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    Elly posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    I feel so desperate. Not in a lonely or depressed way. I just feel so frantic because I’m literally screwing up my life beyond repair. I’m watching it happen- no matter what I do, it doesn’t help. Only makes it worse. I’m 17 years old, engaged to be married in 3 months, I don’t have a job because no one will hire me due to a bad reference,…[Read more]

    • Don’t let your struggles get you down @99ellen, you are such a beautiful, incredible and amazing person Elly who deserves a life filled with happiness, things will change for the better, focus on making all your dreams and goals happen Elly, remember to hold your head up high and know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, you will find a…[Read more]

    • i didn’t get my first job until i was 18, it isn’t the end of the world. i’m here if you need some help careers-wise, but it’s up to you

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    Elly posted an update 5 years, 1 month ago

    I’m so sick of everything. Its seems every single one of my siblings are the “favorites” and no matter what I do, I can’t compete. My mom tells me I shouldn’t be upset when someone screws me over. She has LITERALLY gotten mad at me when I was upset because my OLDER sister threw MY belongings away that I paid for because she thought it looked…[Read more]

    • Your family really should treat you with respect, dignity and love @99ellen, don’t let them be horrible to you Elly, you are such a beautiful and amazing angel who deserves to be cared for by those closest to you, your boyfriend has no right lying to you sweetie, I want to see you truly happy in a relationship where you are truly appreciated and…[Read more]

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    Elly posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    The one person I trusted, the one person I thought loved me…lied to me again, hurt me again. I know I love him, but I’m not sure I’m in love with him anymore. I don’t trust him. I haven’t eaten in a week, I can’t stop throwing up, especially when I think about it. I was planning a wedding with him and I don’t want to any longer. Life just…[Read more]

    • Please don’t be upset @99ellen, anyone who hurts or lies to you isn’t worth it Elly, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves true happiness and joy in her life, please keep going and don’t give up, life will get better and everything will work out for you sweetie, I’m sure a strong relationship based on trust will happen to…[Read more]

    • almost everyone here is willing to talk to you, message anyone :)

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    Elly posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    Someone please talk to me. I need someone to care. I’m so sivk of everyone judging me. It might not be true, but I just need someone to tell me I’m not trash, because that’s all I answer to now. Everything’s going so wrong, and I want to just quit it all, more than ever. I’m not living I’m surviving, and that’s a terrible place to be.…[Read more]

    • Please don’t feel down @99ellen, I don’t want to see you upset sweetie, you are truly perfect, incredible and special in every single way Elly, be kind to yourself and believe in how beautiful you are, please don’t let anything or anyone make you feel bad, you will do amazing things in life, brightness and hope will happen to you hun, smile and…[Read more]

    • You are a great human being. Remember that. Hit me up, if you want to talk.

    • Feel free to message me if you want to talk or vent something out. Hang in there, alright? Things must be really hard for you right now but that doesn’t mean things can’t change. Don’t give up hope, you are more capable than you know.

    • @99ellen if you feel like venting you can PM me, I’ll never judge I promise

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    Elly posted an update 5 years, 7 months ago

    Someone…anyone, please help me. I’ve never been more alone. He doesn’t care about me, and I thought he was the only one that genuinely DID. I’ve given him everything, I have nothing left. I’ve been completely stripped of any hope he had given me for the future. I think this is it. (hopefully) I don’t blame you guys if you never take my…[Read more]

    • Please don’t feel bad @99ellen, you are such a beautiful, special and incredible angel who deserves to feel loved and cared for Elly, I may not know you personally but I want to see you feeling truly happy, you are a shining light Elly, please be kind to yourself and surround yourself with positivity and hope, things will be OK and everything…[Read more]

    • I understand exactly what you’re going through but I promise you that’s it’s not the end of life. You’re going to have a love so true and long lasting that you will want to cry tears of joy everyday. Please message if you want to talk. Again, I’m going through the same pain so maybe we can’t help each other out and find a way to cope and be…[Read more]

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I feel like I don’t want to be on this site anymore, I just annoy everyone and make them angry, I’m a waste of space to this community, I feel so sad, I want to help people and make them […] View

    I don’t even know if I’d be here today without you. Hypocrite or not, you must have done something right. To be completely honest with you…The impact you’ve made on the hundreds of people you talk to on the internet everyday is more than most people do in their entire lives. We may not even know each other that well, but you’re my friend and…[Read more]

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    Elly posted an update 6 years ago

    When one person can make you feel so unwanted and unnecessary.
    They won’t even let me try to fit in.
    I was pretty stupid to let myself think anyone could ever view me as more than trash.

