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    Zero posted an update 3 years, 11 months ago

    Hi, so I know I’m not here much anymore but I wanted to say hi, I miss all of you, you’re all so kind to me. Also I decided on a name, and I’m gonna legally change it once I get emancipated. what do you guys think of the name Levi? My middle name is Raymond. I currently have my own apartment too, I share it with one of my friends who is a…[Read more]

    Mood : Accepted
    • It’s great to see that you are doing well in life @zerohappythoughts, hope things continue going amazingly for you, enjoy your apartment and all the happy times that lie ahead for you, Levi sounds like a wonderful name for such a fantastic person like yourself, remember to keep smiling and always make each day bright and awesome, feel free to…[Read more]

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    so, i’m staying with a friend now, he has his own apartment and is letting me stay as his roommate, i’m doing pretty well now, thanks for everybody’s kind words

    Mood : Contented
    • Glad to see you are OK and staying at a place of safety @zerohappythoughts, do stay positive, always be proud of who you are and know you will lead a truly happy, fulfilling and content life Zero, love every part of yourself, smile brightly and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    Hey guys, I know I’m not here very often but i felt that i should give you all an update on whats going on because you all are some of the few people who worry about me. I came out to my parents as trans a couple days ago and they kicked me out. I’m staying with my friend right now but i cant stay here much longer, the only place i have left to…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @zerohappythoughts, you deserve to be loved, appreciated and accepted, your parents are so wrong for kicking you out, they should always be there for you unconditionally, try to find a place where you feel safe, secure, looked after and taken care of, honestly if you were in the UK, I would try to help you…[Read more]

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 3 months ago

    My best friend committed suicide this day last year, I feel really numb, I’m not sure if i can keep doing this. I wake up every morning and every day i wish i hadn’t woke up, I don’t know what to do.

    Mood : Depressed
    • I’m so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel @zerohappythoughts, a close friend of mine killed himself in 2017, you feel numbness, guilt and sadness, but try to remember all the good moments you spent with your best friend, think of all the fun and joyful moments you had together as friends, it can be difficult but try to remember how they…[Read more]

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    Zero posted a new activity comment 4 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Zero posted an update Hey, guys, I haven’t been around much on here fora while but i’m back now. I recently came to terms with a few things such as my gender identity and my sexuality. I’m actually doing pretty […] View

    Thanks Oli I really appreciate all of the support that you and others have given to me. It’s nice to have a place like this where I know people will always have something positive to say.

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    Zero joined the group Group logoMusic 4 years, 6 months ago

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago

    Hey, guys, I haven’t been around much on here fora while but i’m back now. I recently came to terms with a few things such as my gender identity and my sexuality. I’m actually doing pretty good now.

    Mood : Contented
    • It’s great to see you content, happy and positive @zerohappythoughts, keep smiling and always make each day as bright and amazing as you can, remember to always love and be proud of who you are, you are awesome and fantastic Zero, always be kind to and believe in yourself, you can do it, I’m so proud of you Zero, go forward into your fabulous…[Read more]

    • Thanks Oli I really appreciate all of the support that you and others have given to me. It’s nice to have a place like this where I know people will always have something positive to say.

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      It’s a rather freeing feeling when you finally are able to come to term with those things. I barely did so just a couple years ago.

      Being able to freely express yourself, though, that can be a different story. I can only hope you’re able to do so comfortably.

      I’m glad to hear that you’re doing better now, at least.…[Read more]

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    Today I’m wearing a binder because my dysphoria is really bad. My parents won’t let me cut my hair short so that doesn’t help. My mother saw all my scars from me cutting and she said ”If you really want to cut that bad, get over here and I’ll show you how to do it the right way” I don’t know what to do anymore.

    Mood : Apathetic
    • Your mother has no right to say what she said to you @zerohappythoughts, you deserve so much better Zero, please be kind to yourself and know you are truly beautiful, incredible and amazing inside and out, love and embrace every part of yourself, smile when you look in the mirror and see the reflection of the fabulous person staring back at you,…[Read more]

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    Zero posted a new activity comment 4 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Zero posted an update I had a panic attack this morning. We had a school assembly and all 500 kids in my school were in the gym. They had to call the nurse to come get me. Why can’t I just sit in a room full of […] View

    @oli thanks for the kind words, I really appreciate all the love and support everyone shows.

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    I had a panic attack this morning. We had a school assembly and all 500 kids in my school were in the gym. They had to call the nurse to come get me. Why can’t I just sit in a room full of people without freaking out.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Try to find ways to calm, soothe and relax your mind @zerohappythoughts, take deep breathes and focus on all the things that make you feel at ease, remember to look after yourself mentally and emotionally, you will be OK, hold your head up high and keep going forward with a sense of calmness, you can do it, always be good to yourself and never…[Read more]

    • @oli thanks for the kind words, I really appreciate all the love and support everyone shows.

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    Zero posted an update 4 years, 12 months ago

    I’ve been feeling less depressed lately, I’ve been able to sleep nearly a whole night. But its times like this that make me question whether I really am depressed or if I was just faking it. I’m not sure what is wrong with me anymore.

    Mood : Confused
    • It’s good to see you sleeping well and feeling less depressed @zerohappythoughts, I would keep seeing how you feel, if you keep feeling sad, depressed or upset, I would reach out to someone you can talk too, someone who you trust, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, we all want the best for you, you are a…[Read more]

    • @zerohappythoughts

      If you were faking it, I feel that you’d remember faking it. If you have to question whether or not you are, you probably aren’t.

      Depression is strange like that, in the way that it works. It’s different for everyone, yes, but sometimes it can lighten itself for certain amounts of time. It’s truly beyond our control in most cases.

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    Zero and Profile picture of HaydenHayden are now friends 4 years, 12 months ago

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    zero posted a new activity comment 5 years ago

    In reply to: zero posted an update I need help. I feel like killing myself most days, and last night I was seriously considering it. I have some new scars on my wrists now. I’m sorry for telling you guys all this, but I needed […] View

    thanks, I’m trying to keep myself together.

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    zero posted an update 5 years ago

    I need help. I feel like killing myself most days, and last night I was seriously considering it. I have some new scars on my wrists now. I’m sorry for telling you guys all this, but I needed to tell someone.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      Please don’t harm or kill yourself @zerohappythoughts, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true, stay upbeat and do your best to make each day as fantastic as you can, you will make it through this because you are a survivor who never gives up, hold your head up high, always believe in yourself and know…[Read more]

    • Zero replied 5 years ago

      thanks, I’m trying to keep myself together.

    • @zerohappythoughts

      It’s always good to express these things. Let it all out if you have to. That’s what we’re here for. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I’m just a message away, as the rest of us. I do hope you feel better soon. I know, a phrase that’s spoken often, but I do mean it. I may not know you, but your struggles matter and…[Read more]