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    Eagergreen posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    I’m two years I’ve gone from being someone who couldn’t stop cutting and was delving deep into my depression and anxiety going to my second hospital trip. Now I’m in college and I’m still just as alone as before but I’m at peace with it. I don’t feel desperate for that connection with people I’m just happy to be here and going somewhere no…[Read more]

    Mood : Content
    • It’s great to see you truly happy and content @eagergreen, be upbeat and always be around the things that give you hope, smile and keep going forward with confidence, so much more brightness lies ahead for you, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Eagergreen posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    Jeez, it’s been a long time since I’ve been on here! My last post made me cringe and I’m all remiscent feeling. Crazy to think about where I was two years ago and where I am now.

    Mood : Accomplished
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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I HATE THE WORLD!! I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL I’VE GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!

    Mood : Enraged
    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @eagergreen, I would try to talk to someone you can trust about things, you should be allowed to make your own decisions about any treatment that you are doing, I want to see you happy and living each day to the fullest, try to stay positive and upbeat, you can do it, never give up, keep fighting, I’m always…[Read more]

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I don’t understand why sometimes in life you find a person and you become so interested it’s like you feel a connection or something it’s hard to understand people say it’s luck, the stars, soul ties, and all sorts of stuff but what’s even harder to is explain is when it’s just you who feels the connection then it’s like… what happened?

    Mood : Alone
    • I’m sure you will find someone who you can equally share a strong bond and connection with @eagergreen, everyone deserves to have a close relationship with another person, you do too, you will meet amazing people who will always be there for you no matter what, stay positive and keep smiling, you can do it, things will go your way, keep going and…[Read more]

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I’m sssooooo disappointed in myself

    Mood : Ashamed
    • How come, @eagergreen?

    • Please be kind and good to yourself @eagergreen, you are such a wonderful human-being who deserves all the happiness in the world, things will work out and everything will go your way, don’t let anything get you down, focus on all the things that make you smile and that make you content, hold your head up high and be as positive as you can, I…[Read more]

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    That moment you realize might throw up and cry at the same time I hate my stupid fucking life I just want to stop!!

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I hate people now and I’m so worn out I just want to be around two people in this entire universe and not even at the same time I don’t want people thinking we’re just gonna start off where we left each other but everyone assumes that… sorry I unloaded but I’ve got a lot on my chesy @sevenlegends

    Mood : Annoyed
    • no reason to be sorry! thats what this site is for. I Get the feeling that this is pretty personal, if you want to tell me more about it in private messages my inbox is open. or if you’re comfotable talking this way that is fine as well @eagergreen

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    Eagergreen posted a new activity comment 8 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Eagergreen posted an update I want to go back to my facility View

    I’m worn out and I hate readjusting to everything all over again like letting people control me and honestly maybe this is stupid but updating my social networking is a pain

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    Eagergreen posted a new activity comment 8 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Mr.Toast posted an update Don’t know if I should just hang my self right now or not… View

    Listen this is the most repeated peice of advice the kind that drive people up the wall but you control you, you.control who controls you, and you don’t have a control over anyone else don’t let one incident, one horrible awful incident like that pull you down and drown you for the rest of your life. There is a whole world of people who.love you…[Read more]

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I don’t want to feel trapped by the same people that I was before I don’t want to be back in this stupid situation where I hate everything and just want to get carried off in the wimd

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I want to go back to my facility

    Mood : Sad
    • I’m worn out and I hate readjusting to everything all over again like letting people control me and honestly maybe this is stupid but updating my social networking is a pain

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    Eagergreen posted an update 8 years, 4 months ago

    I’m so frustrated with my life

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    Eagergreen posted an update 9 years ago

    I was sitting there at my new lunch which has a guy from last year who ruined my happiness and I’m still onsessed I guess. The rejection has ruined me it wasn’t even rejection is the worst part he’s just not like me but it still feels like he just spat on me. I told my friend sometimes I wish I could stab myself in the back of my throat with a…[Read more]

    Mood : Alone
    • Rain replied 9 years ago

      Nobody should make you feel worthless. You deserve someone who makes you feel good. Rejection can be painful, but sometimes things aren’t meant to be. Don’t allow one person to ruin your happiness.

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    Eagergreen posted an update 9 years ago

    i go to post things sometimes and I feel so childish I just delete the whole damn thing and continue to feel like I’m a loser

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Rain replied 9 years ago

      You’re definitely not a loser nor childish. It’s okay for you to post how you’re feeling. We’re here to help. It’s going to be okay.

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    Eagergreen posted an update in the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 9 years ago

    I desire to stand up for myself but if I do I feel like everyone will treat me even more different than they already do I’m terrified what that would mean my happy go lucky counselor told me I need to just survive which tells me just how bad this is

    Mood : Depressed
    • Rain replied 9 years ago

      You can do anything you put your mind to. It’s good that you want to stand up for yourself, that’s already a step in the right direction. Don’t worry about how others would treat you, what matters is how you feel and it’s perfectly okay to be yourself.

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    Eagergreen joined the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 9 years ago

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    Eagergreen replied to the forum topic Scared of my Own class in the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 9 years ago

    Used to be like that I’d get sick before I went up and mumbled the whole time then I joined FFA everyone was really supportive of my desire to be able to talk infront of people now I’m getting myself ready to go […]

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    Eagergreen posted an update 9 years, 1 month ago

    Got evicted from my house and now I live with my grandmother whose kind of nuts telling me how I’m devoid of good because of my ’lifestyle’ it bothers me on a level but mostly I’m just kind of grateful I got evicted because it was where I lived before than where it is now

    Mood : Blah
    • Those who discriminate against you aren’t worth it @eagergreen, try your best to ignore those who are ignorant and be proud of who you are, I’m here if you ever need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • As oli said, stay strong

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    Eagergreen posted an update 9 years, 2 months ago

    I’m so scared and alone how do you salvage anything from a void where your life used to be?

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    Eagergreen posted an update 9 years, 2 months ago

    i honestly can’t understand why i can’t move on from people that just leech out my life

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