part of me thinks I wasn’t ready to start over with someone else, but I also think I need to move on and make myself happy again… Am I in this relationship for the relationship, or does it just take time? I always thought it took a new guy to help you get over the old, and that you could never fully move on, until you find the replacement.

So it’s been four months since my boyfriend and I broke up, and I actually have done my fair share of moving on and dating around. I am currently in a relationship with one of the sweetest, and selfless guys, and everything is going so well, but being home for winter break has me missing my old boyfriend a lot. the memories are fresh again and…[Read more]

So I’m in an amazing relationship, even though it’s been only 5 months I can’t remember being this content. However, the past week I’ve been kept up at night thinking about college. Do we stay together, do we break it off? The distance will be so hard, but not having him may be harder. The real question is: Is it worth the heartache?

it makes me so sad that either I cross your mind and you remember all those seemingly perfect moments together. The way You felt happy just being in the same room as me. Those mornings we woke up next to each other, the way we laughed about our silly arguments. But even after remembering that, you still shake them off like they have no weight. Or,…[Read more]

I know I’m better off without you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. It doesn’t matter how bad our fights were, or how poorly you treated me. You mean so much to me, and i tried to show you that everyday. I know you’ll move on and won’t give me another thought, but I still hope you’re happy and I wish you the best.

After everything we’ve been through, it just ends. Not sure how i’ll be able to bounce back after this one. So hard to wrap my head around the idea of not having him. I put in so much effort and tried my hardest, and it was never enough.

Can’t remember the last time I was genuinely happy.