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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    it’s been 2 years since my last update. I am fortunately still alive, the me back then wouldn’t have ever thought that this would be something I’d be glad for. I took some time to reflect, to change and rewire my way of thinking, I went and got help through medicine and the occasional counseling, don’t get me wrong though, I’m still depressed…[Read more]

    Mood : Grateful
    • It’s great to see you back on BT @pandakarla, it’s also wonderful to see you feeling a little better and determined to better yourself, remember to smile and focus on making each day as wonderful, bright and awesome as you can, you will overcome any difficult moments and shine, don’t let any hurdles break you because you will be successful in…[Read more]

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    Sometimes I just feel like there’s a glitch in my brain. I always return to square one.. I’m exhausted…

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Do stay upbeat and focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, mentally and physically @pandakarla, you are such a special person who deserves happiness and hope in her life, everything will be OK, make each day as wonderful as you can and go forward with confidence, you can do it, believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    Do you ever just collapse under all the stress and break down into tears then into a feeling of complete numbness?

    Mood : Numb
    • Yes. I’m sorry you feel that way . <3

    • Don’t let life’s troubles get you down @pandakarla, you will beat all of your struggles and come out so much more stronger, hold your head up high and be as upbeat and as positive as you can, everything will work out for you and things will be OK, remember to believe in yourself and never give up, brighter days lie ahead for you, you can do it,…[Read more]

    • Indeed. Sometimes it’s a good thing to just breakdown and let everything out.
      I hope you feel better, though. I know it isn’t a fun thing to go through.

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 5 years ago

    i’m all smiley at school then i get home and everything changes and i just become someone else, someone less happy i guess

    Mood : Restless
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      Please don’t let negativity get you down @pandakarla, you are such a wonderful person who deserves to feel so happy and on top of the world, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel good, brilliant things will happen to you, hold your head up high and see yourself in…[Read more]

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    XXpanda-eyesXX asked “Sleeping pills aren’t working?6 years, 2 months ago

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    Darkness has taken over once again… And I’m not sure I’ll be able to beat it this time…

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Just by posting shows that you do what to beat it. That says something good about your chances right there!
      ”Do not go gentle into that good night,
      Old age should burn and rage at close of day;
      Rage, rage against the dying of the light.”

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    The worst feeling is having urges that you know are bad.

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    Why can’t I just be like everyone else?

    Mood : Disappointed
    • You are a great, amazing and fantastic person @pandakarla, keep your head up, things will get better, you can and will make it, never give up, stay strong, you are not alone, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want (hugs)

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 6 months ago

    Try presenting a poem in front of 22 people and then afterwards getting told that you were too quite and they couldn’t hear you.

    Mood : Embarrassed
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    XXpanda-eyesXX joined the group Group logofeeling depressed? 6 years, 6 months ago

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 6 months ago

    I feel like a burden to everyone…

    Mood : Gloomy
    • You are not a burden @pandakarla, please don’t think like that, don’t think negatively about yourself, you are a beautiful and amazing person, keep your head up, things will get better, never give up, stay strong, you are not alone, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want (hugs)

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    XXpanda-eyesXX posted an update 6 years, 7 months ago

    silence is surrounding me..

    Mood : Alone
    • I’m here for you @pandakarla, you are not alone, stay strong, you will make it through this, you will beat this pain, never give up, things will get better, there will be bright days ahead for you, keep your head up, you are a beautiful and amazing person, keep going , keep moving forward, keep fighting, you are stronger than you think, you are…[Read more]

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