I know how you feel, my job is stressful as I work for the emergency services in the UK but I try to cope with it as best I can @invincible, you deserve to be in a job that makes you feel positive and gives you a sense of fulfilment, remember that your happiness should always come first sweetie, I would try to find a job or career for yourself that will be beneficial to you and where you feel comfortable, don’t let anyone pressure you beautiful Cecelia, do things at a pace that suits you and focus on looking ahead towards a bright future, you can do it sweetheart, I’m so proud of you Cecelia, always be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)