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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 5 hours ago

    I am not going ok and I am starting to not even pretend that I am.
    Hopefully this will go away soon, because I don’t like feeling like this, so I am holding on to hope! Which is good.

    • Pretending to be ok 24/7 is one of the most exhausting things that anyone can do. You don’t have to pretend Cecilia, if you don’t feel ok it’s perfectly fine. It’s good to read that you’re holding on to hope! As you said, this feeling will go away and you’ll feel better again. Don’t give up and keep fighting!

    • It’s good to see you hopeful and trying to stay upbeat @invincible, don’t let your struggles get you down Cecelia, you are such a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who will overcome all her struggles and many more brighter days will be ahead, believe in yourself sweetie and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 4 hours ago

    I can’t help but feel upset when I see my friend who I’ve known for a while, who was so similar to me and growing to be mature – just completely throw everything away for a severely questionable life. It’s not fun watching people go downhill and now I have like no solid friendship that I can count on since I’ve cut off a lot of toxic people.…[Read more]

    • It’s frustrating to see how people you love makes questionable decisions that might not end very well for them. Sometimes you can not help them, since they will not listen either wanting your help. But in the end, when they find themselves in the bottom, they finally see by themselves how bad things were going and start to rethink all the bad…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful angel who deserves good people in her life @invincible, I would try to stick by your friend if you can, let them know you are there to support them so they can make positive changes and wise choices so they will better themselves Cecelia, give your friend as much insightful advice as you can, it’s up to them to listen and…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    I’m so alone in this world, nobody cares about me, I’m always going to be this lost, pathetic and sad failure, it doesn’t get better for Oli, he is forever stuck in this hole of depression and loneliness, I want to give up and stop bothering, every day is a struggle to find the reasons to continue with my awful existence, seriously I would be…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli, you are beyond valuable and it really shows on this website. You are incredibly kind, helpful and we are always here for you- we will never leave you or stop caring because you are special to all of us here on blahtherapy. Things will get better because you are an inspiring, wonderful human being.

    • We all believe in you Oli, you are capable of going through this. Remember all the beautiful words that you give us every day, because you too deserve them, all of them and even more. Right now you might feel weak and hopeless, but we are here to give you the support and streght you need. Do not give up, you can with this!!

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    Oli posted an update 3 days, 7 hours ago

    I just want to give up, I have no one in this world, I’m so sick of trying, everyone leaves or abandons me eventually, depression and loneliness are the only things I have in this numb ‘life’ and ‘existence’, I’m sorry everyone, all of my statuses are so negative and bleak, nothing will ever change or get better for me, it was my destiny to…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • There are periods of time in our lives when everythings seems surrounded by darkness and despair, and we can’t see any way out of it. It’s going to be hard, but nothing lasts forever, and these hard times you’re going through will end too. @Oli you are a wonderful human being, full of kindness, compassion and empathy. You’ve helped so, so many…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 10 hours ago

    It just would be nice if you had faith in me and trusted my skill.
    I have enough confidence to know I’m not going to mess up.

    • Do what makes you happy and know you will achieve all your hopes, dreams, goals and aspirations @invincible, I believe in you Cecelia and so do many others sweetie, do have faith in yourself too and believe in yourself hun, so many people are proud of you Cecelia, the BT community is rooting for you and so am I, anyone who doubts your skills and…[Read more]

    • Cecelia, Sometimes when we are self conscious, or insecure in ourselves, we project it onto others. Have you tried a face to face, sit down talk with this person? They may very well just be projecting. I wouldn’t have accepted friendship from you if I didn’t think you were capable of greatness. Take a step back, evaluate, adjust, and succeed,…[Read more]

    • It can be very frustrating when other people don’t have faith in you, but you’ve pointed out the important thing in the matter: you trust in yourself and know you are capable of achieving your goals. Trust your own strenght Cecilia, because if you believe in yourself, you’ll achieve anything you aim for. You are capable of anything!

