come out stronger, keep going forward and…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    This stupid glitch my iPod stop sending the ame thing over and over, STUPID IPOD

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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