You deserve to be loved and cared for by others @buenowaffle, surround yourself with people who will treat you right and who will have your best interests at heart, I’m sure you will meet compassionate and understanding people, hold your head up high, be positive and keep being fantastic, you can do it, never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)