    • thank you all so much, this really means a lot – really!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week ago

    you must put out the energy you wish to receive

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      You will find the energy to do amazing things @invincible, I want to see you feeling truly wonderful and focusing on all the things that bring hope, happiness and joy into your life Cecelia, make all your dreams come true and never give up sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

    • You must have the energy that you wish to receive.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Doing okay. I hope things get better, though.

    Hope everyone is doing well – have a fantastic week!

    • Glad to see things are going well for you @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling and feeling wonderful Cecelia, keep smiling and always be the beautiful, incredible and special angel that you are sweetie, stay positive hun and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Nice to read that things are doing okay for you @invincible. I bet everything will get better soon, and you can always reach us here if you need anything. Have a fantastic week you too!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Had a great day.
    Happy Mother’s Day ♥

    • Glad you had a wonderful day @invincible, keep smiling and always be the beautiful, special and incredible angel that you are Cecelia, remember you are a bright ray of sunshine inside and out sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    Trauma and mental illness is not something to make you look ”cool” or ”cooler” than other people. I wish my friend would stop trying to ’one up’ me with trauma. It’s not funny or amusing at all. I personally would never do that to anyone. Maybe if I was 7 years old …

    • Your friend really should support you instead of trying to make it a competition of who has it worse @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and surrounded by compassion, love and empathy Cecelia, please know you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger sweetie, you are a survivor who never gives up, believe in yourself and keep…[Read more]

    • Seems like your friend does not really understand how hard mental illnesses are. Maybe explaining them how does it feel and the suffering you go through, they can get to empathize with you. Most of these attitudes come from ignorance, not malice.

    • Very true Marta.

    • Sounds like your friend is a little competitive and dealing with her own hardships as well. Maybe confront her about how it makes you feel when she puts your feelings on the back burner and makes hers the main priority. Obviously both are important, but there comes a time when a friend just needs to be there to listen. A little give and take.…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    I love it when it is windy and stormy outside.
    Though not a fan of 100 degrees F.

    • Hope the weather is good where you live @invincible, do take care of yourself and have a fantastic day sweetie, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent about anything Cecelia, inbox me anytime hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    Been having bad luck lately. But been trying to organize and construct numerous plans to help get through some stuff.

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Things will work out for you and everything will be OK @invincible, focus on getting all your plans in order sweetie, you will make fantastic things happen Cecelia, I want to see you truly happy hun and making each day incredible, make all your dreams come true and never give up Cecelia, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent,…[Read more]

    • Once in a while we need time to stop and organize everything, out and inside our minds. Take all the time you need, and through hard work and positivity, your plans and organization will work @invincible. Stay strong and keep going!!

    • ♥ thank you so very much!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Everyone is allowed to be imperfect but me.

    That’s the message that people send me. How lovely.

    • It’s OK to have weaknesses, to show your vulnerabilities and emotions, it’s what makes us all human @invincible, but please know you will overcome all the dark moments and so much happiness, brightness and love will come into your life Cecelia, don’t let the horrible words or judgements of others get you down sweetie, do get your feelings and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    people really couldn’t care LESS about abuse victims and they really don’t care to learn about the effects of it.
    it’s disgusting.

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      Abuse survivors are strong, beautiful, brave and courageous @invincible, anyone who treats abuse survivors badly isn’t worth it, we should all support those who have been abused to recover and help them make each day as bright as possible, hope you are OK and things are going well in your life sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    I now realize what I want and need

    • It’s great to see you determined to find the things that bring you hope, positivity and happiness in life @invincible, stay upbeat and know so many brighter days are ahead for you Cecelia, everything will be OK sweetie, always be the beautiful, incredible and special angel that you are, smile and keep going forward with confidence hun, you can do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    searching for decent people who are similar to me I-R-L

    • Everyone deserves a strong, special and wonderful bond with good friends in their lives, you do too @invincible, I’m sure you will meet lots of compassionate and lovely people Cecelia who have similar interests to you sweetie, let your amazing personality shine through and keep going forward, you can do it sweetie, believe in yourself and never…[Read more]

    • ♥ thank you so much

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