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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 10 hours ago

    Sometimes I feel so crappy about being 21 and being 4’10 and quite petite. In my mind and my family’s mind and friends everyone thinks is a body type like any other.. I mean I even started to exercise and eat healthy (but well) , but.. when someone tells you that you look like 12.. let’s say my self esteem went down hill.. however I’m not…[Read more]

    • You are beautiful and amazing inside and out @marikofujimoto, please be kind to yourself Mariko, don’t let the mean comments of anyone get you down, truly love every part of yourself sweetie, stay healthy in a way that makes you feel happy, look in the mirror and smile at the wonderful person you see staring back at you Mariko, you can do it hun,…[Read more]

    • yeah dude, me trying to get some drinks from the bottle shop and the security guard asks for my id, apparently i don’t look over 18.. i’m 20 D:

    • @yamoros12 the struggle of reaching shelfs I relate so much xd . But hey even though I hear alot of crap about my height I still believe short people are adorable, therefore you are too ^-^

    • @oliver thank you so much. Sometimes is hard but I’m trying my best

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Starting my ballroom dance classes soon <3

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      That’s amazing @marikofujimoto, have a wonderful time and always do what you love, you will become a beautiful ballroom dancer Mariko, I’m here for you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    When your parents avoid you like the black plague you know it’s time to move.

    Mood : Cold
    • Your parents should show you all the love, support and care in the world @marikofujimoto, you deserve to be looked after by those closest to you sweetie, hopefully you will find a place where you feel appreciated, know you are wonderful Mariko and so many people are here for you, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need too, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • @oliver I truly wish they would.

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    Flameaura posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    I don’t know why I still hang out with you when I always end up becoming annoyed because you won’t compromise. You’ve changed.

    Mood : Bitchy
    • Surround yourself with people who will show you respect and share things equally @flameaura, I’m sure you will meet wonderful individuals, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    I just typed how terribly I am feeling but I just opened my blinds and it’s such a BEAUTIFUL sunny day!! Sure ,it’s cold, but the sun is shinning so bright. No matter if I’m dying I’m going to enjoy this beautiful day. Exhausted but happy about today :)

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Try to have a fabulous day @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will find awesome things to do but remember to stay healthy as well Mariko, I want you feeling good physically, mentally and emotionally, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to talk about anything Mariko, keep being incredible and beautiful :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    That time of the month mixed with a cold and also being a history tutor to my sister… let me tell you that sure is a bomb. My body is completly drained and I even been sleeping kinda well. Just god bless for painkillers and homemade food to restore my body.

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Do take care of yourself @marikofujimoto, you are such a lovely sister Mariko, helping your sibling in such a nice way, do rest and relax if you need too, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

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    Flameaura posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    I bet Nando’s didn’t want to hire me because I have no job experience / too young (but I’m turning 17 this month). But everyone has to start somewhere, right? The worst part is, I wasn’t contacted. It’s fine that you don’t want to hire me, but at least have the courtesy to notify this poor kid so that she doesn’t have to be clueless for 2 weeks?

    Mood : Angry
    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Don’t give up or become disheartened @flameaura, I’m sure you will find the right job for you, employers really should contact you about things when you apply, do your best to keep searching and a great opportunity will come your way, believe in yourself, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong,…[Read more]

    • You have every right to be angry. I wish you all the best for your future job interviews. Considering that you compete with people who are a lot older than you is admirable. Hope the next one goes better than this. Good luck!
      Make us proud.

    • @flameaura Nowdays people are very hypocrit when it comes to hire. They request experience when you’re just staring. My advice is just be patience and if you can get experience an activity ,for example volunteering. That gives a very good image to your curriculum and even if you have no background of a job the person hiring you will probably…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I need help. I mean it. It’s about relationships…

    Mood : Anxious
    • I’m always here if you need to chat or vent about anything @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, feel free to inbox me and I’ll do my best to help you :) (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Merry christmas to everyone xx *

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    mariko posted an update 4 weeks ago

    So today I just got a message from a friend of mine. I could say that he’s one of the few real friends I have. However I feel like I’m a crappy friend… I saw this guy suffer from bulimia, anxiety and depression and even though I helped him finding a good psychologist I feel like I didn’t do enough… And now I’m also seeing him heartbroken…[Read more]

    Mood : Dark
    • You are a wonderful friend @marikofujimoto, keep supporting and being there for him as much as you can Mariko, let him know that you will always be there as a shoulder for him to lean on during tough times, please don’t feel down, always be the compassionate angel that you are sweetie, hope things work out for you and your friend, I’m always here…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    I found out that reading and studying french by myself helps me a bit. I feel happy in a coffee shop with warm tea and my laptop with my stuff so I can read. Talking about this, does any of you have resources to learn french or recommendations for books?

