Your purpose is your life, as long as you can move you can do. Even though emotions. Move forward, do something you like. If you can find a group activity like golfing, shooting, even online gaming can be a decent option to fill your social need. Just be sure you’re doing it to make friends or spend time with other humans; not for escapism because it’s never good to run from your problems. Plus if people refuse to spend time with you after a rough patch they’re often not worth thinking that much about. True friends stick by your side through everything and know to the core of their being that /you will too/

Final thoughts for you, good luck, life is tough and it gets tougher if you let it hook into you and hold you down. Strive for balance, don’t move without thought but don’t let thought paralyze you.”We’re all marching towards the same inevitable end, there’s no need to rush” -Someone outrageous.

Please don’t feel lonely @christopherryan, try your best to find things that give you a sense of hope and purpose Christopher, I’m sure you will manage to re-connect with family and meet people who will love you no matter what, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, remember you will do amazing things Christopher, focus on your happiness and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

@christopherryan what was your purpose before getting married?