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    yellowLedbetter posted a new activity comment 10 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: yellowLedbetter posted an update I just found someone I used to be friends with from YEARS agoOne of the first online friends I ever had, we had been close for a few years (i think? it feels like it was a while, […] View

    I’ve been in that place before when I’ve told someone I wanted to die and they got me sent to the hospital. That didn’t make me want to live more, that didn’t help me at all, I felt betrayed and none of my relations with my family have ever been the same. I got kicked out of my fucking house because that one person couldn’t keep their mouth…[Read more]

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    yellowLedbetter posted an update 10 years, 2 months ago

    I just found someone I used to be friends with from YEARS ago

    One of the first online friends I ever had, we had been close for a few years (i think? it feels like it was a while, I was going through some tough times and my sense of time is skewed) and I felt like we could really be besties. We both seemed to feel similar things, and liked to…[Read more]

    • Sometimes helping people gets dirty. You did what made sense, an alive person that hates you is better than letting someone die to avoid hurting their feelings, (can you imagine what would you feel if that happened instead?) they obviously like being alive at the moment. You seem to have a lot of undealt stuff that this person brought back to…[Read more]

    • I’ve been in that place before when I’ve told someone I wanted to die and they got me sent to the hospital. That didn’t make me want to live more, that didn’t help me at all, I felt betrayed and none of my relations with my family have ever been the same. I got kicked out of my fucking house because that one person couldn’t keep their mouth…[Read more]

    • Probably not a criminal, but our conscience and sense of guilt can be a punishment enough sometimes, specially if you aren’t good at knowing what is healthy and reasonable to feel guilt about. I guess there’s a line where someone you talk to about suicidal thoughts would know whether you are at risk of immediate danger or just venting, and they…[Read more]

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    yellowLedbetter posted an update 10 years, 2 months ago

    I’ve been really hesitant to try the LGBT groups here, since I’ve had some negative experiences with similar places, but I figure its worth a shot since not much is happening in the trans* specific groups. I’m trying to get comfortable publicizing my thoughts and worries so maybe I can work my way up to asking some questions of my own there.…[Read more]

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    yellowLedbetter posted a new activity comment 10 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: yellowLedbetter posted an update I’m upset that the trans* groups on here aren’t very active but at the same time I’m scared to try and get things going. I want to ask for help and advice but i cant even specify […] View

    Thanks for the thought; theres not a whole lot of trans* awareness in the world, I guess I should be used to it.

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    yellowLedbetter posted an update 10 years, 2 months ago

    I’m upset that the trans* groups on here aren’t very active but at the same time I’m scared to try and get things going. I want to ask for help and advice but i cant even specify what for in my head, so much is happening to me right now its a blur

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