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    ChristopherRyan posted an update in the group Group logoDepression 3 years, 6 months ago

    After over 3 years of hell, I finally made it through. Things are not perfect, but they are much better. Every storm passes, eventually. Thanks to everyone for your kind words when i needed it most! And if you are struggling, hang in there, lean on someone. You will be okay. And this world is a better place with you in it! Love you all, -=christopher=-

    Mood : Grateful
    • @christopherryan it’s awesome to see you’re in a better place :) Hope things keep going great for you

    • Congratulations! It’s always great to see progresion happy stories on here! (:

    • It’s great to see you positive and feeling better @christopherryan, hope things continue going awesomely for you Christopher, stay upbeat and I’m sure so much more brightness will come your way, smile and keep going forward Christopher, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

    After over 3 years of hell, I finally made it through. Things are not perfect, but they are much better. Every storm passes, eventually. Thanks to everyone for your kind words when i needed it most! And if you are struggling, hang in there, lean on someone. You will be okay. And this world is a better place with you in it! Love you all, -=christopher=-

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    I have never experienced how I am feeling right now in my life. I was always surrounded by family and friends. After my marriage ended, everyone was gone. I’m having a hard time adjusting. I don’t know what my purpose is anymore. Why am I still here?

    Mood : Lonely
    • Your purpose is your life, as long as you can move you can do. Even though emotions. Move forward, do something you like. If you can find a group activity like golfing, shooting, even online gaming can be a decent option to fill your social need. Just be sure you’re doing it to make friends or spend time with other humans; not for escapism…[Read more]

    • Please don’t feel lonely @christopherryan, try your best to find things that give you a sense of hope and purpose Christopher, I’m sure you will manage to re-connect with family and meet people who will love you no matter what, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, remember you will do amazing things Christopher, focus on your…[Read more]

    • @christopherryan what was your purpose before getting married?

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 3 months ago

    So those online mental health tests do not make me feel any better. Depression, Bipolar, Severe Anxiety and possible S**c*d*l… whatever! I know I’m a mess, but I’m still fighting for my kids! They keep me breathing! They should factor that into the results… :P

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Do your best to focus on all the positives in your life @christopherryan, remember you are loved and cared for Christopher, things may seem difficult but they will change for the better, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger, always surround yourself with joy, hope and brightness, I want to see you truly living each day to…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 4 years, 3 months ago

    MY LIFE IS HELL… JUST WAITING TIL ITS OVER… (f***ing depressing, i know) I can’t keep going on like this… I hurt so much, all the time, always, for years now, not getting better, losing hope…

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update in the group Group logoI feel so alone. 4 years, 3 months ago

    MY LIFE IS HELL… JUST WAITING TIL ITS OVER… (f***ing depressing, i know) I can’t keep going on like this… I hurt so much, all the time, always, for years now, not getting better, losing hope…

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update in the group Group logoDepression 4 years, 3 months ago

    MY LIFE IS HELL… JUST WAITING TIL ITS OVER… (f***ing depressing, i know) I can’t keep going on like this… I hurt so much, all the time, always, for years now, not getting better, losing hope…

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 3 months ago

    MY LIFE IS HELL… JUST WAITING TIL ITS OVER… (f***ing depressing, i know) I can’t keep going on like this… I hurt so much, all the time, always, for years now, not getting better, losing hope…

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 3 months ago

    ”You won’t cry for my absence, I know… You forgot me long ago… Am I that unimportant…? Am I so insignificant…? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me?”

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 3 months ago

    ”When your day is long… And the night, the night is yours alone… When you’re sure you’ve had enough… Of this life, well hang on… Don’t let yourself go… ’Cuz everybody cries… Everybody hurts sometimes…”

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago

    Just when you think things couldn’t get any worse… they do!

