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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Why do I even update this anymore it’s been like 2hrs and no reply

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 3 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give […] View

    Why do people care honestly

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give and give and give and then be thrown away like a balled up paper and over again. Fuck it no escape anyomore I can’t cut it away I can’t talk it out I can kill myself…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let anyone be horrible to you and please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, show the world how truly strong you are, you will make it through this, hold your head up high and don’t let anything or anyone stand in the way of your happiness, you are a survivor who will overcome and so many more brighter days will be ahead, believe in…[Read more]

    • Why do people care honestly

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give and give and give and then be thrown away like a balled up paper and over again. Fuck it no escape anyomore I can’t cut it away I can’t talk it out I can kill myself…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I can’t gather the courage to talk to my school counceler

    • Try to open up to someone who you can trust @whyamialive, do try to talk to your school counsellor and see what happens, remember you can always confide in me or anyone in the BT community, we care about you and want to see you happy, you are such a fantastic person who deserves all the best, everything will be OK, keep going and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I can’t gather the courage to talk to my school counceler

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 3 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    Plz respond I’m curious

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    If I died how would you feel obviously not too bad cause you don’t know me but I’m curios and I only want the truth

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    Is it wrong to cut to make myself feel better or is it just people say no cause it dosent help them

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    wow you do care ive read everything total wrote and I appreciate it and how you can relate and I will email you oil thank you all for your support I am not better but I am not worst I may seem a little stubborn but I am scared, scared of life, my future, people, and what they do to me.

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    See if anyone cared they would read and help all anyone says is ”it’ll get better” but the answer is no it won’t it’s just a thing one says to make them feel better but it’s all lies

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    Cutting myself open was my only escape I want to start up again but spring is coming and it’s getting warm that means shortsleeve shirts and I want to escape bit people will judge but they dont know me how I feel and everyone says not to but they don’t get the freedom and satisfaction when that blade slides along my skin and the blood drips. Do…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    Plz comment my inbox is f’ed up it won’t let me type I’m on an ipod

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life or how I feel so please don’t just say itll get better I am alone nobody fights with me/ by my side almost everyday none of my “friends” are friend and no body I…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Plz comment my inbox is f’ed up it won’t let me type I’m on an ipod

    • Cutting myself open was my only escape I want to start up again but spring is coming and it’s getting warm that means shortsleeve shirts and I want to escape bit people will judge but they dont know me how I feel and everyone says not to but they don’t get the freedom and satisfaction when that blade slides along my skin and the blood drips. Do…[Read more]

    • See if anyone cared they would read and help all anyone says is ”it’ll get better” but the answer is no it won’t it’s just a thing one says to make them feel better but it’s all lies

    • When you said to imagine being you, I continued to read and truly imagined being in your shoes. I typically do try to put myself in other people’s shoes to better understand what’s going on. This time, I can easily say that I understand. I get it.
      Now, that may seem like a really typical response, but let me continue.
      Four years ago, I was in a…[Read more]

    • You will make it through this @whyamialive, everything will be OK, don’t let depression and sadness get you down, you are a survivor and fighter who will do great things in life, make each day upbeat, positive and happy, remember the BT community cares about you and so do I, you will overcome and so many brighter days will be ahead, hold your…[Read more]

    • wow you do care ive read everything total wrote and I appreciate it and how you can relate and I will email you oil thank you all for your support I am not better but I am not worst I may seem a little stubborn but I am scared, scared of life, my future, people, and what they do to me.

    • And there’s nothing wrong with that, whatsoever. Everyone handles things differently, and it’s hard to see through all the pain. I totally get it.
      Just remember that we are always here for you.

    • Is it wrong to cut to make myself feel better or is it just people say no cause it dosent help them

    • If I died how would you feel obviously not too bad cause you don’t know me but I’m curios and I only want the truth

    • Plz respond I’m curious

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I feel alone nobody on/by my side encouraged to do the world a favor and end the mistake I am so I do not waste the air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat and the […] View

    You don’t know that it’s been like this for 14 years

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I feel alone nobody on/by my side encouraged to do the world a favor and end the mistake I am so I do not waste the air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat and the […] View

    You don’t know that it’s been like this for 14 years

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I feel alone nobody on/by my side encouraged to do the world a favor and end the mistake I am so I do not waste the air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat and the […] View

    Its been that way all my life

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    I feel alone nobody on/by my side encouraged to do the world a favor and end the mistake I am so I do not waste the air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat and the space we take if anyone truly cares please step up.

    Mood : Alone
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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update @invincible Ive tried basically everything I want you not to just say no I want a reason it seems suicides the only option now I’ve written my goodbyes to my family on a paper all […] View

    Plz plz reply

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update @invincible Ive tried basically everything I want you not to just say no I want a reason it seems suicides the only option now I’ve written my goodbyes to my family on a paper all […] View

    And I’m just soo fucking done I need to escape this world I need to not exist I know people care but they will eventually get over it everyone does so maybe I push everyone away from me then I won’t hurt others? I DON’T KNOW ):

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