Thank you… I wasnt sure how to word it or what to say… and the message idea might be the way to go…

I just wanted someone to talk to, but most of the time I’m still afraid to do it here. I know its safe but… yeah… I struggle to get words out right.

My biggest fear is being alone. With people around I can put on this front that nothing scares me, and that I know exactly where I wanna be. When I am alone, the thoughts kinda haunt me.
And the dark, Bad stuff […]

I have exact same problem, I see a call come up on the screen and I can feel myself getting anxious, I never phone anybody outside my immediate family, I only really text :/