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    Oli posted an update 6 years, 12 months ago

    I feel like I’m just aimlessly drifting through life and going through the motions without any plans, dreams or goals, I’m taking one day at a time but struggling to see a happy future for myself, will things ever work out for me?, I just don’t know, or will there be sadness and loneliness forever, I’m afraid and scared about what lies ahead for me, I want to see positivity, hope and brightness, I wish I could motivate myself to be better but I’m such a hypocrite and failure, it’s so hard, I’m sorry everyone :(

    Mood : Sad
    • Keep going, @oliver! Always remember how awesome, loved and fabulous you are! It’ll all turn out well one day. Even if this time is hard. You can do it! You certainly deserve love and you’re loved by so many members of Blah. -hugs- It’ll be alright, believe in yourself! ^_^

    • @oliver is truly hard to sometimes find that tiny light in life that shouts ”things get better!”. I know is cliche but they can get better.
      What about starting your day a different way? like a stable but different routine? With different hobbies, maybe some new recepies for food? Maybe even walk to the park. Just some new stuff that can make you more motivated :)

    • yeah, temme too..?

    • @oliver you really need to take time to look yourself in the mirror to see how much of an angel you are. You help so many people. It’s time where I was in my room shaking crying wanting to die and you and @marikofujimoto was there saying words of encouragement. You need to learn to aporeciate yourself and let your positive words be your actual strengths to make it out of this hellish world. You will be just fine. Why? Because we’re here to help YOU. Take the time to be selfish and help yourself if you have to. Everyone will understand.

    • You can do it man. I believe in you

    • hola old friend~ dude, you’re sad? it’s totally fine to be sad. i mean, look at our world lol. the future is there, it’s inevitable, and it’s coming, so don’t worry about it. just work hard, because the present is what determines your future. and remember, if you hit rock bottom, there really is no other way to go, except up.