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    Elly posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    I have a question. Is this worth the wait? I suppose I’m just holding out till my ship comes in. But will it ever come in? Am I just wasting my time with this whole life thing? And of course someone who has died can’t tell me if it’s better, but do you guys think it will be? Does this even make sense?

    • You will live a life full of amazing and brilliant moments @99ellen, please don’t give up Elly, you are such a remarkable and lovely person who deserves so much happiness and all the best that life has to offer, keep fighting hun, you will make all your dreams happen, great things will happen to you, try to not let anything bring you down, keep…[Read more]

    • I think that there are some things worth waiting for, even though you end up waiting forever, it is still worth waiting for. I’m still waiting for that one special person to come along and even though sometimes it doesn’t seem like it’s worth the wait, It really is worth it. It just depends on what you are waiting for, if it’s really worth it,…[Read more]

    • I agree with Samantha. As hard as it is to be patient, good things will eventually come. And if you need anyone to talk to if you feel down, you can come to me, or really anyone else on this website. We’re all happy to help.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 8 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I just wanted to thank everyone who has decided to reply to my horrible rants. Whether you do it because you genuinely care, or so you can get points or whatever, either way, I don’t deserve […] View

    That means so much to me…and I’m sure ALL of us. You are a very caring person, and I know we all appreciate it. :)

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    Elly posted an update 8 years, 12 months ago

    I just wanted to thank everyone who has decided to reply to my horrible rants. Whether you do it because you genuinely care, or so you can get points or whatever, either way, I don’t deserve it, and I have yet to meet a hateful person on here. I feel like everyone loves each other as they are, and no one judges.

    • You do deserve to be loved and appreciated @99ellen, I may not know you personally Elly but I do genuinely care hun, be positive and think good of yourself Elly, you are beautiful, I’m always here if you need someone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • That means so much to me…and I’m sure ALL of us. You are a very caring person, and I know we all appreciate it. :)

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 8 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: Silent Rain posted an update The only thing I’m good at is being a failure. View

    Same here.

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    Elly posted an update 8 years, 12 months ago

    I hate my life. I feel so lonely. I wish more than anything that I could end it, but I’m too much a coward. I’m terrified of change, and I’m never moving up in the world. I hate my life and I hate who I am. The bad thing about it is that’s who I am. And I’ll never get a do over. Everything has been taken away from me and people expect me…[Read more]

    • Please don’t think like that @99ellen, you are such a special, amazing and beautiful person Elly who deserves so much love and happiness, things will be OK and everything will work out, great things will happen to you and you will be so successful, you will make all your dreams happen, keep fighting, you are a warrior who never gives up, try to…[Read more]

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    Elly posted an update 9 years ago

    I swear. it seems like the whole world purposefully ignores me.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 9 years ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I’m scared to trust anyone because they always let me down, and act like that means nothing to them, but I always feel so alone. I hate going out because I hate myself. Doing anything in […] View

    Thank you for being there for me and giving advice, you’ll never know how much I appreciate it. :)

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    Elly posted an update 9 years ago

    I’m scared to trust anyone because they always let me down, and act like that means nothing to them, but I always feel so alone. I hate going out because I hate myself. Doing anything in front of anyone is always a challenge because I know they’re silently judging me. I’m the only screw up in my circle.

    Mood : Alone
    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      You deserve loving, caring and compassionate people around you @99ellen, people who will stick by you and love you no matter what Elly, please don’t hate yourself hun, you are such a beautiful and lovely person who deserves so much happiness, please don’t think badly of yourself hun, be positive and be good to yourself Elly, you can do this,…[Read more]

    • Elly replied 9 years ago

      Thank you for being there for me and giving advice, you’ll never know how much I appreciate it. :)

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    Elly joined the group Group logoChristianity 9 years ago

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    Elly replied to the forum topic My Dad Doesn't Respect My Religious Beliefs in the group Group logoChristianity 9 years ago

    So… late reply. I just wanted to let you know that when you stand up for God…He really appreciates it! Believe it or not. In a world full of hate, false beliefs…or no beliefs at all, someone should stand up […]

