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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 4 hours ago

    if i dont reply, it’s because i’m just overwhelmed and have too much on my mind and energy… i really thank everyone that helps me with their comments.

    • Try to relax and know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I @spectrolite7, smile because you are amazing and awesome in every single way, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 4 hours ago

    If I hate myself, does that mean the world hates me too? if someone can love me even if I hate myself, that means that person is an angel.

    • Please don’t hate yourself @spectrolite7, you are such a lovely, special and amazing person who deserves to feel positive and happy, be kind to yourself and surround yourself with compassion, brightness and joy, hold your head up high and always smile, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • thanks.. i hope i can get passed these moments of feeling this way.. i hope my life gets better. I feel that it is but it’s sad that I had so many obstacles along the way making my life more difficult than it had to be but it’s ok because i learned from them, now it’s a matter of not letting it control my ability to stay happy. I wish I found a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 5 hours ago

    i feel like i’m creating my own prison in my mind… and it’s frustrating me. I feel horrible because I feel like not only in that prison there but i feel like i don’t know how to be free. This prison doesn’t actually exist, it’s an illusion and i’m the one keeping myself in it by being afraid to be myself fully. I feel like I have a need to…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 5 hours ago

    i feel like lost.. but i know i’ll be ok. my life is getting better. I just turned 30 in july… i feel like i’ve lived in a prison for years… i didn’t have that much freedom at many points of my life because i was stuck in real crazy relationships then the aftermath of that left me in some type of mental prison type state… i feel like i’m…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 10 hours ago

    I would like if I was able to take more walks in the park… sometimes i feel it would help if I had a friend in my area, i just hope they don’t start flirting with me because there tends to be flirting taking place at times or they don’t even bother trying to have any connection with me.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 10 hours ago

    i feel tired mentally, i hope i start feeling better.. i don’t know why i’m so bored of almost everything. At least today I helped an elder cross the street, that made me feel good when I helped her. I feel like maybe I should help more in ways that I can so that i can feel like i’m purposeful in this world. I try to share good messages with…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    I dislike that i even speak about the dark emotions because i hope im not creating more of it… My intention is to release it out of my system…. And to find a solution, its not to atttact more of what i dont like… This pain is just hurts so fucking much… I feel helpless… Like im stuck in a deserted island… But even a deserted island…[Read more]

    • I think you just have too much going on in your head and around you. You even mentioned phone and electricity. Try to get away from your phone and computer. Go for a walk, buy some food you love, find any excuse to go out and get fresh air and look around you. Being stuck inside home is the worst you can do now. Also talking about how you feel is…[Read more]

    • Don’t let the pain and sadness get you down @spectrolite7, do your best to focus on all the things that bring you hope, happiness and joy, like @marikofujimoto says, try to find activities to do that make you smile, everything will be OK, stay upbeat and go forward with a sense of confidence, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    I wonder if I’ll have the guts to cut myself… I have a need to release the pain… I have to get a sharp object and just do it… This pain is like unbearable… I have to get my sharp objects soon… This pain is fucking destroying me… People don’t understand… They dont understand the pain… I have to find something to cut myself with……[Read more]

    • I agree you should find a way to release the pain, but cutting is never a solution. It damages your body (let’s be real, for long term) and damages things like self esteem aswell. Do something positive: workout, draw, write, play guitar, sing, anything and hand your heart to it, hell even cry you know? Anything except cutting. You need to face…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    I feel stuck.. I dont know what to do. I ask fot help and i dont see anyone wanting to help… I think im in this alone… All i can do is lay down and sleep my life away while i wait. I tried helping my self and only go but so far… Im tempted to hurt myself…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    Why do I feel like cutting myself? I’m overwhelmed by everything going on and i dont know how to deal with it…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    i’m perfect the way I am… it helps for me to be simple because once I try to do more, I can hear all the criticisms in my mind about how i’m not good enough and that’s not healthy so, I’m affirming to myself that I’m perfect the way I am and I’ve already done the best I could and that’s enough. I appreciate all the support and great…[Read more]

    • It’s wonderful to see you determined to stay positive @spectrolite7, keep smiling and always be as happy as you can, go forward and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    life is awesome and I make good choices every day to live in balance with love.

    • It’s good to see you positive and upbeat @spectrolite7, keep making choices that benefit you and bring you hope, you can do it, smile and go forward with happiness, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    the inner work is the most important work…

    • It’s good to see you determined to better yourself and be happier @spectrolite7, stay wonderful and always brightly smile, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 weeks ago

    life is good and I’m grateful to be alive because I know there are so many beautiful experiences to be experienced.

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      It’s great to see you positive, happy and upbeat @spectrolite7, keep spreading brightness and hope, always be the fantastic human-being that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That’s the right train of thought! You are absolutly right ^^

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 weeks ago

    The low points in life are points that help us to make decisions about the course of our life… we learn a lot from the low points, we grow and evolve from the low points, when a seed grows it’s low in the ground in darkness, we all search for the light even plants.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 weeks ago

    We can live how we would like, we just have to believe it. We have to believe it’s possible and have patience.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 weeks ago

    we must get rid of any programming that doesn’t serve us in order to bring new more better ways of thinking so that we can attract more better experiences. Negative programming may be how you view yourself, what people have said about you, or beliefs that make you think negatively about things… We deserve to hold a peaceful mindset so that we…[Read more]

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