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    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    My parents still think it just a normal thing for my age I don’t agree with that it’s not normal to feel this way

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor

    Mood : Depressed
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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I have hurt so many people trying to take my life, I feel I am alone. nowhere feels like home, safe. Maybe I should run and hurt them no more to leave and never come back

    Mood : Hurt
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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I have hurt so many people trying to take my life, I feel I am alone. nowhere feels like home, safe. Maybe I should run and hurt them no more to leave and never come back

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t feel alone and don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you are such a special, amazing and wonderful person who will make it through all the hard times and come out stronger, please surround yourself with happiness, love and hope, you are a survivor and fighter who never gives up, everything will be OK and things will get better, you truly…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    My attempts have weakened my spirit and has made it harder to recover and I don’t know if I can do this. I donk know if I deserve this chance at life. I have tried killing myself to get away from it. Now because of my decisions i am weak, I can’t do this anymore, someone plz help me);

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    I’m alive );

    Mood : Disappointed
    • I’m so glad you are here @whyamialive, please don’t give up, you are a fighter who will make it through the difficult times and come out so much stronger, remember to stay positive, hold your head up high and keep fighting, you will make it through this because you are a survivor, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me…[Read more]

    • Good. Every life is important; yours is no different.

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 2 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions View

    Thank you for the support and I hpoe I haven’t wasted your time. Help someone who is not far beond helping. I feel i will never hit my worst my life is going down hill, like falling down a mountain, but with infinite Hight. I can cut and cut it away but it only gets worse. I’m sorry of you feel like you have done this for nothing, you have…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 2 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions View

    You are right I do fight it because I don’t feel living is an option any more

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 2 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update *Meds* View

    OK? You think everything is okay, my life is far from okay. You don’t understand how I feel, the pain I go through everyday trying not to want to kill my self the people that bully me, the rumors. I just want it to stop but everyone tells me the same damn thong over and over to keep fighting, For what? So I can continue to let others use me for…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 2 months ago

    *Meds*

    Mood : Hurt
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t do this @whyamialive, things will get better and everything will be OK, you are a fighter and survivor who will overcome all your struggles, you will find true happiness and joy in life, so please don’t kill yourself, so many wonderful moments are ahead for you and you will make all your dreams come true, believe in yourself, keep…[Read more]

    • OK? You think everything is okay, my life is far from okay. You don’t understand how I feel, the pain I go through everyday trying not to want to kill my self the people that bully me, the rumors. I just want it to stop but everyone tells me the same damn thong over and over to keep fighting, For what? So I can continue to let others use me for…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I’ll always be here for you @whyamialive, I want you to be happy, to see you smile and being surrounded by kindness, love and compassion, don’t let horrible people bring you down, do stand up for yourself and know you are a fighter who is so much stronger than those who seek to break you, please don’t give up, things will get better for you and…[Read more]

    • @whyamialive you may agree or may not, but there’s more people with depression than you think, aka , many people felt the same way as you do.
      However is quite pointless feeling that way. You need to love yourself enough that you get courage and start to do things to actually change your life. Example: not happy with your job? Find another one.…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 2 months ago

    I want to overdose but the mess I take will only get me high. Their for ADHD. Advil? Comment any suggestions

    Mood : Hurt
    • @whyamialive
      I can guarantee you that no one is going to give you advice on how to kill yourself. That’s not what BlahTherapy is for and not what the people who are on it do. We’re going to be there for you and listen to you, but we aren’t going to tell you how to successfully commit suicide. That’s just wrong.

      All the community here can offer…[Read more]

    • You are right I do fight it because I don’t feel living is an option any more

    • Thank you for the support and I hpoe I haven’t wasted your time. Help someone who is not far beond helping. I feel i will never hit my worst my life is going down hill, like falling down a mountain, but with infinite Hight. I can cut and cut it away but it only gets worse. I’m sorry of you feel like you have done this for nothing, you have…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 2 months ago

    OLI check your email

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