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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I feel like i have to start a new life in another country because where i’m at in the moment feels like a torturous humiliating experience because i’m here doing my best to be […] View

    thanks @oliver i wish I was strong enough to make real change in my life… i’ve been doing the best i can but i really still feel like a failure… i feel like im dying from so much emotional pain… i feel like i might just waste away in my bed… i don’t know what else to do… :( i feel like i actually don’t exist…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 months ago

    I feel like i have to start a new life in another country because where i’m at in the moment feels like a torturous humiliating experience because i’m here doing my best to be successful but i feel like i’m stuck waiting for something that has taken a lot of my attention and when i do try to go outside and do something, i feel like a complete…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Please don’t feel bad about yourself @spectrolite7, you are such a wonderful, amazing and fabulous person who will fantastic things in life, you will make all your goals come true and you will be successful, focus on surrounding yourself with hope, light and positivity, make all your dreams a reality and know things will change for the better, be…[Read more]

    • thanks @oliver i wish I was strong enough to make real change in my life… i’ve been doing the best i can but i really still feel like a failure… i feel like im dying from so much emotional pain… i feel like i might just waste away in my bed… i don’t know what else to do… :( i feel like i actually don’t exist…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 months ago

    i dont know why i feel confused… i wonder if this feeling will continue on… i hope things change and this feeling goes away.. i feel kind of scared… i feel like i failed myself or something but i know i’ve been doing the best i can in my life…i know every thing i did because i was following my heart… so should i regret my decisions or…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Do what makes you truly happy in life @spectrolite7, you are such an amazing, wonderful and awesome person who will make all your dreams come true, things will be OK and everything will go your way, hold your head up high and focus on your bright future, you can do it, believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Haze posted an update So I realize it’s been years since I’ve posted here. I don’t know if anyone cares or was worried but, I’m doing great. I have a new boyfriend and I’m doing pretty good as far as life goes. i […] View

    that’s great to hear that you’re doing well… keep on going with that positive mindset, it does get better. I know from experience and agree with this. :)

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update my lips hurt from biting it when I was yelling… :( hope it heals quickly… View

    thanks @oliver… it is healing and today is a great day!

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    my lips hurt from biting it when I was yelling… :( hope it heals quickly…

    • I don’t want to see you upset or sad @spectrolite7, hope your lips heal soon, stay positive, keep smiling and make each day bright and beautiful, remember you are a wonderful and special person who truly deserves all the best out of life, everything will be OK, go forward with your head up high and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

    • thanks @oliver… it is healing and today is a great day!

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    I am so powerful and I am love…. I am love materialized into a body of light. That’s why my name is Spectrolite7, the spectrum of the rainbow is in me. I attract harmonious experiences. I’m grateful for traveling and experiencing new interesting things. I’m grateful for my supportive clients, friends and family. I’m grateful for my healthy…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see you positive, upbeat and happy @spectrolite7, keep smiling and always be the fantastic human-being that you are, I’m sure everything will continue going amazingly for you, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    My life is amazing, I live comfortably, I am wealthy, abundant and healthy. I have beautiful family and friends who support and love me. I love to explore and enjoy it very much every day as I go out into nature and travel on a daily basis. I eat healthy vegan food as I have an abundance of it growing in my crop garden. My family and I have a very…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see you positive, upbeat and happy @spectrolite7, I’m sure everything will continue going amazingly for you, keep smiling and stay awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 11 months, 4 weeks ago

    who has water signs in their charts? probably everyone here…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    took a shower hoping it’ll help my body feel better. I probably could use an icepack for my head.. I think I just have a lot of inflammation because all the sugar I ate… and also didn’t drink enough water when I was out in california… so was probably very dehydrated…

    • Do eat, drink well and take care of yourself @spectrolite7, I want to see you feeling healthy, positive and happy in mind, body and spirit, hold your head up high and have a wonderful day, you will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    my body feels in pain at the moment… I hope the pain goes away, I really wouldn’t like to keep taking pain relievers… I’m probably going through withdrawals from something, I have no idea what though.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    The boyfriend I had, kept using me… every time I came over, he would make it seem like he would take part in the paying for something but I ended up mostly always having to pay the whole thing… I just kept getting more and more annoyed with what he was doing, until I just couldn’t take it anymore… so If I don’t see him now, I shouldn’t…[Read more]

    • You are a wonderful person who deserves to be treated with love, care and respect @spectrolite7, I want to see you with someone special who will stick by you no matter what, everyone deserves a wonderful partner in their lives, you do too, remember the BT community is always here for you and so am I, smile and keep going forward, you can do it,…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    I feel as if the more people I know who think badly about me, the more it’s affecting my energy field and that’s why it’s important to be smart about who you choose to be around… I know there’s a light in everyone, so at some point these energies will dissipate. I feel like I was harmed probably…. They had x-rays at the airport and I had a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    I kind of almost feel like I’m being psychic attacked… but hopefully it’s not the case. I kind of feel like sleeping but at the same time staying awake… and I feel like no motivation to make myself a tea… or cook food… there’s a stagnant vibe around it’s weird. I burned some sage, I’m not sure if there’s been any change… I feel a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    I feel since I’ve been back from California, there’s been this awkward negative energy around and it’s been disrupting my ability to completely relax… I really hope it goes away as soon as possible.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    for some reason i’ve been having headaches for the past three days and feeling very racy and not so good… my brother’s been using some kind of vaporizor and also smoking again so I think it’s been affecting me… it could be other things too… i had to take a pain reliever, last night, the morning after and then again tonight… I hope I…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    my psychiatrist is funny, he tried riding my skateboard today lol He always makes me smile! and he’s a great psychiatrist, doesn’t push the meds he takes good care of each patient… He care’s more about what works the best for each patient, which is good… Would be great to have more psychiatrists like him! Amazingness… :) <3

    • That’s so nice to hear @spectrolite7, it’s good that you have a psychiatrist that truly helps you and makes things better for you, I’m sure your treatment with them will continue going well, keep smiling and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    like energy attracts like energy… I tend to attract experiences when I match it, in my energy field and I’m ready for it.

    • You are a wonderful person who attracts others because of your bright outlook on life @spectrolite7, keep being upbeat and always spread positive energy around as much as you can, have a fabulous day and always smile, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    Some people are naturally very relaxed, so their purpose doesn’t deal with emotional matters but rather more outward, community matters. Depending on what someone’s dealing with, determines where they may go in life, some people may spend a lot of time on their own, other’s may spend lots of time with others, it really depends on childhood and…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 12 months ago

    We’re all one… we are all aspects of each other, sometimes making mistakes and sometimes healing each other… By healing oneself, you create a ripple that sends love and healing all throughout the universe and all beings…

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