I need to know. I can’t stay in my house any longer. I’m not happy here. I feel far from safe, and I can’t ride a bus on my way home to school without the fear of something happening. Living in this house with these people who are supposedly “family” and is supposed to “love and care” for me, makes me constantly contemplate suicide. I have no one to talk to; whether at school, at home, or nearby. I have absolutely no one. I can’t stay over a friends house (I have no friends that live near me) and I don’t have any family in this country. I’m stuck in this place, and I’m desperate to get out. But the thought of a foster home scares me to the core. I don’t know what to do, and I really can’t stay in this house any longer.