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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    i wanna die

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    Blueberry joined the group Group logoBody Posi 8 years, 3 months ago

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    Blueberry replied to the forum topic Encouraging obesity is dangerous in the group Group logoBody Posi 8 years, 3 months ago

    actually, no one is encouraging obesity. but many people are encouraging being skinny or having goals to get skinny (doesnt matter *how* skinny, of course they say being too skinny is bad but in reality they dont […]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    i think ive lost all hope

    • Things will work out and everything will be OK @buenowaffle, focus on all the things that make you smile, many more brighter and better days will be ahead, hold your head up high and be as upbeat as you can, you will make it, believe in yourself and never give up, there is always hope, remember you are a survivor, feel free to message me anytime,…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    fuckfuck i think i have some sort of paranoia but theres nothinf about it online. they all say things like if youve got paranoia you feel like people sre gonna kill you, or youve got schizofrenia. i… id rather not talk about my parsnoid thoughts out in the open. if anyone thinks they can help me, message me. snd no, please dont message me if you…[Read more]

    • Try to not let bad thoughts get you down @buenowaffle, you will make it through all the tough times and come out so much stronger, do be as positive and as upbeat as you can, remember that brighter and better days filled with joy lie ahead for you, you can do it, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat :) (hugs)

    • Messaged you.

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    i wish i could cut my wrists instead of my hips

    • Please don’t harm yourself @buenowaffle, you will make it through difficult times and come out so much stronger, hold your head up high and keep being the incredible person that you are, you are a fighter who never gives up, things will be OK, believe in yourself and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    thought this place would be full of people who actually understood but appearently not

    • There are so many compassionate and kind people on here who are willing to help, support and be there for you @buenowaffle, we all care and want the best for you Blueberry, you will be OK, don’t give up, feel free to message me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    just some fun information for those who care. i *seriously* dont have any hope. i dont have any dreams at all, actually. my main goal in life right now is to hopefully pass through it as something that is not a disappointment to my parents but at the same time doesnt affect anyones lives, and then the closest thing to a dream i have: ill finally…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    the *only* reason why im not dead is because there are people who would be sad if i died. when theyre all dead of age, then ill die. you see, my only motivation in life is that one day ill actually not have to live anymore. i just have to endure

    • Please don’t harm yourself @buenowaffle, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world, you will do amazing things in life, make all your dreams and goals happen, everything will go your way, focus on all the hope and brightness that lies ahead, you will have a fabulous future, believe in yourself and keep…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    i want someone to notice. i want someone to find out that im not feeling well. but i dont cut my arms, i dont wear only black clothes, i dont dye my hair black, i dont speak about how much i want to die. there arent really any solid hints for anyone to take. no one will ever know and ill have to be alone..

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    is it really too much to ask for? just one thing..

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    Blueberry and Profile picture of D.C are now friends 8 years, 3 months ago

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    blahtherapy on the phone is what i always use, and its not good. when i scroll down past the uodates and stuff, to see the things thst say under them (what would normally say in the right side of the screen if i remember right), it loads more automatically

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    doesnt it just feel great when the person you care the most about dont seem to care about you even though they say they do and logically they should

    • You deserve to be loved and cared for by others @buenowaffle, surround yourself with people who will treat you right and who will have your best interests at heart, I’m sure you will meet compassionate and understanding people, hold your head up high, be positive and keep being fantastic, you can do it, never give up, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    welp i got a day or two of not sadness and now its back. yay

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    im a failure

    • Please don’t think like that @buenowaffle, you are a fabulous individual who will do amazing things, focus on making all your dreams and goals come true, hold your head up high, you are a survivor who will overcome, you will get to where you want to go in life, you will make it, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, believe…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    i wish i could erase comments on my posts that dont understand what im even saying

    • wasnt talking about you, dont assume things! i like you

    • We are all here to support and be there for you @buenowaffle, feel free to message me anytime if you ever need to talk, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • see thats a comment that is irrelevant to what i wrote. i know people want to help but if i write ”im depressed” and someone answers ”maybe you should straighten up your life” without even knowing whats making me depressed, id rather not have seen it at all

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    im not alive because i want to be. im alive so that im just a minor part of everyones lives. so that they can forget me and so that ill never trouble their minds

    • Please don’t feel bad @buenowaffle, you are such a lovely individual who deserves to feel wonderful, be kind to yourself, tell yourself positive things every-day, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the fullest, do surround yourself with caring friends who will have your best interests at heart, hold your head up high and show the…[Read more]

    • Hey if you ever feel like talking feel free to message me :)

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    im just trying to not make people sad is all. i know i screw up in everything i do but i dont wanna screw up anyones life

    • *Work on your life and see what you can and can’t change there are some things out of our control especially someone else emotions those are their feelings it because they have not given attention or understood themselves is why individuals mostly suffer psychologically.

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    Blueberry posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    just so you all know, theres nothing going on in my life. nothing is bad. its just a normal life. the only difficult part is my partner who lives on the other side of the ocean so we cant meet. and then we have the fact that im just unable to do homework anymore. and almost everything we do at school turns into homework. at least for me. but the…[Read more]

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