- Mood : Tired
Okay, im leaving you alone
Please don’t feel alone @maha, you are a wonderful, lovely and amazing person who deserves to be surrounded by happiness, I want to see you truly smiling and living each day to the fullest because you are awesome, hold your head up high and focus on all the things that bring you positivity, you can do it, believe in yourself and know you are a…[Read more]
- Mood : Apathetic
why’d you leave medicine?
my anxiety got worse, had more severe panic attacks, made my life miserable, too many expectations, became depressed and unproductive, eventually hated it.
@maha can I ask how did you deal with the transition from medicine to chemical engineering? I did the exact same thing (but different degrees) and I’m terrified to go back this year.. idk how to adjust. Do you have any advice?
Also you should be proud of yourself for making such a hard decision and glad you’rein a better place
Glad to see you feeling happier and positive @maha, do your best to focus on all the bright moments that lie ahead for you, I’m sure amazing things will happen to you and your degree will go well, be as upbeat as you can and never give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you…[Read more]
oh @mariko (btw how do u do the mention thing) well idk, both engineering and medicine are hard lol
i guess engineering is more forgiving, considering you’re not dealing with human lives.
idk if this applies to you, because we’re all different, but the reason i joined medicine wasn’t because i was passionate about it. i love science…[Read more]
@oliver lol you’re as optimistic as i remember dude, a breath of fresh air i’m a pessimist personally but, i appretiate it! thanks~
It takes a lot of guts to do what you did. Inspiring, really.
Good to keep moving forward, even if the direction changes. Life is about moving forward, and finding friends along the way. Hopefully some day you will find that one person you do care about what they think.
At New Years I always sit and think about the last year, and wonder where I will be the next New Year. Sometimes things stay pretty…[Read more]
@maha I think I get the vibe of what you’re saying. I’ve gotten more selfish and a little stupid at times the past year but it feels healthy, in a way, even if it wouldn’t appear that way to someone else. Instead of being overly innocent and wanting to please everyone so much. I’ve become much more picky when making close friends or romantic…[Read more]
- Mood : Blank
- Mood : Happy
I’m so happy to see that you finally finding your happiness and feeling that great about life @maha I hope you keep feeling great and I wish you the best
It’s fabulous to see you happy and upbeat @maha, it’s good you have found something that puts a smile on your face, keep going forward and keep being brilliant, you can do it, I’m always here if you ever need to chat, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)
@Oli Thx dear x”D Though I probably almost died from all the angst all the same.. It’s a good kind of crying! I love that I’m experiencing those emotions. It’s a very curious thing, happiness!
@mariko Thanks! I’m happy to find happiness as well, matter of fact. Even if it doesn’t change that happiness to me barely exists beyond the covers of a book, it certainly is great that I possess them nonetheless. Like a lantern in the dark.
- Mood : Impressed
Keep reading @maha, if it makes you happy, that’s all that matters, hope things continue going awesomely for you, I’m always here if you need to chat (hugs)
- Mood : Bored
Hopefully you’ll re-connect with this person @maha, keep smiling and stay awesome, I’m always here if you need to chat (hugs)
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