screams said 8 years ago:

if i would personally be honest . My opinion about myself is very ugly and unlikeable, the lack of self is driven me sick and in my deepest heart , i sometimes wished i should have not born this way. its also a misfortune that i’m too afraid to handle people’s criticism , although i know that no matter how good a person is , there’ll be always someone who hate him .

Handling criticism is very worrisome and frightening for me , i cant never listen to any criticisms , neither it’s a good criticism or a bad criticism. whenever i heard people criticizing me , i will contradictory show my disagreements and suddenly turn to be very unwelcome to those people. thus i’m always carefully in doing almost everything because i know when i feel threatened i cant control myself and i might hurt other people. so i’d rather not make any mistake to avoid getting criticized.

my opinion about myself is considered as ”ugly” for me , i have never felt comfortable being me . always there’s an anxiety about people’s opinions. i’m always be anxious and so i feel like people always trying to get away from me after they know that i’m not good enough for them . so I’ve never hoped that anyone would ever stay long in my life .

i know people change every time , at every single second they can probably be someone else .i have a new friend and i feel like we’re match but sometimes because of my anxiety , i cant never get into the groups , i know joining an existing groups of friends need many struggles ,i think i’ve struggled but always there’s a stopper when someone in the group dont want to get new member . well , maybe i was born to be alone .

mariko said 7 years, 4 months ago:

@screams people critize all the time. Even you critize something right? Everyone does it. However positive criticism can be really good because it comes from nice people and that you should think about. Now negative criticim? screw that, you’re better than that
Now your self esteem: why hating yourself? Everytime you don’t like yourself you’re programming your brain to think like that did you know that?
Also there’s no one like you on the planet, you’re special. You’re perfect the way you are, and god bless for different people in this world.
It’s boring seeing the same type of people on the media and social platforms.
So go slay and be yourself

purpleunicorn3 said 6 years, 9 months ago:

Hating yourself will get you nowhere. I learned that a long time ago. But trying to make yourself fit into others expectations of who you should be shouldn’t be your ultimate goal either. People critique me all the time, and i either ignore them, or i am rude about it (that was hard to admit). Ive learned to embrace who I am, even though others may not appreciate it, and think im a total b****(which i sometimes am)