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    mariko posted an update 7 hours, 59 minutes ago

    Goodnight everyone. See you all tomorrow

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 9 hours ago

    Second night with panick attacks. Why me…

    • Try to relax, calm and ease your mind @marikofujimoto, take deep breathes sweetie and find ways to help yourself sleep more easily Mariko, you will be OK hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    nipun posted an update 1 day, 16 hours ago

    in the end.. we all want to feel loved and want to feel needed.. but no one will come forward… aah life

    Mood : Alone
    • Indeed @nipun, everyone deserves to feel loved, cared for, appreciated and respected, you do too, surround yourself with compassion and people who bring you hope, hold your head up high, keep smiling and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • thanks.. ^_^

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 19 hours ago

    Also today my mum asked me “what do you want to eat for lunch” and in the NICEST way possible I said “whateaver is easier for you to make, I don’t mind”, and she responded with “stop mouth talking!” …. ???? All because I was sleepy and didn’t respond super hyped?? And I said “and you wonder why I cry everyday and am anxious” and she…[Read more]

    • Your family should treat you with kindness, respect and love @marikofujimoto, you deserve so much better sweetie, I want to see you being cared for and appreciated by those closest to you Mariko, smile and surround yourself with the things that make you feel good hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 19 hours ago

    So last night I had a 20/30 mins panick attack. I felt like was going to genuinly die. My dad had to carry me to the balcony, put a chair there and sat me down. I was crying so hard everything was blurry. I felt fear, angry, pain, everything. He had to stick with me in a cold summer night cause after 2 years I still not control this. Once I…[Read more]

    • Glad you managed to calm yourself and relax @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling upbeat and positive sweetie, take one day at a time and find ways to ease your mind hun, you will be OK Mariko, I care about and love you, you are such a special angel who deserves happiness, stay focused on bringing brightness into your life and never give up,…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    Goodnight you guys. I’m going to try to sleep now.

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I wish schools would teach kids about real life issues like sex, self love, how to deal with life and people rejection, etc because I tell you, trying to learn it on your own is difficult as hell.

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 8 hours ago

    ”I wish I was a single child” – my sister.
    Night ruined, and big part of my heart. I would prefer a punch than this.

    Mood : Disgusted
    • Your sister should love, appreciate and care about you @marikofujimoto, you deserve so much better sweetie, I don’t want to see your family being horrible to you Mariko, those closest to you should treat you with respect, always be the amazing human-being that you are and know you are a special angel, remember you are a wonderful sibling too…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry, that would be awful to hear.
      I’m sure your sister didn’t truly mean it.

    • She hates my guts. Is sad, but I know she meant it… 3 more years and I’m out of here and I know we’ll never see each other again..

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 days, 13 hours ago

    So my mom has had a stomach flu for the past 5 days and even though I can’t stand her, I been doing everything for her from helping her bathe to cooking for her. She’s been really needy and I haven’t had time for much rest until her boyfriend would come over. Well today she’s a “little” better and this evil witch cursed me out and wished…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Your mother has absolutely no right being horrible to you @layla95, you are such a loving and sweet daughter for helping her when she is unwell and she repays you by being mean, you deserve so much better Layla, I want to see you being appreciated, loved and cared for by those closest to you hun, smile and know that the BT community will always be…[Read more]

    • You’re such a sweet daughter Layla, seriously. You have a golden heart. I’m sorry though she’s that ungratefull

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 18 hours ago

    What is helping me be positive.

    • It’s good to see you using music to help yourself feel more positive and happier @marikofujimoto, smile and always be the beautiful angel that you are sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 9 hours ago

    Maybe I actually deserve this pain for being so ridiculously naive.

    • You don’t deserve pain or sadness in life @marikofujimoto, you are a fantastic person who deserves to be surrounded by joy, love and brightness, I want to see you truly happy with someone who puts you first and is there for you unconditionally sweetie, smile and always be the incredible angel that you are Mariko, you can do it hun, inbox me…[Read more]

    • No one deserves pain. The people who inflict it are always to blame – always. Sometimes we leave ourselves open, but that is a necessary part of life, sometimes. Love and friendship makes you vulnerable by definition

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 9 hours ago

    You promised me a beautiful land, peacefull and with love, yet is just words. Until now you didn’t live up to your words. And day by day I’m crushing. Sorry if I can’t be fucking fake and hide it. I wish I wasn’t a good person and convinced myself that your words mean.
    You’re probably lying to me like every single guy lied to me before.…[Read more]

    • You are such a special, fantastic and wonderful person who deserves to be loved by a partner who will treat you right @marikofujimoto, talk to your boyfriend sweetie about what you both want out of the relationship, make each day with each other stronger and better, I don’t want to see you being used hun, you are perfect inside and out Mariko who…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto hey I’m just now seeing this. Are you fine now? Message me if you want to talk dear

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 9 hours ago

    Love is a fucking lie.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, so many people care about you and want to see you happy sweetie, you are such a beautiful angel and incredible soul who has always been there to support others, try to stay positive hun and keep going, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :)[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 8 hours ago

    I’m on that time of the month and want cuddles cause I’m clingy af.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved and cared for @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, always know you are a beautiful and special angel inside and out, I want to see you feeling happy sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (gives Mariko hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    Even though these things have been stressing me out, I’m still trying to be positive people! One thing I found out that helps alot is spreading positivity. Giving a nice genuine compliment to someone, or buy something cute randomly to my sister. Or even spoil me a little bit by buying some oreos. Little things help alot :)

    • It’s good to see you determined to spread positivity and happiness @marikofujimoto, don’t let the bad times get you down sweetie, focus on making each day beautiful and amazing Mariko, smile and know you are an incredible angel who is filled with compassion, always be good to yourself and bring cheerfulness into this world, inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    Don’t get why some people are only happy if others are as miserable as them.. stop! My family needs happiness, since 2015 we’ve been going through so much.. leave us alone!

    • Don’t let anyone spread negativity that aims to make you unhappy @marikofujimoto, focus on all the things that bring you brightness and joy in life Mariko, surround yourself with things that bring in sunshine, hope and love, you can do it, smile and keep being the special angel that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    Also another thing that truly bothered me… one of my cousins got arrested for drug trafficing (can’t spell , sorry) and he decided to call all of my family members saying how “he’s going to die”, and the anual meeting of all family members got cancel… so fucking pissed!! You CHOSE that life, you chose to have kids and abbandon them and be…[Read more]

    • Hope your cousin manages to beat his addiction and gets the help he needs so he can straighten his life out @marikofujimoto, try to help and support him as best you can sweetie but at the same time don’t let him drag you or your family down because you deserve true happiness, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto I hope things get better… sometimes people do things because they’re in desperate need of money and they’re only thinking about money… it is sad that he chose that route, hopefully things get better and he learns from his mistake and chooses to change his life. He’s just paranoid at the moment and that’s why he called…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    I want to wear my university uniform and see everyone proud, and obviously be proud of myself!

    • I’m sure you will look beautiful and so many people will be happy for you @marikofujimoto, your time in university will be successful and you will do amazingly, stay fabulous and look forward with confidence sweetie, you can do it Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 19 hours ago

    Is already 16th of August… in September 8th I’ll know the results if I entered to the degree I wanted… the closer it gets, the more stressed I am, this is so important to me..

    • I’m sure you will get positive results and be accepted into the degree class of your choosing @marikofujimoto, your future will be so amazing and wonderful sweetie, make great things happen and never give up Mariko, be proud of yourself and know I believe in you, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3…[Read more]

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