I had to say goodbye to my best friend today. Our dog who has been in congestive heart failure was euthanized in the comfort of his home today. It was the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make and although I keep feeling the waves of guilt and regret, I know that it was time. He left this earth peacefully, and I am left distraught at the […] View
In reply to: Hayden posted an update Didn’t realize how long it had been since I’d last logged in.It’s been a rough while. Making it through as always. I have my good days, but I mostly have my bad days.Today’s a little […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update Been a few weeks from hell. I don’t know how much longer I can take all of this. View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update @oliverThank you so much for the beautiful testimonial, Oli. You are truly a great friend. It left me feeling very appreciated. I’m happy to be there when needed, and will continue to try […] View
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In reply to: Idkwtd posted an update I need outside opinions… I game, nearly everyday. It helps to keep me grounded and out of my head. I spend maybe $200 a year? My partner has recently gotten into model aircrafts… He spends […] View
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In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update That moment when you get asked to hook up… most people would be happy… but not me.I’m panromantic, which means I’m basically gender-blind (but the panromantic part is irrelevant to […] View
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In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update That moment when you get asked to hook up… most people would be happy… but not me.I’m panromantic, which means I’m basically gender-blind (but the panromantic part is irrelevant to […] View
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In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update That moment when you get asked to hook up… most people would be happy… but not me.I’m panromantic, which means I’m basically gender-blind (but the panromantic part is irrelevant to […] View
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I’ve been in a good mood all day. I even had a good day. I just wish my self-esteem wasn’t so lacking all the time. Moments like this are what oftentimes brings me down. View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update Life surrounds me with a bunch of fakes. As usual in this life of mine, others are fooled into blindness. But I can see the truth. View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update I watched you attack my mother when I was seven years old. You tore her clothes and bloodied her. She still has the scars.
I watched you throw temper tantrums when you didn’t get your way. […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update It’s a beautiful day outside and all I want to do is enjoy it. But I’m just very upset this afternoon now, which hinders my ability to.I just love being the half-sibling. I love my […] View
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In reply to: Jeen posted an update A shy question: why do people love sex dolls?Some people shy away from the word ”sex doll” and even hate to bring it up. Items like ”sex dolls” have been around for a long time, and some […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update On a lighter note, my birthday was excellent, and so has been my mini-vacation. Today is my last day before I’ll be returning to work, so I’m going to make the best and most of […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update I’ll never quite understand why some people have the nerve to take advantage of the trust of another. For me, personally, trust is such an important thing. The ability to put trust in […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update I’ve got the most wonderful girlfriend ever. She spoils me endlessly. For my birthday today, she is treating me to dinner and to new books. <3I love her so much. I couldn’t ask for a […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update My direct manager is such an asshole. He’s a jerk to me, but goes and plays victim to our higher managers before I can talk to them. Luckily for me, at least one of them believes me because […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update I can see right through you. View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update A spammer (I assume is a bot) that was active four years ago is active again? How is this an account that was never deleted?We need moderation! View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update I feel like I’m on the verge of regaining an eating disorder. I’ve always struggled with binge-eating, usually when I’m feeling down. But lately, I’ve been wishing that I could just start […] View
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In reply to: Hayden posted an update … Is it over? View
Hi there! My name is Hayden. I joined BlahTherapy in 2014 after venting to someone about something that today seems so miniscule. Regardless, I received great advice and support from this complete stranger, and I realized I wanted to return that support to others.
I've used BlahTherapy over the years for many issues. This site and the amazing, supportive people on it has helped me get through so many obstacles in life, but it's also helped celebrate the good times as well.
I have a broad range of experience if you need to talk, from sexuality and relationships, to mental health and grief; nothing is off-limits for me, and this is a judge-free zone. I'm always willing to be a shoulder to lean on and have an ear to listen. Please don't hesitate to reach out if you need!