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    mariko posted an update 4 months ago

    Really rough week. Alot of emotions. Hanging in there because I have people who would want me to keep going.
    So I’m just dropping this song here for anyone that wants, to me it really helps me to remember why I have to keep going:

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles get you down @marikofujimoto, you are a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who will make amazing things happen sweetie, don’t let anything stand in your way Mariko, hold your head up high and keep going forward hun, stay positive, upbeat and shine Mariko, I am rooting for you and so is the BT…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: bigheart867 posted an update Are there any loyal people and good friendships left on this planet???? View

    @bigheart867 was wondering the same today…

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: rinseandrep posted an update Great, now there’s two spammers~ View

    @rinseandrep on the feed page? Haven’t seen any

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Ended up not going to a festival because had no one to go with. I invited someone but the person decided to go with someone else..
    I know university is just to have my education (which is going great!) but it makes me feel genuinly depressed….
    My therapist keeps saying for me to try but everytime I do doesn’t work…
    Maybe I’m shit at picking…[Read more]

    Mood : Cold
    • Please don’t feel bad about yourself @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves good friends around her, I know how you feel, being an introvert and shy myself, it’s so difficult to make friends and create meaningful bonds with people, you are trying your best sweetie, keep going and know you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Postive Vibes posted an update Hello, all you lovely people,I just wanted your advice on a situation, for those who have known me on here, my parents have always had an issue with my boyfriend.So yday whilst i […] View

    @positivity-vibes as someone who went through the same (difference is my parents are catholic and portuguese) my advice is to not give a fuck. Your parents will always panic and go “omg what will people think??”. That’s no way of living.
    From what I understood they are indians living in the UK. Is fine loving your culture but not judging the…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I just read someone saying ”there’s stigma around rapist”. this person flat out said he rapped someone and that there’s stigma. That rappist shouldn’t be forgiven but neither punished. You […] View

    @oliver couln’t agree more. Is a super terrifying experience and the victims deserve so inner peace knowing justice was made

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I just read someone saying ”there’s stigma around rapist”. this person flat out said he rapped someone and that there’s stigma. That rappist shouldn’t be forgiven but neither punished. You […] View

    @agm24 I genuinly hope so. I hate that nowdays everything is called a stigma. Wish the world was more kinder and no so ignorant.

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I just read someone saying ”there’s stigma around rapist”. this person flat out said he rapped someone and that there’s stigma. That rappist shouldn’t be forgiven but neither punished.
    You sir are the kind of garbage that shouldn’t consume the oxygen of this world. Be gone.

    Mood : Angry
    • Anyone who commits such a horrible crime like rape or sexual assault should be punished severely, thrown in jail for a long time @marikofujimoto, survivors of sexual violence are so brave, courageous and strong, hope you are OK sweetie and having a fantastic day Mariko, I want to see you smiling hun and doing well, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

    • @agm24 I genuinly hope so. I hate that nowdays everything is called a stigma. Wish the world was more kinder and no so ignorant.

    • @oliver couln’t agree more. Is a super terrifying experience and the victims deserve so inner peace knowing justice was made

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mini_beethoven posted an update I was diagnosed at my last counselling session with Complex PTSD. I’ve never experienced any trauma or abuse that I know of either. Idk how to feel. View

    @kittymew PTSD usually is severe trauma but sometimes ”light” PTSD can occour from abusive homes or relationships.
    Also remember therapists are humans, they have flaws. Is possible he misdiagnosed you.
    You can always request a second opinion if you are unsure about this

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Gleb posted an update Guys, I need your opinion. I teach a 12 year old English on Fridays (her native language is Hebrew). And her parents tell me she has high grades. Higher than before. Now as a small prize, I […] View

    @gleb yeah it is. I would consider it a family movie really. Overal is a fantasy movie
    And is always a fun way to learn english! Good choise :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Robyn97 posted an update My boyfriend is a bipolar, compulsive liar and I need to know how I can convince him to seriously get help. He’s the controlling type that always needs to have his way. He listens to no […] View

    @robgibb1997 thing is being realistic you really can’t.. Narcissistic people never admit their own flaws. How can you help him if he doesn’t admit his mistakes? For you to move forward you admit what you do wrong and change it.

    I can say “go to a therapist” but even therapy in these situations is a very hard case.
    I understand you want to…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update There cannot be that many morons out there who don’t understand anxiety and how it works … View

    @invincible sadly there are. I’ve seen it all and there’s still alot of stigma and ignorance around it..
    I hope you have better luck next time though. That life helps you in the sense of having more supportive people around

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Is there anyone around here that could chat for a bit? I’m genuinly not ok today and I need help.

    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, talk to me sweetie, I want to see you feeling fantastic, upbeat and happy Mariko, inbox me anytime hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Hey, sorry it’s a few days since you posted but please drop me a message anytime you want to chat. Alex.

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    mariko posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    3 years and still waiting….

    Mood : Sad
    • You are such a beautiful, special and amazing angel who deserves love, happiness, joy and hope in her life @marikofujimoto, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day wonderful sweetie, everything will be OK Mariko, hold your head up high and know you will overcome hun, I care about you and so does the BT community, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 months ago

    Happy holidays everyone

    • Oli replied 6 months ago

      Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and New Year @marikofujimoto, thanks for always being the kind, lovely and special angel that you are sweetie, keep brightening up this community with your compassion, empathy and warmth, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 6 months ago

    In reply to: Sierra posted an update My best friend left her pro-anorexia blog open on my computer and everything in me wants to delete but that feels like crossing a line…not sure what to do…this stuff is so dangerous View

    @sierrastabler honestly you should talk to her, she needs help. She doesn’t realise but not only she’s fucking up her own health, but she’s fucking up other people’s health by this. Anorexia is not something to be romantised, is an incredibly deadly disease.

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    mariko posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Even though I went through alot of crap in highschool I miss the type of friendships I had.
    Pretty much all of my friends were boys and I had a blast everyday. Such fun and creative times. And even the romantic adventures would be sweet. Their compliments were genuine since I wasn’t the prettiest but my personality was strong. I miss that genuine…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • Oli replied 6 months ago

      Everyone deserves good friends around them who will treat them with respect, care and love @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, maybe getting back in touch with some of those people from your school days, re-connecting with those who brought you so much happiness could help you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, compassionate and kind angel who…[Read more]

    • girl same omg. but try to stay hopefuly and positive as best you can because sometimes when you don’t go searching for something – someone will come in and something cool will happen.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: BlackRabbit posted an update So I finally got my computer and my desk, I am all set up for games again. If anyone plays any PC games I wouldn’t mind trying some. I even started playing wow again, I am in the Trial […] View

    @blackrabbit I’ve heard so much cool stuff about wow, wish I had it. The only game nowdays I play actively is league of legends. I also got overwatch from my boyfriend but I’m a begginer. But if you find any more new games who are multiplayer and you want to have a friend just hit me up, I’ll gladly keep you company :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update My depression has been horrible these past 2 days. It got the point where I was threatening to take my own life. Ended up having the cops called on me…which in return made me feel even […] View

    @xxbaybayxx have you tried seeking for help? I know it might not seem like it helps but honestly if you are in this situation anything is usefull. People who are suicidal in reality really don’t want to die. They just want the pain to stop. And it can stop with help. Never give up ok? Life is shitty but it can be less shitty I pinky promise. Much love

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