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    lifeofmine posted an update 2 months ago

    its been a while since ive been here. things have been rocky. most days im crying my eyes out and other days I just try to get through the day.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t let sadness get you down @smilegone, you are such a lovely, special and amazing person who truly deserves all the happiness in the world, everything will be OK and things will work out for you, focus on getting yourself to a good place in life and make each day fantastic, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor who will…[Read more]

    • Keep taking it one day at a time. The important thing to remember and to remind yourself is that you’re trying, and as long as you try and manage to get through each day, you’re one step closer to getting where you need to be, mentally.
      It’s a process and it can take a lot of time, but I believe you’ll get there.

    • i hope things can get better for you, we are here if you ever need to talk!

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    lifeofmine posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    finally had to see a doctor. i couldn’t control the shaking. diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. wanted to put me on meds but I refused. concerned that my mental state is not in a healthy state.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t be afraid @smilegone, do look after yourself mentally and emotionally, you are such a brave, fantastic and awesome person who truly deserves all the happiness in the world, focus on getting yourself to a good place in life and hold your head up high, believe in yourself and keep going forward with hope, you can do it, you are a…[Read more]

    • Talk it with someone instead of meds, hoping you can feel some ease from all of this. it will get better and we are all rooting for you here. ♥

    • It’s okay to refuse meds, @smilegone. There are other kind of treatments to keep ou healthy, such as therapy. Just remember to take care of yourself and look after your health, those are the most important things. You have our full support, and if you ever need to talk about anything, my inbox is open. Stay strong, you can do this! ♥

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    lifeofmine posted an update 3 months ago

    no longer feels like home…more like a battle field…fighting for air!

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      Everyone deserves to live in a place where they feel happy, safe and loved @smilegone, you do too, please stay positive and know you belong on here, the BT community is here for you, we are an online community where you can feel appreciated and valued, you are such an incredible, beautiful and wonderful person who truly deserves all the best out…[Read more]

    • Here if you need to vent. You deserve comfort and happiness. Wishing you a good rest of the week.

    • Not feeling safe in your own home it’s very distressing and draining. I hope that situation can be solved as soons as possible, you don’t deserve to feel like that. If you need to talk or vent, don’t doubt to DM me. Stay strong!

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update There is absolutely no hope for me, I just want to die, end it all, why was I born?, my life has no purpose, I’m always going to be a stupid reclusive loner and hermit, everything will always […] View

    OLI…your life does have purpose! you are such an inspiration and a positive person! you always have positive things to say when im feeling down. and great advice! don’t give up! never give up! keep pushing oli!!

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: lifeofmine posted an update Just had an awesome session with someone on chat as a listener. i was able to help and possibly save someone’s marriage! im happy!! View

    thank you!!

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: lifeofmine posted an update Just had an awesome session with someone on chat as a listener. i was able to help and possibly save someone’s marriage! im happy!! View

    thank you oli!!

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    lifeofmine posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    had a really bad and awkward day today…just when i thought everything was getting back to normal…i get more things shoved in my face!

    Mood : Stressed
    • Please don’t let the bad days get you down @smilegone, you will make it through the hard moments because you have so much strength, bravery and courage inside and out, everything will be OK, stay upbeat and know things will get better, hold your head up high and remember you are a survivor who will overcome, go forward with hope and confidence,…[Read more]

    • I’m sorry to hear. :( But things will pass and you will hopefully have better days coming, as you deserve it. You are strong and capable and you will get through it, I believe in you

    • I’m so sorry to hear you had such a day… Fortunately, today will come to an end soon. You’re a strong fighter, you can do it! And tomorrow will come full of new possibilities, and a lot of happy moments for you. You deserve them! <3

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: smilegone posted an update christmas turned out great. View

    thank you! so far everything has been positive. and i hope it stays that way! wishing you an amazing year as well!

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: smilegone posted an update christmas turned out great. View

    thank you! so far the start to the new year has been positive. hope it continues to stay this way. i appreciate you! and same here you are more than welcomed to chat or vent to me as well!

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    lifeofmine posted a new activity comment 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: smilegone posted an update christmas turned out great. View

    thank you!

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    lifeofmine posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Just had an awesome session with someone on chat as a listener. i was able to help and possibly save someone’s marriage! im happy!!

    Mood : Accomplished
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    smilegone posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    christmas turned out great.

    • that is so great!! i’m so happy for you!

    • It’s great that you had a wonderful Christmas @smilegone, I’m sure you will have a fabulous new year as well, keep smiling and always be the beautiful human-being that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • It’s fantastic that you enjoyed Christmas, @smilegone! I hope this new year brings a lot of beautiful things for you, and that it’s filled with great experiences and memories. Stay strong, and awesome! <3

    • thank you!

    • thank you! so far the start to the new year has been positive. hope it continues to stay this way. i appreciate you! and same here you are more than welcomed to chat or vent to me as well!

    • thank you! so far everything has been positive. and i hope it stays that way! wishing you an amazing year as well!

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    smilegone posted an update 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    feel like im having more bad days than good ones now. feeling down and have low self esteem almost zero confidence. nothing like before. i used to be vibrant. confident. love being in my own skin without a care in the world. now when i look in the mirror i feel like im staring at a stranger.

    Mood : Disgusted
    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @smilegone, you are such a wonderful, special and incredible person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world, everything will be OK, you will make it through all the bad times and come out so much stronger, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, great things will happen to you and you…[Read more]

    • You said it yourself, @smilegone. You used to be confident, and love your own skin. That you don’t do it now like you used to, doesn’t mean that you’ll never love youself again. In our lifes, there’ll be times when we don’t feel too great in our own skins. But that will be over, and you’ll be able to look in the mirror, and see the wonderful…[Read more]

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    smilegone posted an update 4 months ago

    @m1s1m3 thank you so much for your kind words and positivity! ive been having one of those weeks where i just cant shake it off. its gotten bad this week. and im trying my best to keep moving and stay positive!

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      @m1s1m3 is so sweet, kind and lovely, you are both fantastic angels Marta and @smilegone, keep making this community wonderful with your wisdom, warmth and kindness, both of you are truly awesome, I’m always here for both of you, inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That’s just very sweet from you, @smilegone! You’re a brave fighter, and I know you’ll get through this hard times. You can do it! And remember that you can always count on me and everyone on BT to help you as much as we can. Both of you, @oliver and @smilegone, make this community a better place, and fill it with kindness, compassion, and…[Read more]

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    smilegone posted an update 4 months ago

    another bad week….the struggle with my mind can be so overwhelming…

    Mood : Numb
    • I’m sorry you’ve had a bad week so far. We are all here for you if you ever need to talk about anything or vent. Your happiness and important & I am rooting for you to experience happiness and tranquility. Find the things you enjoy doing and be sure to relax so your mind doesn’t completely dictate your week. ♥

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Please don’t let the bad times get you down @smilegone, focus on making each day incredible, fabulous and amazing, everything will be OK, you are a good person who deserves all the love and happiness in the world, stay upbeat and know so much brightness lies ahead for you, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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