Oli and Cat. (: are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
No need for intros and Jae are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and Anna are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 5 months ago
even if I’m scared… it’s all by design… Me being human makes me have emotions which is natural. Through my fears I should still dare to believe in the good that is all around and is yet to come. I’ve been through the battles… I’ve been through heartbreaks, I am still walking and my heart is still beating…
I try to stay positive and just believe in my angels and in the universe no matter what. I have a right to embrace the feelings I get from what i go through and to always trust that things get better.
I really feel it… I’ve made friends along the way but always ended up loosing them because i ended up avoiding them because of something they did that reminded me of where their actions would lead to. I’ve been careful but also felt a lack of my presence in the moment, like i’m not in my body and just in a dream watching things take place.
I almost feel like going back to school seriously, just so that i get another chance on meeting new people and starting a new life. I think a job can do that too because its possible to meet new people at work too. So either or… i think it’s a great idea. I’ve been hurt too long, isolated from the world because a lack of trust.
i feel kind of lonely.. i don’t know what to do. My heart feels broken. It’s kind of hard to not feel it. I pray for help and believe that my angels are always on my side and all i need is patience.
Spectrolite7 posted an update in the group TV and Movies that you Escape to 10 years, 5 months ago
I just started watching the TV show, Once Upon a Time, it helps me escape from my reality but what I realized is that the more I watch it, the more memories are started to come back to me. I think taking a break from the world, helps me to feel my inner state more clearly.
Spectrolite7 joined the group TV and Movies that you Escape to 10 years, 5 months ago
Spectrolite7 posted an update in the group Ayahuasca/peyote/lsd/dmt/etc Life Changing Experiences 10 years, 5 months ago
I tried Salvia Divinorum before, I thought I died when the effects started to show. After the first time of me trying it, i never tried it again because it was too scary. I have many different experiences, that’s just one of them.
Spectrolite7 joined the group Ayahuasca/peyote/lsd/dmt/etc Life Changing Experiences 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and BlackRabbit are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and .Esther. are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
BlackRabbit posted an update 10 years, 5 months ago
Dear Diary, today I cut myself and then admired my work.
I’m here for you if you need to talk, how are you BlackRabbit? (hugs)
Oli and Paula are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and Enma are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and nkz are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli and Beejay are now friends 10 years, 5 months ago
Oli answered question “i m free but” 10 years, 5 months ago
Cecelia
I love the world, even though I've subconsciously made it my enemy.
Abuse, Addiction, Depression, Eating Disorders, General, Grieving, Mental Disorders, Self Harm, Social Anxiety
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