    • Don’t ever let anyone have that much control over. There is a level of success that all of us can reach, you’re not different. Everyone feels down and fails every once in a while ,but don’t ever feel down and out because of someone else, don’t fail on someone else’s term

    • Oli replied 6 years ago

      Don’t let anyone make you feel bad about yourself @99ellen, ignore those who are ignorant Elly, you are a truly beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who deserves to be surrounded by caring people, I’m sure you will meet people who will always be there for you, you are a good person who deserves the best in life, please be kind and positive to…[Read more]

    • You’re not trash, Elly. You’re just not meeting the right people.
      I’m sure you’re a great person, but these people are failing to realize that.

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update If anyone’s interested in having a text/therapy friend. I’d love to listen when you need someone to talk to, and I’d like to feel like I have the same. Please message me for my number if you […] View

    I don’t care about anything anymore, so no worries. I’m in my last stage, and right now, nothing like that matters. I appreciate your discretion though.

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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    If anyone’s interested in having a text/therapy friend. I’d love to listen when you need someone to talk to, and I’d like to feel like I have the same. Please message me for my number if you like.

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    Elly joined the group Group logoEating Disorders 6 years, 1 month ago

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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    There isn’t power in prayer…That was just proven.

    • Are you OK? @99ellen, I’m here if you need someone to open up too Elly, I don’t want to see you sad sweetie, you deserve to be feeling awesome and happy because you are such an inspiring and special individual, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Alicia posted an update finally decided to admit myself and get help View

    Good job. I wish I were that brave. :)

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: unknown00 posted an update I need someone. View

    I’m here for you if you need to talk. .:)

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I hate myself SO much. I wish God would do everyone a favor and kill me. View

    I’m glad I’m not the only one, but sad that someone else has to experience so much hurt.

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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    I hate myself SO much. I wish God would do everyone a favor and kill me.

    • Trust me.. I know exactly how that feels.

    • I’m glad I’m not the only one, but sad that someone else has to experience so much hurt.

    • Please don’t think like that @99ellen, you are a truly awesome person Elly, try to be positive, kind and good to yourself, don’t let anything get you down or stand in your way, things will be OK and great things will happen to you, hold your head up high and smile, show the world how incredible you are Elly, keep fighting and never give up, you…[Read more]

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I can’t even imagine next year. I don’t WANT to imagine next year. I don’t want to think of all those days I have to continue to live. I guess I’m just tired of waking up, of opening my eyes. […] View

    Thank you. :) I really appreciate your support. :)

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    Elly posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Elly posted an update I can’t even imagine next year. I don’t WANT to imagine next year. I don’t want to think of all those days I have to continue to live. I guess I’m just tired of waking up, of opening my eyes. […] View
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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    I can’t even imagine next year. I don’t WANT to imagine next year. I don’t want to think of all those days I have to continue to live. I guess I’m just tired of waking up, of opening my eyes. I’m tired of being jealous, I’m tired of trying to be accepted. Everyone’s perfect, and I’m a screw up. I don’t even know how to go on. This isn’t…[Read more]

    • Exactly. Is slowly dying inside. Trying to fit in an environment where we are the different, the weird, the freak.
      Affortunately, there are places like this one where we can stick together and be helped from people that suffered the same and knew how to get over this.
      :D

    • Please try to be positive and think good about yourself @99ellen, you are such a beautiful and incredible human-being who deserves all the best that life has to offer, don’t let anything get you down, you are a survivor who never gives up, you are truly perfect Elly, please smile and hold your head up high, show the world how truly fantastic you…[Read more]

    • Thank you. :) I really appreciate your support. :)

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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    I am so tired of trying to save a sinking ship. My life isn’t worth all the maintenance it takes to stay alive.

    • Please don’t give up @99ellen, you are so special and amazing Elly, you were put on this earth to do great things, you can and will make it through tough times, hold your head up high and smile, you are a fighter and warrior, things may seem hard now but they will change for the better, things will be OK, don’t let anything get you down, show…[Read more]

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    Elly posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    Everything is so screwed up. I hate not being able to be the person I should be. I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate my feelings, I hate being forgotten by the whole world. I hate being on this site in the first place, it just goes to show you how I couldn’t even deal with my own life, and no one’s there for me so I pour my heart out to…[Read more]

    • Unbelievable, those are more exact words than the words I was going to post right now!
      I understand how hard and frustrating this is, and how impossible is to get a solution near.
      Maybe we all here can find it! I really hope so!
      If you want to talk about this, send me a Priv Message. Be as strong as you can be!

    • You are not a failure @99ellen, please don’t think like that Elly, you are such a beautiful and remarkable person who deserves all the love and happiness in the world, you deserve to be appreciated and valued as you are so wonderful hun, don’t let anything bring you down, focus on all the good things in your life, you are a survivor and warrior…[Read more]

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