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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    My head is beating like a stereo,

    Full blast, on static like a distant radio,

    The train of thought has crashed and burned

    Obliterating everything that I’ve learned

    So I’ll go back to a darker place,

    My head flying at the speed of light through outer space

    This ecstasy mixed with emptyness,

    It’s all my fault, I must confess,

    Just wanted…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    Song lyrics that I wrote today:
    Everybody’s a stranger in this lonely universe

    Everyone puts their best foot forward then kicks you with their WORST!

    These faces decked with painted smiles everywhere you turn

    That laugh at the person inside as their soul just slowly starts to BURN.

    But every time I’m asked how I’m doing, I’m always doing…[Read more]

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    A. answered question “when you are feeling depressed, what do you imagine your perfect life being?4 years, 1 month ago

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    I honestly don’t know how things can get any worse right now.

    Mood : Pessimistic
    • Need some help? you can always PM me if you need someone to talk to

    • I’m having a really hard time with college at the moment. I had to drop my chemistry class because I was failing the tests despite studying just as much, if not more, than everyone else, and being able to solve all the practice problems. The same’s been happening with my calculus class, except I have the opportunity to do extra credit problems…[Read more]

    • I’m sure you will be OK @superllama98, just do your best in school, work as hard as you can and remember to ask for help if you need it, your parents really should support and be there for you, they should help you with your ADHD, try to make them see things from your point of view, hope things work out, I’m always here if you need to talk,…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    My parents seem to think that I don’t have ADHD because “everyone occasionally loses/forgets something,” even though it happens to me on a daily, if not hourly basis, and it is negatively affecting my life. Every attempt I’ve made at organization has failed, I have to keep a strict checklist with every single thing I have to do (including…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • I hope so. When I tried to tell my parents a few years ago that I was depressed, they said that happiness was a choice and that I was choosing to be sad.

    • I agree with @darksky, do go and get tests done @superllama98 and see what they say, your parents really should support and be there for you, they should help you as best they can, I hope everything works out, keep fighting through the difficult times, I believe in you and remember you will be so successful, you can do it, I’m always here if you…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    Just learned what ADHD actually is, and now my entire life is starting to make sense.

    Mood : Bewildered
    • I’m sure you will do amazing things in life despite your ADHD, you can make wonderful things happen @superllama98, hold your head up high and don’t give up, everything will be OK, follow your dreams and goals, remember to believe in yourself, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    College is bullshit.

    Mood : Alone
    • Do your best to focus on working hard and getting things done @superllama98, hopefully you will find activities at college that will make it more enjoyable, be positive and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • I haven’t even fully decided what I’m going to study yet, and everything is already going down the toilet.

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 2 months ago

    My mind is slipping. Nothing makes sense.

    When did this spiral down commence?

    I straddle back and forth between sides of this fence,

    Which side will I stay on once my mind finally bends

    Into a twisted shape of false happiness and hope,

    Or a noose crafted from my heart strings of tangled rope.

    More likely the latter, because I don’t know how…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @superllama98, you are such a special and inspiring person who will make it through all the tough times and come out so much stronger, do your best to focus on the things that make you feel good, great things will happen to you and you will be so successful, hold your head up high and try to stay positive,…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    I swear I saw something while I was walking out to get something out of my car tonight. It was a strange shadow or something that I felt was coming to get me. It was only there for a second, but it felt very real. I almost panicked and had to sprint back inside and slam the door behind me. I honestly have no clue what just happened.

    Mood : Anxious
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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    I’m really tired of my family treating me like an idiot :(

    • Please don’t let your family treat you badly @superllama98, they should treat you with love, care, respect and dignity, I would try to talk to them about how you are feeling, be honest and speak from the heart, they have no right to be mean to you, don’t let them do this, I hope everything goes OK, I’m always here if you need someone to talk…[Read more]

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    A. answered question “I’m afraid that I might develop schizophrenia…4 years, 5 months ago

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    I just discovered that there are hidden cameras in my house o.o

    Mood : Afraid
    • Take a picture from the perspective of the camera and place that picture in front of the camera while the lights are turned off, it would seem like there is no activity in the house then place hidden cameras of your own, whoever placed it will have to go back and check on the camera

    • Ohh well if its your house that probably means your parents have put it on but still you gotta check it out cause if its your parents the its ok or the well its not ok.

    • Good heavens. Stick your middle finger up at all of them… then if your asked about sticking your middle finger up , you can have proof to their ass-faces and say ”AH-HA!”!!!

    • JUST MAKING AN EXCLAMATION POINT TO MY LAST COMMENT!! (Love & Light & HUG HUG HUGS from your Blah-Therapy Family here BTW!)

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    Well, I just started crying in front of my mom because I was stressing out about orientation, and as usual, she got mad at me and told me that I didn’t need to cry and that crying wasn’t helping, as if I made the conscious decision to start crying and as if bottling up my emotions was that much more freaking helpful. I freaking hate it when she…[Read more]

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    What is even happening right now?

    Mood : Alone
    • Good things will happen @superllama98, be positive and keep smiling, please don’t feel alone, I’ll always be here if you need someone to talk too, stay strong :) (hugs)

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    I’m trying really hard to function like a normal human being, but it’s become incredibly difficult.

    Mood : Blah
    • Focus on the things that make you smile and feel happy @superllama98, be positive and don’t let anything get you down, things will be OK, you are such a wonderful individual who deserves all the best that life has to offer, great things will happen to you and you will be so successful, show everyone who truly incredible you are, you are full of…[Read more]

    • @Oliver- I appreciate you trying to help, but the truth is, I can’t stay positive because I can’t feel anything anymore. I haven’t been able to for a long time now. My head feels really fuzzy and my thoughts feel fragmented, and I always find myself having to pretend I’m ”normal” in front of other people. It gets really exhausting really fast. I…[Read more]

    • @Oliver- I appreciate you trying to help, but the truth is, I can’t stay positive because I can’t feel anything anymore. I haven’t been able to for a long time now. My head feels really fuzzy and my thoughts feel fragmented, and I always find myself having to pretend I’m ”normal” in front of other people. It gets really exhausting really fast. I…[Read more]

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    Rising posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    It’s about trying to find pleasure in the little things…..This was reconfirmed by me while I was walking a very long distance and got really excited every time I looked around the corner and the trail path led downhill :) I’m in a pretty good place now at the moment, open to all the possibilities that life holds.

    • That’s fantastic @dandelionsrbeautiful, glad you are feeling good, I’m sure things will continue to go amazingly for you, be positive and keep smiling, I’m always here if you ever need someone to talk too or if you ever need a friend, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Your amazing Oliver, hope all is well with you *hugs*

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    A. posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago

    Nothing feels right, my head feels fuzzy, and I can’t concentrate on anything for more than 5 seconds, but I can’t sleep either– haven’t slept since who knows how many hours ago. Life sucks.

    • Do try to get as much rest and relaxation as you can @superllama98, I’m sure things will be OK, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, I do hope everything works out, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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