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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I can cut and cut to numb the pain but it wont go away my razor is like a pain killer except it causes pain, I’ve learned that the pain never goes away, you can only make room for […] View

    Please don’t harm or kill yourself @whyamialive, things may seem hard but everything will be OK and things will change for the better, focus on making each day wonderful and surround yourself with happiness, remember it’s not about how many times you get knocked down in life, it’s about how many times you are able to get back up on your feet,…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update There is no reason to get up, no reason to eat, drink, breath. I’m done why am I not allowed to give I want a good reason not just ”your a good person” or ”your a fighter” […] View

    You deserve to be here @whyamialive, you were put on this earth to do great things and to make all your dreams come true, focus on making each day bright, happy and wonderful, don’t let your struggles get you down, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, remember to fill your days with things, people and activities that bring a smile…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to wake up, breathe, eat, live, I just quit View

    Please don’t let depression and sadness get you down @whyamialive, you are such a wonderful, special and awesome person who deserves all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, try to stay upbeat and focus on all the things that make you feel amazing, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who will make it…[Read more]

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    Marta posted a new activity comment 5 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I’m not fine I cant trust people with my problems so I’m going to not talkto friends cause Im done with them twisting my words View

    It’s unfortunate that some people will, purposely or by a misunderstanding, twist your words and give them another meaning. You’ll find someone you can trust, @whyamialive. Until that time arrives, you can trust me and any BT member. You have our full support, and you can reach to us if you need to talk or vent. You are not alone <3

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I’m not fine I cant trust people with my problems so I’m going to not talkto friends cause Im done with them twisting my words View

    Do get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out to someone you can trust @whyamialive, please know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, we all want the best for you, do surround yourself with friends who are honest, compassionate and loving, everything will be OK, always be around things that bring you positivity,…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop View

    Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, @devilndisguise is right, no-one in this community has access to your address or personal information, do stay safe and take care of yourself, glad this counsellor sent someone to check up on you, I don’t want to see you hurting at all, please don’t harm yourself, your counsellor wants the best for you…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted a new activity comment 5 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop View

    @whyamialive

    That would strictly be a counselor thing, then. We as members still don’t have access to any of that information. What ever you mention in your posts here, we can only go so far as to offer help directly; it isn’t possible for us to notify anyone else.
    But if you said you were going to hurt yourself to this counselor, I believe…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted a new activity comment 5 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Stop it guys I had a cop sent to y house to check on me y. Y I’m fine stop View

    @whyamialive

    That isn’t on us, truly. Unless you gave your physical address to someone here on the site, then there would be no way that any of us whatsoever could have sent the police to check up on you.

    I am glad that you’re fine, though, really. But this isn’t something that we could’ve had control of doing.

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I fucking did it agaiN View

    Please don’t do anything bad to yourself @whyamialive, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, mentally and physically, please know you are a survivor who will overcome all your struggles and so many more brighter days will be ahead for you, remember to hold your head up high and…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I’ve picked up my cutting habit again View

    @whyamialive

    What’s good about habits is that they can be broken. While hard as that can be to do, it isn’t impossible. I couldn’t tell you the amount of times I’ve picked up that habit and broke it again; I’d be clean for a few months and then fall back into it. Sometimes even years would pass.

    I’ve been clean for almost a year now. I…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I’ve picked up my cutting habit again View

    Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, focus on getting yourself to a good place in life mentally and emotionally, I don’t want to see you hurting, you are such a special, fabulous and amazing person who deserves all the hope, love and positivity that life has to offer, things will get better, remember you are a survivor who is so courageous,…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update No like, sick View

    I don’t want to see you feeling unwell @whyamialive, do rest and relax as much as you can so you feel better soon, but please go to the doctors or hospital to get yourself checked out just to be safe, you will be OK, please don’t give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or email me, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I feel. Weak ); View

    You have so much strength, courage and bravery in you @whyamialive, please keep going, you are a fighter and survivor who will overcome all the dark moments, so many better days will be ahead for you, remember to smile brightly, hold your head up high and always believe in yourself, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Oli you don’t understand the pain in my life why am going tofight anymore View

    Please don’t let the pain, sadness and darkness get you down @whyamialive, you will overcome all the hard times because you are full of strength, hope and courage, keep fighting and know you will make it through this as you are a survivor, so many happier and brighter moments lie ahead for you, your future will be so fantastic, remember to always…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I’m going to die anyway, why not do it now? View

    Please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, you are a survivor and fighter who will make it through the dark times and come out so much stronger, remember to surround yourself with love, hope, compassion and empathy, do what makes you happy and try to make each day fabulous, you are such a brilliant person who truly deserves all the best out of…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I don’t wanna do this anymore. View

    Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles get you down @whyamialive, you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger, so many better and brighter days are ahead for you, focus on all the things that bring you happiness and on getting yourself to a good place in life mentally and emotionally, everything will be OK, hold your…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update Ahhh, my anxiety is through the roof I hate this school stuff View

    Please don’t let anxiety get you down @whyamialive, try to relax, calm your mind and put yourself at ease, take deep breathes and focus on all the things that bring you peace, surround yourself with hope, joy and happiness, everything will be OK, you are a survivor who will make it through hard times and come out stronger, keep going forward and…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    Do confide in someone you trust @whyamialive, don’t bottle up your thoughts, feelings and emotions, do find a good way to get them out so you can unburden yourself, remember the BT community is here for you too, you can always talk to me or any of our compassionate members, I want to see you truly happy, everything will be OK, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted a new activity comment 5 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I talked with the crisis services for 5 hrs at school. I answers a bunch of questions it was hell I wish I never talked to the school councilor View

    @whyamialive

    I have no doubt whatsoever that this was for the best. I’m proud of you for reaching out to someone like that.

    Try not to fret; I know, easier said than done, but they only want to help you. You deserve to be helped.

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 6 months ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I have hurt so many people trying to take my life, I feel I am alone. nowhere feels like home, safe. Maybe I should run and hurt them no more to leave and never come back View

    Please don’t feel alone and don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you are such a special, amazing and wonderful person who will make it through all the hard times and come out stronger, please surround yourself with happiness, love and hope, you are a survivor and fighter who never gives up, everything will be OK and things will get better, you truly…[Read more]

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