    Mood : Depressed
    • Things will work out for you and everything will go your way @christopherryan, hold your head up high and don’t let anything get you down or stand in your way, I want to see you truly smiling and living each day to the fullest Christopher, remember that there is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel, you are a survivor who will overcome…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    I thought things were getting better… Here comes the depression again. I really can’t see past this. Seems like its never ending and my life is ruined. It’s been over two years now and things just are not getting any better… I’m so tired…. I don’t have much left in me to continue on…

    Mood : Sad
    • I know exactly how you’re feeling but just know as corny as it may sounds, you’re never alone. There’s people who can relate to you and even though they be in the same situation as you, help and patience can always be done in the process. I hope you can find a love and hope in something to carry on because once you overcome pain, life is truly…[Read more]

    • You will make it through all the difficult times and come out so much stronger @christopherryan, please don’t let sadness or pain stand in your way Christopher, remember that so many more brighter and better days will be ahead, hold your head up high and see all the wonderful things that will happen in your future, you are a warrior who will…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    My bouts of depression seem to be getting shorter and shorter. I guess you can say I’m starting to accept all that’s happened in my life and I’m ready to move on. I had a great life, lost everything, but somewhere inside I feel like things are about to change for the better. Thank you to everyone for your encouragement! I’m going to fight…[Read more]

    Mood : Hopeful
    • It’s great to see you determined to make things better @christopherryan, remember we will all be here to support you Christopher, I’m always here if you ever need to chat :) (hugs)

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    And I find it kinda funny… I find it kinda sad… The dreams in which I’m dying… are the best I’ve ever had…

    Mood : Depressed
    • Whats going on :( If you want to talk about it just message me @christopherryan

    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @christopherryan, you are such a fantastic and fabulous person Christopher who deserves a life that is filled with joy and happiness, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, focus on the things that put a bright smile on your face, you are a survivor who will beat all your struggles, don’t…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    Today things took a turn for the worse. Situation going to hell. Not sure how much longer I can keep going like this. Things are out of my control. Things are out of control. I don’t understand it. I do the right thing day after day and things just keep getting worse. I’m not sure I can win this one…

    Mood : Pessimistic
    • Please don’t give up @christopherryan, you will make it through all the difficult times and come out so much stronger Christopher, everything will work out and things will be OK, try to be positive and focus on happy things, hold your head up high and believe in yourself Christopher, your situation will turn around and things will get better,…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    I had the worst Christmas since I’ve been alive. I sat at the table with mom, dad, my brother and sisters for Christmas dinner. Scooped some peas onto my plate. Broke down into tears and walked up to my room. Two years of constant pain…. I’m emotionally drained! I have nothing left, running on empty. I conquer each day as it comes.It’s the…[Read more]

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Please don’t let your struggles get you down @christopherryan, you will make it through difficult times and come out so much stronger Christopher, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, hold your head up high and keep being the fabulous person that you are, don’t let anything stand in your way, things will be OK, believe in…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    I think I just realized how so absolutely alone I feel.

    Mood : Lonely
    • Please don’t feel lonely @christopherryan, I may not know you personally Christopher but I do care about you and I want to see you happy, remember this community will always be here to support you and so will I, don’t let anything stand in your way, keep being the awesome and brilliant individual that you know you can be, everything will work…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    I know that this month is going to be really hard for me. One day at a time. Keep on walking… I’m not liking the other options. Wish things would change for the better…

    Mood : Gloomy
    • keep your head up! you can do this! there are people if nowhere else than here who want to see you succeed!

    • Keep going and don’t let anything get you down @christopherryan, you will make it through all the tough moments and come out so much stronger Christopher, I want to see you truly enjoying life and being the extraordinary and fabulous person that you are, you will beat all your struggles, focus on getting yourself to a better place mentally and…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    I’m tired of fighting…

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t give up @christopherryan, things may seem hard but they will change for the better Christopher, you will make it and come out so much stronger, don’t let anything get you down, you will beat all your struggles, focus on the things that put a smile on your face, wonderful things will happen to you, keep being the brilliant…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan and Profile picture of Super WomanSuper Woman are now friends 4 years, 12 months ago

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