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 9 years ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update Does anyone ever just feel like they’re going crazy? Like…literally ’voices’ in their heads, saying things to you, that you’ve never even thought about saying? Is it just me? I feel so cut […] View

    Thank you. I’m trying to learn to accept myself. I don’t know if the saying about how you first have to love yourself for others to love you is TRUE, but I hope I get out of this mess someday, thanks for understanding.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 9 years ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update Does anyone ever just feel like they’re going crazy? Like…literally ’voices’ in their heads, saying things to you, that you’ve never even thought about saying? Is it just me? I feel so cut […] View

    You’re a very understanding person. Thanks for being there. Your messages really mean a lot to me.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 9 years ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update Does anyone ever just feel like they’re going crazy? Like…literally ’voices’ in their heads, saying things to you, that you’ve never even thought about saying? Is it just me? I feel so cut […] View

    I’m glad it’s working out for you, that gives me hope that there is a way out for me. Thank you. :)

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    Elly posted an update 9 years ago

    Does anyone ever just feel like they’re going crazy? Like…literally ‘voices’ in their heads, saying things to you, that you’ve never even thought about saying? Is it just me? I feel so cut off from happiness. Everyone around me has everything they want, they’re happy, because, unlike me, they’ve had everything they’ve ever needed. I just…[Read more]

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      Please don’t let negative thoughts get you down @99ellen, you deserve to be feeling happy, positive and upbeat thoughts, you will make it through your struggles and come out so much stronger, please don’t give up, you are a fighter and survivor Elly, try your best to focus on getting yourself to a better place mentally and emotionally Elly, keep…[Read more]

    • Elly replied 9 years ago

      I’m glad it’s working out for you, that gives me hope that there is a way out for me. Thank you. :)

    • Elly replied 9 years ago

      You’re a very understanding person. Thanks for being there. Your messages really mean a lot to me.

    • Elly replied 9 years ago

      Thank you. I’m trying to learn to accept myself. I don’t know if the saying about how you first have to love yourself for others to love you is TRUE, but I hope I get out of this mess someday, thanks for understanding.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 9 years ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I don’t know what to do anymore! I’m going crazy, I feel like I’m a waste of space, I feel like everyone is against me. I don’t have any friends…No one notices me. I’m left behind. I HATE […] View

    Thank you so much. :)

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    Elly posted an update 9 years ago

    I don’t know what to do anymore! I’m going crazy, I feel like I’m a waste of space, I feel like everyone is against me. I don’t have any friends…No one notices me. I’m left behind. I HATE LIVING. I just want to rest. No one loves me. God doesn’t love me anymore. I let him down and you don’t know how bad that feels. Some people take…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • ari replied 9 years ago

      I’m always here to talk :) i care about you! :)

    • ari replied 9 years ago

      I’m always here to talk :) i care about you! :)

    • elly,, just pause for a moment. take a break. meditate and then reflect find your inner peace. that’s what you need as of now, and when you’re calm and ready to talk, I’m here to listen.

    • I care about you, you are not alone, and message me whenever you feel lonely, an outcast, crazy, a waste of space or whatever. I’m always here for you.

    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      Please don’t think like that @99ellen, you are not a waste of space Elly, you are such an amazing and remarkable person who deserves so much happiness and all the best in life, try to be positive and don’t let your struggles beat you, you will win this battle, please keep fighting and never give up, you will make it through tough times Elly,…[Read more]

    • Elly replied 9 years ago

      Thank you so much. :)

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    Elly joined the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 9 years, 1 month ago

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    Elly posted an update 9 years, 1 month ago

    I just want to feel normal….

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t let your struggles beat you down @99ellen, you are such a special and awesome person who deserves so much love, joy and happiness, try to not let dark times get you down, you will win this battle, things will work out for you and everything will go right, great things will happen to you, hold your head up high and keep fighting, never…[Read more]

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    Elly became a registered member 9 years, 1 month ago