“About me’s” used to seem so much easier back when I was just filling out a section for Myspace. Quickly after the social networking phase ended I started to find it incredibly difficult to say anything at all about myself. I knew that others could describe me, they’d always say that I was nice, shy, and intelligent but that’s all they could ever really come up with. I wanted to be more than that, or at least feel what they were saying about me, but I couldn’t.
I knew that I liked learning- about all sorts of things, especially people, and that I like to write- but aside from that I could never answer what, “I liked to do”. I had a hard time getting excited over anything, even the things that I did seem to have interest in. Now, thankfully I can feel excited about things like Psychology, Sexuality, Spirituality, and things of the like.
My entire life I’ve battled with anxiety, and depression, and now things that I’m not entirely sure what to call. My main goal is to come to a point where I don’t have to say “battling” anymore- but to be able to say that yeah, I may have those things, but they’re just a part of me- I want to accept them, and learn to work with them…not fight with such a giant part of who I am. Who wouldn’t get tired of that?
I’m here because I hope to meet like minded people, to create long lasting relationships, to have somewhere that’s comfortable for me to express myself and explore things that I might not beyond the help from a website. I would like to be able to help people along the way of my journey here, and I’ve always believed the best way to help someone is to develop a connection with them- and the rest just sort of falls into place.