I’m so glad you are still here @somelameperson, please don’t ever think negatively about yourself, you are such a fantastic, awesome and amazing person who will do fantastic things and make all your dreams come true, hold your head up high, be upbeat and keep going forward with optimism and confidence, you can do it, always believe in yourself and never give up, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)