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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    NEW TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Words to accurately describe me:
    Pathetic, reclusive, failure, sad, depressed, lost, lonely, stupid, hopeless, alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Will you be my friend? :(

    Mood : Lonely
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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    Life is so lonely, depressing and sad, I don’t know why I bother or try because in the end, absolutely NOTHING ever works out for me, I’m not a positive person at all, I’m hopeless and lost with no real goals or aspirations, I’m going to be 30 years old next year and have nothing to show for it except failure, I have been a recluse for so long…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • same
      at least you still try to cheer people up
      better than closing yourself down and turning into an asshole like me, least you still have something to give even if your brain cant see it that way

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    My boyfriend works at a small grocery store. It’s one of those “small town” type of stores where everytime we go on there he’s greeted by pretty much everyone there.

    I’ve been in the store quite a few times, and my boyfriend has mentioned me and the fact that we have 2 kids together. So people KNOW of me.

    Well…everytime we go in there…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • I’m so sorry hun, that is tough. you have every right to feel the way you do. Hopefully by distracting yourself with music, hobbies & relaxation it can fade and you can feel comfortable. If it keeps bothering you though, confide in someone like a friend, relative or your boyfriend, they really should be considerate and acknowledge your valid feelings.

    • That’s not right at all @xxbaybayxx, they really should acknowledge you when you are together with your boyfriend, you are part of this relationship and you deserve to be treated with respect, I would talk to your boyfriend openly and honestly about everything, also let him know how uncomfortable you are when bumping into ex’s, your boyfriend…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, the pain will never end for me, I just want to die, everything is so hopeless :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 6 months ago

    Guess who had a baby last friday? Me. Guess who has postpartum depression? Also me.
    Can’t catch a break it seems.

    • I’ve worked with many clients that suffered with this…just try to start each day counting what is positive in your life, including your precious baby! Life is a gift. Stay strong.

    • I’ve worked with many clients that suffered with this…just try to start each day counting what is positive in your life, including your precious baby! Life is a gift. Stay strong.

    • Oli replied 6 months ago

      Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful bundle of joy @xxbaybayxx, please don’t give up, remember to reach out for help and support when you need it Oliver, you will overcome postpartum depression and things will get better, stay focused on making each day bright and loving your child, you are a survivor Oliver, keep going forward with…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’ve been trying so many new theraputic measures to keep my head above water, but I hate how temporary joy can be.

    I get into animal crossing, but after 30 minutes of gaming the high of it dies. I tried growing succulents, but that high died. I try everything and at the end of the day, I’m still sitting here swatting at depression like a fly.…[Read more]

    • Everything will be OK @xxbaybayxx, stay focused on your happiness and making each day feel awesome, keep finding therapeutic measures to boost yourself because you are a wonderful person who deserves to smile and be fabulous Oliver, remember to hold your head up high and don’t let anything bring you down, you will make it through this because you…[Read more]

    • @xxbaybayxx I’m here if you need a friend or just someone to talk to. Hope things get better for you.

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    The world is in such a rough place right now. This pandemic has me constantly anxious, not knowing what’s going to happen next.
    I’m due to have a child anytime in the next 2.5 weeks. My mother is supposed to drive 5 states to be here when my son is born. And bringing life into this world is just.. horrifying. Let alone having my 3 year old…[Read more]

    • I know things are really nerve-racking and scary right now but try to stay positive and focus on all the good things in the world @xxbaybayxx, remember you will be OK Oliver, try to find ways to relax and calm your mind, focus on getting yourself ready as your pregnancy progresses, I’m sure you will feel a sense of joy when you hold your little…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 7 months, 4 weeks ago

    It’s been awhile, but I wanted to check in. Doesn’t seem that much has changed around here, which comes as a major disappointment, but not necessarily a shock.

    Anyway, I think I need to vent. It doesn’t really matter if anyone sees this or even reads it, I just need an outlet. BT has always been there for me, above all else and through all of…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t harm or kill yourself @devilndisguise, you are so lovely, amazing, incredible and special to me and the entire BT community Hayden, so many people care about and love you Hayden, you are a much valued and appreciated member of BT Hayden, things will get better for you, my brave and courageous friend Hayden, don’t let the dark…[Read more]

    • don’t ‘hope’ for it. make it happen. of course it’s a hell of a journey so i’m by no means downplaying the difficulty of it but quite simply – figure out where you are in life. your limitations, your strengths, etc. then figure out where you want to be. make a plan to go from where you are to where you want to be and follow it consistently.…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    Seriously the more TV spots that come out for this, the more excited I get, bring on April 2020!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 9 months ago

    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it’s only a 30 second TV spot, but SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D , hope everyone on the wonderful BT community is doing well too, remember I love each and every one of you and I want the best for all of you, this community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love…[Read more]

    Mood : Excited
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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 9 months ago

    In less than 2 days I’ve recieved messages from 2 of my exes. One was a basic, ”sup” while the other was an apology for the way they hurt me.
    I’ve just been feeling numb since I’ve recieved these messages, and proceeded to just ignore them.

    • Oli replied 9 months ago

      I would just ignore them and move on with your life @xxbaybayxx, you are such a wonderful person who deserves happiness and love in his life, while it’s good you received an apology, don’t let all the pain and hurt of what your ex did bring you down, hold your head up high and know you are so much stronger, braver and courageous Oliver, you can…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 9 months ago

    Today I’ve just been off and on frustrated. It’s been one of those days where everything continued to go wrong.

    • Oli replied 9 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling annoyed or frustrated @xxbaybayxx, stay positive and surround yourself with all the things that make you smile Oliver, everything will be OK, be upbeat and remember you are awesome, always be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m tired of these constant trust issues I have in my relationship. Ever since I found out a few months ago that he practically cheated on me I just haven’t been able to fully trust him. I’m constantly having dreams of him cheating and it makes me wake up feeling awful. I’m always wondering if he’s flirting with someone at work, or that…[Read more]

    • Your boyfriend has absolutely no right to cheat on you @xxbaybayxx, you are a lovely, fantastic and wonderful person who deserves a relationship that is strong and loving, I would talk to your boyfriend, be as honest and open with him as you can Oliver, let him know that you want him to dedicate himself to your relationship, hope everything works…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    Shoutout to pregnancy for making me off and on depressed about life.
    I’m due in about 3 months and I only own one thing for the baby and I’m super worried we won’t have enough in time.
    Last time we had friends and family help us stock up, this time we have no one. It’s scary preparing when you only make 100 a week.

    • Try to stay upbeat and prepare as much as you can for the birth of your beautiful baby @xxbaybayxx, don’t be afraid to reach out for help and support when you need it Oliver, you will find compassionate people who will be there for you during this time Oliver, what matters most is your happiness, your health and wellbeing Oliver, remember to look…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    Within this past year, two people I knew had late term miscarriages with baby boys. I’ve been helping people grieve and giving the best advice I can…but it’s hard for me to post anything relating to my pregnancy because I’m also having a boy and I just feel disrespectful being excited. :/

    • You are such a compassionate, kind and sweet person @xxbaybayxx, do help others grieve and help them through this traumatic and hard time in their lives, but remember to also take care of yourself and look forward to your awesome future as you are surrounded by a loving partner, a wonderful daughter and soon your beautiful baby boy will be born,…[Read more]

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