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    Zero posted an update 1 month ago

    Today I’m wearing a binder because my dysphoria is really bad. My parents won’t let me cut my hair short so that doesn’t help. My mother saw all my scars from me cutting and she said ”If you really want to cut that bad, get over here and I’ll show you how to do it the right way” I don’t know what to do anymore.

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    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Your mother has no right to say what she said to you @zerohappythoughts, you deserve so much better Zero, please be kind to yourself and know you are truly beautiful, incredible and amazing inside and out, love and embrace every part of yourself, smile when you look in the mirror and see the reflection of the fabulous person staring back at you,…[Read more]

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    Zero posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Zero posted an update I had a panic attack this morning. We had a school assembly and all 500 kids in my school were in the gym. They had to call the nurse to come get me. Why can’t I just sit in a room full of […] View

    @oli thanks for the kind words, I really appreciate all the love and support everyone shows.

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    Zero posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I had a panic attack this morning. We had a school assembly and all 500 kids in my school were in the gym. They had to call the nurse to come get me. Why can’t I just sit in a room full of people without freaking out.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Try to find ways to calm, soothe and relax your mind @zerohappythoughts, take deep breathes and focus on all the things that make you feel at ease, remember to look after yourself mentally and emotionally, you will be OK, hold your head up high and keep going forward with a sense of calmness, you can do it, always be good to yourself and never…[Read more]

    • @oli thanks for the kind words, I really appreciate all the love and support everyone shows.

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    Zero and Profile picture of $teve$teve are now friends 1 month, 4 weeks ago

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    Zero posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    I’ve been feeling less depressed lately, I’ve been able to sleep nearly a whole night. But its times like this that make me question whether I really am depressed or if I was just faking it. I’m not sure what is wrong with me anymore.

    Mood : Confused
    • It’s good to see you sleeping well and feeling less depressed @zerohappythoughts, I would keep seeing how you feel, if you keep feeling sad, depressed or upset, I would reach out to someone you can talk too, someone who you trust, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, we all want the best for you, you are a…[Read more]

    • @zerohappythoughts

      If you were faking it, I feel that you’d remember faking it. If you have to question whether or not you are, you probably aren’t.

      Depression is strange like that, in the way that it works. It’s different for everyone, yes, but sometimes it can lighten itself for certain amounts of time. It’s truly beyond our control in most cases.

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    Zero and Profile picture of HaydenHayden are now friends 2 months ago

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    zero changed their profile picture 2 months, 1 week ago

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    zero posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: zero posted an update I need help. I feel like killing myself most days, and last night I was seriously considering it. I have some new scars on my wrists now. I’m sorry for telling you guys all this, but I needed […] View

    thanks, I’m trying to keep myself together.

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    zero posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I need help. I feel like killing myself most days, and last night I was seriously considering it. I have some new scars on my wrists now. I’m sorry for telling you guys all this, but I needed to tell someone.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t harm or kill yourself @zerohappythoughts, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true, stay upbeat and do your best to make each day as fantastic as you can, you will make it through this because you are a survivor who never gives up, hold your head up high, always believe in yourself and know…[Read more]

    • thanks, I’m trying to keep myself together.

    • @zerohappythoughts

      It’s always good to express these things. Let it all out if you have to. That’s what we’re here for. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I’m just a message away, as the rest of us. I do hope you feel better soon. I know, a phrase that’s spoken often, but I do mean it. I may not know you, but your struggles matter and…[Read more]