LOL keturunan aja bang

// I can’t smile anymore, it hurts now. I can’t smile in front of the mirror without crying a little.//
What exactly makes you cry? And what crosses your mind when you try to smile? @maxwell121415
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Unfortunately I don’t. I’ll try to get through this. Who knows..

ah alright, so i guess it’s just one or the other then? doesn’t sound like you’ve got much of a choice or control :/

My family doctor is pro-military and in order to avoid service I have to get an appointment from the psychiatrist. Which will have a negative effect on my future life in the country.

it’s really difficult to say since i’m also not familiar with your country’s laws and policies, can’t you get a referral from your doctors? (meaning your doctor advises you to not have to go through military service)