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    mew posted an update 9 years ago

    Asked for help and pretty much got the ’oh but your problems aren’t as bad as mine so never mind’ response. I can’t go outside without having a panic attack anymore but hey it’s cool.

    • Hey, If you want to talk I am here for you. :)

    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      I’m here if you need someone @mewmew, you deserve to be helped hun, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update I don’t have internet often anymore and I really could have done with being here last night. Why do I never have the guts to push down? View

    Surreal incident, feel sick, can’t sleep over it.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 1 month ago

    I don’t have internet often anymore and I really could have done with being here last night. Why do I never have the guts to push down?

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Scuse the language but what the fuck?! Trying to sleep last night and started hearing a voice in my head screaming ’you stupid sons of bitches, you’re all going to die!’ really viciously. I […] View

    Oh, that could explain a lot, I was literally just about to go to sleep. Scared the hell out of me though! Thanks.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    Scuse the language but what the fuck?! Trying to sleep last night and started hearing a voice in my head screaming ‘you stupid sons of bitches, you’re all going to die!’ really viciously. I thought I was just dreaming till I realised I hadn’t even shut my eyes yet and I could still hear it. Of all the mental health issues I’ve had in my life,…[Read more]

    • Some people hear auditory hallucinations while moving between sleep states, some googling about ”hearing voices while trying to sleep” might make you feel better.

    • Oh, that could explain a lot, I was literally just about to go to sleep. Scared the hell out of me though! Thanks.

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    mew replied to the forum topic Struggling with thoughts and feelings. in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 9 years, 3 months ago

    Thank you. I just hope things calm down soon because it’s pretty hard to deal with

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    mew replied to the forum topic Struggling with thoughts and feelings. in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 9 years, 3 months ago

    I don’t actually recall wording it in such a way that it would trigger another person because I know that it can. They haven’t really been a helpful site in general in all honesty, the robotic responses you get […]

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    mew started the forum topic Struggling with thoughts and feelings. in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 9 years, 3 months ago

    I’ve been pretty much on a constant mash of messed up thoughts in my head. I’ve got no-one to talk to, tried talking to a friend about certain things and she is being a darling but she has enough to deal with […]

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    Trying to distract my brain with music because it’s gone to dark places again.

    Mood : Afraid
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    mew posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    Why the fuck doesn’t blahtherapy post my shit? Seems everywhere I go is against me getting fucking help, even through venting. I give up.

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    mew replied to the forum topic Bands? in the group Group logoFandom Geeks 9 years, 3 months ago

    Just realise the last 4 aren’t really bands but still. Awesome music either way :P

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    mew replied to the forum topic Bands? in the group Group logoFandom Geeks 9 years, 3 months ago

    My music taste varies loads. At the moment it’s been The Pretty Reckless, X Japan, Stitched Up Heart, Forever Still, Mozart & Yoshiki. But I sometimes like chilling to Etta James & Ray Charles. Can’t beat a bit […]

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Has anyone ever been stuck in a situation where they desperately need to ask for help but because of everything going on around them they can’t? Or at least don’t feel it’s appropriate […] View

    I can’t even be honest on here because of how personal it is to someone else. I’m kinda stuck in the middle.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    Has anyone ever been stuck in a situation where they desperately need to ask for help but because of everything going on around them they can’t? Or at least don’t feel it’s appropriate to?

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    ”medical professionals” sure do like killing my faith in the mental health system. Lost. Desperate. Stuck.

    Mood : Stressed
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    mew posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    I keep feeling really nauseous whenever I eat meat. Like, any meat at all. Not in a food poisoning kinda way, in an ’i just realised I ate animal carcass’ kind of way. Psychological sickness. Weird.

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Resisting the urge to eat. NO food please. View

    Unfortunately I totally get where you are coming from and I know you’re completely right in what you say but every single time I eat food the guilty feeling that goes with it over powers the satisfied I’m no longer hungry feeling and that’s really pushing me. Don’t want the guilty part.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    Resisting the urge to eat. NO food please.

    Mood : Tired
    • Why are you resisting the urge to eat? I hope you’re not starving yourself, because that’s not healthy at all.

    • Best of luck to you whatever reason there is for you to make this conscious effort!

    • Unfortunately I totally get where you are coming from and I know you’re completely right in what you say but every single time I eat food the guilty feeling that goes with it over powers the satisfied I’m no longer hungry feeling and that’s really pushing me. Don’t want the guilty part.

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Seriously BT? EVERY goddamn time I really need to get something out you fck up. Screw you View

    Oh THAT you post

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    Seriously BT? EVERY goddamn time I really need to get something out you fck up. Screw you

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