Hey guys, I transcribed up the letter and posted it on my entirely blank tumblr. I’ll link it and you can tell me what you think.

http://www.tumblr.com/blog/gruesomeangelx

Dora

EEP! I got a reply. I’m like too scared to read it now. I’ve hidden it under my pillow like a 12 year old girl. I know it cannot be THAT bad, on the back it says “Picture Inside”. I’ve been really bad the […]

Mailbox stalking isn’t that fun. At least there was a check in there from this bake sale/ contest I was in last month. Whoo 15 dollars. Tomorrow I won’t have to worry about stalking the mailbox because there’s […]

I’m kinda now just stalking the mailbox waiting to see if he replies to me. I sent the letter on tuesday. It’s friday now. I don’t know ANYTHING about the prison system or prison in general. So, I don’t know […]

My heart and soul belongs to a little country called Israel. It’s no bigger than the state of New Jersey but it has captured me for all of eternity. And If I could, I would make Aliyah (Which is the word for […]

I’ve thought about him every now and then since he went to prison. He was only 16 when he went. At the time, I thought I had given my virginity to him. (It’s a long and convoluted story involving repressed […]

I wish I could talk to my friends about this. But, seriously I just know that they’ll just tell me I’m stupid and judge me. And I just don’t want to be judged. I mean, not many people understand exactly how I […]

At least it’s not Onison. I’ve heard horror stories about a fan girl who got in a relationship with him.

Anyways, I know how that is…kinda. I’ve been feeling kinda a strange lusty affection towards my […]

Oh lord, I dreamt about him again. Twice in the same night. I woke up, went back to sleep and dreamt of him again. They were super vivid and I would say almost lucid.

Like I dreamed that I went to this place […]

I mean, he’ll probably feel very fondly when he receives my letter. If he wasn’t that giant of a man slut, I was probably one of the last women he slept with before he went to prison. And I heard from this guy I […]

I’m kinda sort of afraid that like, they’ll take the envelope and he’ll literally have no idea who is writing the letter until he gets to the end where I signed my name. I honestly didn’t think about it until […]

Okay. I just gave the letter to the mailman. All we can do is hope and pray that it gets there. And that maybe he’ll write me back. EEP I’m so scared.

Dora

I finished the letter, put it in the envelope. I addressed the envelope and put a stamp on it. Now, I just need the courage to actually send it.

Dora