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Idk why but my anxiety has been CRAZY. I have no idea why? Comes to the point feels like I’m having a heart attack… I can only feel better with an anxiety pill. Happened yesterday and again tonight. I don’t get why… I went out in a walk, shopping with my parents for christmas, I was 100% fine all day and now.. I swear anxiety is hard to understand..

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Try to relax, take deep breathes and focus your mind on bright things @marikofujimoto, you will be OK Mariko, find good ways to soothe and calm yourself, maybe some meditation will help you, I want to see you doing fantastically sweetie, feel free to inbox me if you want Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Nowdays I feel like people seek relationships to heal themselves. Sorry it’s not it works.. work on yourself first. Exercise, eat healthy but also treat yourself too! Go out to eat with friends, go buy a cuter sweater, buy some ice cream. If you’re healthy and you treat yourself then yes, you’ll find someone worthy because you’ll have a better…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      We should all try to make ourselves feel amazing @marikofujimoto, because everyone deserves to smile and face the world with positivity, having a relationship with someone in life is good but taking care of yourself is important too, keep shining Mariko, you can do it, remember to surround yourself with hope and joy, I’m always here for you Mariko…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Any Non-Drinkers Out There That Get It? in the group Group logoVent It! 1 month ago

    @akgibson First of all I want to tell you that you do NOT have to drink to socialise. Girl you have the wrong friends if they tell you that or make you feel that way.. I have friends and sometimes when we’re out […]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Amazing when some while ago my parents said ”you’re gaining weight again” and NOW that I’m eating ok and my body s better ”you don’t eat the right stuff, your hair is falling” I’m sorry last time I checked I have HEALTH CONDITION. Fucking tired of this. How are you supposed to love yourself when your own blood is constantly never happy with you.

    Mood : Hurt
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Your parents should help and support you @marikofujimoto, they should try to make things better for you Mariko, you are truly amazing and don’t let anyone tell you differently, look after and be kind to yourself, stay healthy because you deserve to feel physically, emotionally and mentally well hun, you will be OK Mariko, keep smiling and…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    There’s nothing better than a warm chicken soup in a super cold and rainy day <3 Thank you mum

    Mood : In love
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Do eat well and take care of yourself @marikofujimoto, I want you feeling good inside and out Mariko, smile and know you are beautiful, special and perfect in every single way, I’m always here for you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I believe that everytime you go through pain you can become better,stronger,smarter. With every bit of pain you have a new lesson. And the most recent lesson I learned is love yourself. Love yourself because when everyone breaks you down, you’re your own hero. I’ll be strong for myself. And I will never deppend on anyone ever again. Self love is…[Read more]

    • Do love and take care of yourself @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see such a kind and beautiful angel feeling down or alone, keep inspiring yourself to move forward because you will win all your battles to come out stronger and more confident, believe in yourself Mariko and know much brightness lies ahead for you, you will make all your dreams…[Read more]

    • I agree 100 per cent, you always learn the most through tough times!

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Advice for a therapy? in the group Group logoGeneral 1 month, 1 week ago

    @jeles I went through the exact same thing but when I went to my family doctor for a checkup she told me my anxiety was blowing off the roof so she gave me stronger anxiety medication (in my case I struggle with […]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I just want to say that some people REALLY don’t understand the point of this website. If someone offers you help you say thank you. Even if it didn’t fully help you be a decent human being and say “Sorry that didn’t help me much but thank you for your time”. Cause believe it or not people have lifes and if someone takes time of their own…[Read more]

    • We should all love, support and be there for each other on this site @marikofujimoto, I want Blah to remain a compassionate and kind community, thanks for all the amazing encouragement you do Mariko, you are truly an angel and a superstar :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    As someone who struggles with chronical anxiety, this is 100% accurate.

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling anxious @marikofujimoto, try to calm yourself and find ways to relax as best you can Mariko, spend time doing the activities that you love and enjoy hun, you will be OK because you are a survivor Mariko, I’m always here for you, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to talk :) <3 (hugs)

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