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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update So, apparently I scratched the crap out of my own arms during a fit of anxiety and had no idea I’d done it until yesterday. Don’t know when and how. Faded now so can’t have been that hard but […] View

    Thank you hon.
    I feel like I need to clarify something though because even psychologists are putting this as me self harming like it’s done purposely. It was done in fright and agitation with my own nails, I had no idea. I wasn’t purposely trying to hurt myself I genuinely didn’t know what I was doing.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    So, apparently I scratched the crap out of my own arms during a fit of anxiety and had no idea I’d done it until yesterday. Don’t know when and how. Faded now so can’t have been that hard but I don’t remember doing it and, ow.

    Mood : Confused
    • Please don’t harm yourself @mewmew, you are such a wonderful person who doesn’t deserve any pain or sadness, hold your head up high and keep fighting, you can and will make it through this, never give up, you deserve all the best in life, stay strong, you are never alone, try your best to be positive and don’t let bad times get you down, you…[Read more]

    • Thank you hon.
      I feel like I need to clarify something though because even psychologists are putting this as me self harming like it’s done purposely. It was done in fright and agitation with my own nails, I had no idea. I wasn’t purposely trying to hurt myself I genuinely didn’t know what I was doing.

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    mew replied to the forum topic Obsessive Compulsive Disorder in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 9 years, 5 months ago

    I’ve only recently been told [not directly as such but basically subtly when being referred for CBT] that I have violent or harm OCD. It’s taken over my life for the last 15 years and I didn’t even know it. […]

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    Someone having done to them what they do to you to upset you on a regular basis and getting upset over it is crudely satisfying. Not so nice to be on the receiving end is it?

    Mood : Bitchy
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    mew replied to the forum topic Out of Curiosity, Who's Been Told What To Wear or How They Should Change Their Personal Style? in the group Group logoGirl Talk 9 years, 5 months ago

    My brother used to do that all the time. Oh you shouldn’t wear this, you shouldn’t wear that. I was kinda lucky that my parents were alright with a lot of stuff [dying hair and things weirdly they were fine […]

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    mew joined the group Group logoGirl Talk 9 years, 5 months ago

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Thanks for telling everyone my personal business without giving me the option to say don’t. It’s ok, wanna tell em about my periods while you’re at it? View

    I’m used to it I’m just ranting. I’m owned I get it.

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    Thanks for telling everyone my personal business without giving me the option to say don’t. It’s ok, wanna tell em about my periods while you’re at it?

    Mood : Pissed off
    • You don’t deserve to be treated like that @mewmew, others should respect your personal privacy and not give out your personal business, it’s not right at all, don’t let anyone do that to you, you deserve so much better, I’m here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • I’m used to it I’m just ranting. I’m owned I get it.

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update fucks sake bt work you twat View

    oh that you post

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    fucks sake bt work you twat

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    Getting put down again and again, my opinion is wrong, opening my mouth is not allowed. Still put up with it because it’s easier to do than say anything… Ya know, cause I open my mouth to do that and get told no.

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Please don’t let anyone put you down @mewmew, your opinions and views do matter, no one should stand in the way of letting you voice how you feel, you deserve to be treated so much better, be loud and be proud hun, I know you can do it :) (hugs)

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: mew posted an update Keep having to scrape my finger back and forth on my wrist so I don’t use something else. Becoming a bit of a habit. View

    Bless you, thank you.
    I had my last CBT workshop before actually starting CBT which may take a while so I pulled the psychologist aside and asked her what I could do in the meantime cause it’s getting a bit unbearable, she’s being kind enough to send me and OCD/CBT workbook through the mail so I an get a head start before the actual therapy starts.

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    mew and Profile picture of Anne Czudai are now friends 9 years, 6 months ago

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Keep having to scrape my finger back and forth on my wrist so I don’t use something else. Becoming a bit of a habit.

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t harm yourself @mewmew, try your best to stay positive and think good thoughts, you deserve to be happy and smiling, you can and will make it through tough times, never give up, please keep fighting, things will get better for you, try doing things that make you feel upbeat and optimistic, you can do this, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

    • Bless you, thank you.
      I had my last CBT workshop before actually starting CBT which may take a while so I pulled the psychologist aside and asked her what I could do in the meantime cause it’s getting a bit unbearable, she’s being kind enough to send me and OCD/CBT workbook through the mail so I an get a head start before the actual therapy starts.

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    mew answered question “Is being a Virgin at my age odd?9 years, 7 months ago

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Has anyone here ever been to a CBT workshop? What do they do there?

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Annora replied to the forum topic songs that bring you up when you're down in the group Music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F68owXsix9A Korn – twisted transistor I love this song so much because it’s true […] View

    Been forever since I’ve heard this!

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Had alcohol, am satisfied now I think. [don't freak out it was a 2% lager shandy]

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    mew posted a new activity comment 9 years, 7 months ago

    You are beautiful xxxx

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    mew posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Been craving alcohol for weeks.

    Mood : Tired
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