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    Oli and Profile picture of llUNKNOWNllllUNKNOWNll are now friends 3 months, 2 weeks ago

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months ago

    I had to say goodbye to my best friend today. Our dog who has been in congestive heart failure was euthanized in the comfort of his home today. It was the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make and although I keep feeling the waves of guilt and regret, I know that it was time. He left this earth peacefully, and I am left distraught at the…[Read more]

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    • Oli replied 9 months ago

      I’m so sorry for your loss @devilndisguise, do remember all the happy moments you were able to spend with your much loved pet, my awesome friend Hayden, all the times you played together, went on walks together and spent time cuddling with each other, focus on all the good times you had with him Hayden, be strong buddy, you will make it through…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry for your loss, truly. I know what it’s like, especially with a pet who was your legit best friend and savior on so many levels. It’s so hard to be a caring pet owner because we have to let them go much sooner than we wish. Having a heart sucks sometimes, but I know there’s peace of mind knowing he’s at peace, not suffering, and…[Read more]

    • Such a loss is heartbreaking, I’m really sorry Hayden. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. Know that he lived his best life by your side, being truly loved and cared. And also as important, you were by his side giving him comfort when he needed you most. I know there’s very little than I can say to ease your pain, but if you need…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    My life holds absolutely no meaning and no purpose, I’m 32, no friends, no social life, no romantic relationship, no goals, hopes, dreams or aspirations, no hobbies or interests, nothing in my depressing life, I’m so shy, awkward, introverted, lonely and alone, I wish I knew how to communicate with people, how to talk, socialise and build…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli, I can tell you, without a trace of doubt, that you are not any of that things. You are generous, kind hearted, selfless, wise, positive, honest, respectful, righteous, empathetic… You have so many virtues. It’s difficult to see them when the mind makes all the efforts to let you see just the bad side. But me, and everyone in BT, are here…[Read more]

    • @Oliver – Your life holds no meaning? Oh, Oli! I don’t know much about what’s going on outside of here in your personal life, but I think I can speak for everyone when I say that we see none of these faults in you.

      Your life has so much meaning to it. You have dedicated at LEAST a decade of your life logging on here and offering your kind,…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    Making an effort to be more active here. I will try to check in periodically. Although there aren’t many people around nowadays, I’m glad to see the spam isn’t around like it was years ago.

    Work is closed due to the holiday, so I’ve been relaxing with the cat and doing some writing. Yup, still writing after all this time! Nothing published…[Read more]

    Mood : Peaceful
    • Great to see you feeling peaceful and keeping yourself busy @devilndisguise, it’s sad to see the spam here on BT and how quiet this place has become, but hopefully one day, this site will return to being active and filled with kind people helping each other, I’m sure you will write something wonderful, inspiring and insightful, my awesome buddy…[Read more]

    • It’s so nice to have you back Hayden! As you said, there’s no more spam nowasays, thanks to the site moderators. Glad to hear that you can enjoy some time off work doing things that make you happy! Hoping that you are having a great day too Hayden :)

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    There have been some positives, though!

    My identity is something that I’ve always struggled with. I consider myself gender-fluid nowadays. Any and all pronouns welcome. I’m more comfortable with myself and have found a style that works for me depending on how I’m feeling any given day.

    I’m also working my dream job. I’m not certified yet,…[Read more]

    • It’s good to see you are in a more comfortable and happier place mentally, emotionally and physically @devilndisguise, always be kind to yourself and focus on making each day as bright as possible, my awesome friend Hayden, be proud of who you are Hayden and keep smiling, it’s so sweet to see that you are engaged to your fiancée/wife, hope your…[Read more]

    • I am so proud of your growth. Oh my word and CONGRATS on your engagement!!! WHOOO

    • Thank you so much, guys! <3

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    It’s been nearly 3 years, guys! Holy hell!

    My last post hit me like a wall of bricks when I went to see what I’d last vented about. My father had been caught cheating on my mother. That was a year of utter HELL.

    Some life updates. My father, who I had a pretty strained relationship with, passed away almost 2 years ago due to a massive stroke.…[Read more]

    • It’s great to see you back on BT, my awesome friend @devilndisguise, I’m so sorry about the various losses that have happened in the past few years to you Hayden, even if you didn’t have a good relationship with some of your family members, try to remember all the good and happy moments you spent with them if you can, I do hope you are in a more…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 12 months ago

    It’s all so hopeless. :(

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    Oli posted an update 12 months ago

    I just want to give up. :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 12 months ago

    I’m so sad, things never work out for me, they always end up going badly no matter how hard I try. :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I’m so sorry Oli, please don’t let a few bumps in the road discourage you from living up to your full potential. Unfortunately life sucks a lot – but you have endless support from us here – we all genuinely care about you and know that you will succeed in life and things will look up for you. Have the faith we all have in you – but it’s OK to…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, it’s hopeless for me :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli you are a fantastic friend, who is caring, generous, helpful, warm hearted and sincere. It’s very difficult to deal with these feelings, even more during this cold season. Remember that I’m here for you if you need it my friend. You’ve done, and are still doing, so much for every member of the BT community, and you can count on us too to help…[Read more]

    • I second this!

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    I feel so lonely and alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli, you’re an amazing person. You have many friends and contacts here in BT. I don’t know about your personal life beyond the screen, but try to spend some time with your family and friends in your place of living.
      And please be gentle with yourself. It’s winter and with winter many people are prone towards sadness and depression. What works…[Read more]

    • Oli, you’re an amazing person. You have many friends and contacts here in BT. I don’t know about your personal life beyond the screen, but try to spend some time with your family and friends in your place of living.
      And please be gentle with yourself. It’s winter and with winter many people are prone towards sadness and depression. What works…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I’m a failure and a loser :(

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    I’m so lonely, friendless, alone, sad and depressed, it’s hopeless and so truly terrifying, what’s going to happen to me or become of me?, I’m just pathetic, a loser, a recluse and hermit, life is just so meaningless and pointless :(

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    I’m so lonely, depressed, alone and friendless :( , it’s hopeless for me and always will be. :(

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    Oli posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    I’m so alone, depressed, sad and lonely, I always will be that way no matter what I do or how hard I try, It’s so hopeless because I will NEVER be able to find true happiness in life :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You of all people deserve happiness. Look at all the time you spend lifting others up! Be kind to yourself and remember you deserve love

    • Just as blackdog said to you, you deserve true happiness Oli. You uplift everyone’s mood when they need it, and believe in everybody’s strength. Believe in yourself too <3. You are full of virtues, and you deserve to appreciate them, as well as we do :) .

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    Oli replied to the forum topic A ship without captain in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 1 year, 11 months ago

    I second both of you on this @blackdog and @m1s1m3, this site has been abandoned for so long, it’s so sad compared to what BT used to be a few years ago, I would put myself forward to be moderator if that is what […]

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    Oli joined the group Group logoBlahTherapy Improvements/Suggestions 1 year, 11 months ago

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    My past haunts me
    My present saddens and depresses me
    My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent
    It’s all so hopeless and pointless :(
    I don’t have a life, I exist with no plans, hopes or dreams
    Just trying to survive each day without hope or positivity :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

    • The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You…[Read more]

    • I struggle with the exactly same things. It’s sometimes better, sometimes worse.

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    I’m struggling, it’s all so hopeless and pointless… :(

    Mood : Depressed
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