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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 12 hours ago

    like energy attracts like energy… I tend to attract experiences when I match it, in my energy field and I’m ready for it.

    • You are a wonderful person who attracts others because of your bright outlook on life @spectrolite7, keep being upbeat and always spread positive energy around as much as you can, have a fabulous day and always smile, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 12 hours ago

    Some people are naturally very relaxed, so their purpose doesn’t deal with emotional matters but rather more outward, community matters. Depending on what someone’s dealing with, determines where they may go in life, some people may spend a lot of time on their own, other’s may spend lots of time with others, it really depends on childhood and…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    We’re all one… we are all aspects of each other, sometimes making mistakes and sometimes healing each other… By healing oneself, you create a ripple that sends love and healing all throughout the universe and all beings…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    I have forgiven everyone who’s ever hurt me, I’ve forgiven myself but I’m still fearful… I must release this feeling of uncomfortability in my own skin… I must own up to my own mistakes, maybe the solution is to speak it and tell them I forgive them but that is so challenging to do. It’s important to make things right, but the fear resides…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    I’m a special being.. I am love… there’s nothing to fear yet I am fearful of some things… why? Why must my past haunt me so much? I totally fucked up because of my own unawareness but at the same time, my reaction was so natural. I did it because at that time I felt in my heart I didn’t know what to do or react so the reaction that was the…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 14 hours ago

    it makes sense to be gentle with an abuse victim, some people are so far out of reality… they don’t realize they’re abusive or they don’t understand abuse victims… there’s unconsciousness going around…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 11 hours ago

    i felt the love… and when I felt it, i remembered a part of myself. I felt it and a part of my soul integrated back into me. I feel like crying. I feel like releasing this hurt for the missing parts of myself and the parts that have been found… i know that i’m a beautiful being, I know I am… and I was broken for so long… certain…[Read more]

    • You are such a fabulous person who deserves good relationships with people @spectrolite7, anyone who abuses or hurts you isn’t worth it, surround yourself with compassion, brightness and love, remember the BT community cares about you and so do I, you will overcome your trauma because you are strong and a survivor, believe in yourself, go forward…[Read more]

    • @oliver thanks

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 11 hours ago

    mind is a little all over the place lately… just trying to stay calm though. I think I got triggered because my relationship with my friend reminded me about how it feels to be in love or have true love or a deep love… which is something I hadn’t felt for years and now I feel and I understand what I’ve been missing but at the same time, a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 13 hours ago

    my childhood fucked with my mind… I did everything I could to live my truth even though my past haunted me so much… creativity is everything to me, self-expression, is so important to me… I live for it. I’m here because I trust that I’ll reach my highest self, my best creative self-expressive self. I’m doing my best, doing the best I can.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 13 hours ago

    I feel sad because… my identity feels fragmented… and because of this, it’s the reason I spend so much time online… and so much time on my own… and also I have clothes I don’t wear because of fear because my past and being told things that hurt me.. that became so big in my mind and stopped me from being able to fully express myself. It…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 14 hours ago

    I feel so flawed… but I know I have to keep going… keep living and trusting the flow of my life. I know that I don’t mean to hurt anyone but I know that certain traits of mine can seem hurtful even though it’s not intentional. This comes with being human… I am very loving, forgiving, and truly desire the best for myself and others. I…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    I felt lost, lost in a hole, a black hole, never to return home, I had to search even through the fall, the abyss down the floor, I saw kaleidoscope images, in my mind, through the throws of life, as i tried to be whole, by picking up pieces to connect my soul, back together, with love. I thought I was gone, sometimes I still do, but I keep going…[Read more]

    • Please don’t feel lost, alone or sad @spectrolite7, you are such a fabulous, special and amazing person who deserves all the happiness and hope in the world, everything will be OK, focus on all the things that put a smile on your face and know so many great moments lie ahead for you, you are a survivor who will make it and never gives up, believe…[Read more]

    • @oliver thanks.. I’m better each day.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    I am creativity, I am love, I am emotion, I am whole, I am me, I am part of the universal love, connected to all.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    I live in a beautiful world… everything is an illusion… The earth made it legal, that’s why it exists. We live in a beautiful world. Beauty surrounds us, look at the way the stars twinkle in the night sky? the grass, the trees, the house…. I have it in my reality. It exists…. I am strong… I am worthy of everything beautiful.. don’t you…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    They took a piece of me… stole it like it was theirs… is it because of love or is it because of fear? I felt like I was not myself… it was reinforced by their judgments, their judgments reflected my judgment of myself and I let them take a part of me… I didn’t know that I was supposed to fight for myself but I tried to throughout life. I…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    I went into a world… A world within a world… and I came out… and I found myself… I found myself… I was in a world…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 11 hours ago

    have I been stopping myself? Have I been selling myself short? Have I limited myself? Have I slowed down my progress? Have I been failing? Have I been causing my own pain? Am I wrong? Am I just not worth it in this world? Am I just fucked up? Should I be asking these questions?

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 12 hours ago

    i feel like i’m alive more each second… i’m one with everything. I’m integrating the energies of the highest force of love.

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