I feel as if the more people I know who think badly about me, the more it’s affecting my energy field and that’s why it’s important to be smart about who you choose to be around… I know there’s a light in everyone, so at some point these energies will dissipate. I feel like I was harmed probably…. They had x-rays at the airport and I had a…[Read more]

I kind of almost feel like I’m being psychic attacked… but hopefully it’s not the case. I kind of feel like sleeping but at the same time staying awake… and I feel like no motivation to make myself a tea… or cook food… there’s a stagnant vibe around it’s weird. I burned some sage, I’m not sure if there’s been any change… I feel a…[Read more]

I feel since I’ve been back from California, there’s been this awkward negative energy around and it’s been disrupting my ability to completely relax… I really hope it goes away as soon as possible.

for some reason i’ve been having headaches for the past three days and feeling very racy and not so good… my brother’s been using some kind of vaporizor and also smoking again so I think it’s been affecting me… it could be other things too… i had to take a pain reliever, last night, the morning after and then again tonight… I hope I…[Read more]

Some people are naturally very relaxed, so their purpose doesn’t deal with emotional matters but rather more outward, community matters. Depending on what someone’s dealing with, determines where they may go in life, some people may spend a lot of time on their own, other’s may spend lots of time with others, it really depends on childhood and…[Read more]

We’re all one… we are all aspects of each other, sometimes making mistakes and sometimes healing each other… By healing oneself, you create a ripple that sends love and healing all throughout the universe and all beings…

I have forgiven everyone who’s ever hurt me, I’ve forgiven myself but I’m still fearful… I must release this feeling of uncomfortability in my own skin… I must own up to my own mistakes, maybe the solution is to speak it and tell them I forgive them but that is so challenging to do. It’s important to make things right, but the fear resides…[Read more]

I’m a special being.. I am love… there’s nothing to fear yet I am fearful of some things… why? Why must my past haunt me so much? I totally fucked up because of my own unawareness but at the same time, my reaction was so natural. I did it because at that time I felt in my heart I didn’t know what to do or react so the reaction that was the…[Read more]

it makes sense to be gentle with an abuse victim, some people are so far out of reality… they don’t realize they’re abusive or they don’t understand abuse victims… there’s unconsciousness going around…

mind is a little all over the place lately… just trying to stay calm though. I think I got triggered because my relationship with my friend reminded me about how it feels to be in love or have true love or a deep love… which is something I hadn’t felt for years and now I feel and I understand what I’ve been missing but at the same time, a…[Read more]

my childhood fucked with my mind… I did everything I could to live my truth even though my past haunted me so much… creativity is everything to me, self-expression, is so important to me… I live for it. I’m here because I trust that I’ll reach my highest self, my best creative self-expressive self. I’m doing my best, doing the best I can.

I feel sad because… my identity feels fragmented… and because of this, it’s the reason I spend so much time online… and so much time on my own… and also I have clothes I don’t wear because of fear because my past and being told things that hurt me.. that became so big in my mind and stopped me from being able to fully express myself. It…[Read more]

I feel so flawed… but I know I have to keep going… keep living and trusting the flow of my life. I know that I don’t mean to hurt anyone but I know that certain traits of mine can seem hurtful even though it’s not intentional. This comes with being human… I am very loving, forgiving, and truly desire the best for myself and others. I…[Read more]

I am creativity, I am love, I am emotion, I am whole, I am me, I am part of the universal love, connected to all.

I live in a beautiful world… everything is an illusion… The earth made it legal, that’s why it exists. We live in a beautiful world. Beauty surrounds us, look at the way the stars twinkle in the night sky? the grass, the trees, the house…. I have it in my reality. It exists…. I am strong… I am worthy of everything beautiful.. don’t you…[Read more]

They took a piece of me… stole it like it was theirs… is it because of love or is it because of fear? I felt like I was not myself… it was reinforced by their judgments, their judgments reflected my judgment of myself and I let them take a part of me… I didn’t know that I was supposed to fight for myself but I tried to throughout life. I…[Read more]