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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 20 hours, 56 minutes ago

    I’m alive );

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    • I’m so glad you are here @whyamialive, please don’t give up, you are a fighter who will make it through the difficult times and come out so much stronger, remember to stay positive, hold your head up high and keep fighting, you will make it through this because you are a survivor, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me…[Read more]

    • Good. Every life is important; yours is no different.

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 5 days, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions View

    Thank you for the support and I hpoe I haven’t wasted your time. Help someone who is not far beond helping. I feel i will never hit my worst my life is going down hill, like falling down a mountain, but with infinite Hight. I can cut and cut it away but it only gets worse. I’m sorry of you feel like you have done this for nothing, you have…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 5 days, 23 hours ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions View

    You are right I do fight it because I don’t feel living is an option any more

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 6 days, 20 hours ago

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    OK? You think everything is okay, my life is far from okay. You don’t understand how I feel, the pain I go through everyday trying not to want to kill my self the people that bully me, the rumors. I just want it to stop but everyone tells me the same damn thong over and over to keep fighting, For what? So I can continue to let others use me for…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    *Meds*

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t do this @whyamialive, things will get better and everything will be OK, you are a fighter and survivor who will overcome all your struggles, you will find true happiness and joy in life, so please don’t kill yourself, so many wonderful moments are ahead for you and you will make all your dreams come true, believe in yourself, keep…[Read more]

    • OK? You think everything is okay, my life is far from okay. You don’t understand how I feel, the pain I go through everyday trying not to want to kill my self the people that bully me, the rumors. I just want it to stop but everyone tells me the same damn thong over and over to keep fighting, For what? So I can continue to let others use me for…[Read more]

    • I’ll always be here for you @whyamialive, I want you to be happy, to see you smile and being surrounded by kindness, love and compassion, don’t let horrible people bring you down, do stand up for yourself and know you are a fighter who is so much stronger than those who seek to break you, please don’t give up, things will get better for you and…[Read more]

    • @whyamialive you may agree or may not, but there’s more people with depression than you think, aka , many people felt the same way as you do.
      However is quite pointless feeling that way. You need to love yourself enough that you get courage and start to do things to actually change your life. Example: not happy with your job? Find another one.…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions

    Mood : Hurt
    • @whyamialive
      I can guarantee you that no one is going to give you advice on how to kill yourself. That’s not what BlahTherapy is for and not what the people who are on it do. We’re going to be there for you and listen to you, but we aren’t going to tell you how to successfully commit suicide. That’s just wrong.

      All the community here can offer…[Read more]

    • You are right I do fight it because I don’t feel living is an option any more

    • Thank you for the support and I hpoe I haven’t wasted your time. Help someone who is not far beond helping. I feel i will never hit my worst my life is going down hill, like falling down a mountain, but with infinite Hight. I can cut and cut it away but it only gets worse. I’m sorry of you feel like you have done this for nothing, you have…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    OLI check your email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oli check email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oli email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I don’t know what to do I have my razor in my hand but I must refuse it’s sooo difficult

    • Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you are so strong, amazing and wonderful, don’t let your struggles get you down, you will make it through this, hold your head up high and focus on making each day brilliant and incredible, everything will be OK, you are a survivor who never gives up and will overcome, believe in yourself and keep going…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oli I emailed you

    • Thanks I have replied to your email @whyamialive, you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger, don’t let depression, sadness and pain stand in your way, you will find true happiness and make each day fantastic, show the world how truly amazing you are and keep going forward, you can do it, believe in yourself and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oli I emailed you

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oil check email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oil I have emailed you

    • I have replied to your email @whyamialive, please don’t give up, you are so strong, wonderful and awesome, you will overcome all the hard times and so many happier, brighter and better days will be ahead for you, inbox me anytime if you need to talk or email me, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Oil I have emailed you

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Why is it so hard to die, why so painful, why does the body fight to stay alive, I just want it to end,to die , for the world to stop, why can’t my body let me just die. … I’m soo fucking broken, why it’s not fair. I just want too bleed out in the tub of hot water maybe less painful. But my family… Help please I can’t do this anymore. I…[Read more]

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t give up @whyamialive, you have so much strength, courage and bravery inside and out, keep fighting because you will overcome all the hard times and so many better days will be ahead, everything will be OK, hold your head up high, go forward and believe in yourself, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or email…[Read more]

    • Don’t do this to yourself @whyamialive . Things will seem so tough but it is worth fighting for them. Lots of the time, you will want to just go, but don’t let this world lose you. I don’t know you much, but I can tell that you are strong and brave. But you need to show the world that. Ending your life won’t do much. Stay with us. Please.

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Have few friends 1 of them was very close but they told the whole class my problem on purpose, he is now against me the only friend I have left I will have to leave cause one of them is getting home schooled and the other is in another grade for highschool I will be all alone and I have no more trust for others anymore I am scared to make friends…[Read more]

    • Everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too @whyamialive, do surround yourself with compassion, empathy and kindness, everything will be OK, remember you are loved, appreciated and cared for by all of us here on BT, keep fighting and never give up, you will beat depression and all the hard times, so many better days will be ahead,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I didn’t respond I was trying to hang myself I’ve failed I feel like shit even worst than before

    • Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you will make it through the dark times and come out so much stronger, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, things will change for the better and everything will work out for you, focus on your bright, happy and wonderful future, you can do it, believe in yourself and…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    My email is [email protected] my inbox is broken

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    So this is it. Goodbye and thanks for trying to help I am a lost cause so I must do what is right for the world.

    Mood : Hurt
    • No don’t go.

    • Please stay here

    • Trust me. Someone will miss you. Someone will cry every night because you are gone. Someone will love you. It’s worth staying.

    • Please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, you are truly a blessing and a special person who deserves all the happiness and love that the world has to offer, please don’t give up, things will change for the better and you will make all your dreams come true, stay positive, hold your head up high and always believe in yourself, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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